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Yhsthar In reply to Vermidu [2011-06-30 19:37:54 +0000 UTC]

O ile wytrwa tak długo...xDD

a teraz wiesz co?

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^^

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Vermidu In reply to Yhsthar [2011-06-30 20:09:58 +0000 UTC]

Och, jakże jest mi miło widząc, że mój powrót tak bardzo Cię ucieszył! Nawet nie będę doszukiwała się mrocznych stron Twojej radości.

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Yhsthar In reply to Vermidu [2011-07-08 14:03:43 +0000 UTC]

Nie ma mrocznych stron do tego akurat No dobra... Może kilka, ale one nawet pomimo tego, że mroczne to i tak bardzo sympatyczne ;>

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Vermidu In reply to Yhsthar [2011-07-13 21:43:57 +0000 UTC]

A któż powiedział, że to, co mroczne, nie może być sympatyczne?
Mrok = sympatyczność w najczystszej postaci.

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Yhsthar In reply to Vermidu [2011-08-08 17:52:51 +0000 UTC]

Mój mrok jest iście sympatyczny
Jak już kogoś biję, to z mega sympatycznym wyrazem twarzy. Nie wspominając o uśmiechu od ucha do ucha, gdy komuś dokuczam.

So the hugging continues...

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Vermidu In reply to Yhsthar [2011-08-12 16:38:02 +0000 UTC]

[link]

More hugs!

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Yhsthar In reply to thetanforever [2011-04-14 12:17:29 +0000 UTC]

Thanks...

Anyway... Answer my other comments more quickly or...

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thetanforever In reply to Yhsthar [2011-04-15 18:36:56 +0000 UTC]

Or you gonna punish me? I would like to receive some of those "punishment" you can offer me. xD

Ok, sorry i do not answer more quickly. Be patient.

I feel better when i answer slowly. Cuz i am still developing myself and my personality. And i am working on my self confidence and shynes.

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Yhsthar In reply to thetanforever [2011-04-21 20:07:53 +0000 UTC]

I don't know if it would be that nice as you think xD Well, I am in good mood today (cuz I just had my chocolate xD) but hm... Yesterday I think I would break anyone who would come close to me, there was this guy on my training yesterday and he annoyed the hell out of me -.-''.

Well, more like upset me o0 and he has awaken again my dislike-ness for males...

Okay xD

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thetanforever In reply to Yhsthar [2011-04-22 21:16:20 +0000 UTC]

Okay xD

Punish them also! xD Find a way.

Listen to this if you have 5 minutes of free time
[link]

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Yhsthar In reply to thetanforever [2011-04-23 21:42:15 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I am passed that,, I don't know if it's good... But my anger and negative feelings (or... hm... feelings at all) last for a very short time, like really, really short o0 so when I get angry it's usually few minutes and it goes away o0

I have listened to it... Lol, that was cool xD it made me want to play my guitar again xDD haha, he sounded soo good xD I never heard anyone playing like him xD

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thetanforever In reply to Yhsthar [2011-04-26 18:21:16 +0000 UTC]

That is cool, that your negative feelings go away quickly, i like that quality of yours.

Good, yea he is great. You have a guitar? That's nice!

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Yhsthar In reply to thetanforever [2011-04-26 19:49:38 +0000 UTC]

Well, I don't seem to have any possitive feelings as well at least, towards people, I admire the world, I love the beauty it carries, but hm... I believe in people in general... But... But... o0 Hm...

That's not easy to explain... Hm... My joy about being with people usually lasts pretty short too... o0 It's like I can't like someone long, not only as a romantic interest but as a friend as well. There are moments, short moments when I feel excited about liking someone, but it's like an impulse... There it is one moment inside me and then it's gone... It's not like I like someone one moment, and moment after I hate... It's more like I like/hate someone and the next moment I can't find either hate or love or any feeling at all for that person o0

I don't find comfort in relations with people anymore, I think that part of me is broken o0 although I really wish to have a husband and a family, some close friend... But it really feels like the most distant thing in the world for me o0.

Yeah, I have two guitars I always wanted to be a musician (singer to be exact and play some various instruments as well). I love to sing and play music but I haven't been doing that like for a year almost... I just got pretty silent inside and no sound wants to come out (maybe cuz I express myself in aikido now? hm...)

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thetanforever In reply to Yhsthar [2011-04-29 19:20:12 +0000 UTC]

Ok, i think i can understand you.

Thank you for sharing these thoughts.

I experience almost same thing sometimes. But i observe my feelings and emotions so much that i am discovering what is going on, and i am improving my weak points.

Right now i think that a little more attention and a little more imagination can male alive again these first great feelings towards something or someone.

And really, these mental processes i mentioned few times, i use them also in this area -> in effort to strengthen my interest and excitment for other people.

Ok. Give one guitar to me. Or break one guitar in an Aikido style (I am joking) .

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Yhsthar In reply to thetanforever [2011-05-17 19:55:59 +0000 UTC]

Haha, I won't give you my guitar... But I can break YOU in aikido style

Well, today I don't feel like strenghten anything xD more like going to bed and sleep some more xd lazy day... xD

Might be... But I feel more like never touching anyone ever again, i just have thins thing where I feel lonely sometimes and i long for someone but when I think about closness with people, I just want to go away o0

Anyway, how are you these days?

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thetanforever In reply to Yhsthar [2011-05-24 13:03:48 +0000 UTC]

You wont give me one of your guitars? How i am supposed then to learn anything about music?? o_O I will be musically illiterated.
Hehe That's ok. Just joking.

Aww, i hope that will change, that you will in some aftertime start to really desire some touches and hugs with a particular person.

I would like to be close with someone, but that is not going to happen soon, i am just not a social person. I need to become a god in order to change such major things in my life.

I think i am good. Can be better, but it is ok.
Sunny warm days. I would like so much to have a pool or visit a sea, playing with water.

Btw i imagined you naked and wet when you asked me that first time about your hair length. Please do'nt kill me. I thought "does she understand how that question is fueling my imagination?".

Good day to you.

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Yhsthar In reply to thetanforever [2011-05-31 13:44:47 +0000 UTC]

Nope, I won't I can let you look at them though, but only if you begged on your knees

I'm numb in that way o0 and again I feel more and more like staying this way o0
I've already had my romances... o0

o0

Well, I am a god, so I can change that for you if you want?

Yeah, I need to go at the lake or seaside soon @_@ love the water and the warm, summer weather @_@ it's soo damn amazing today after a little training in the garden I was laying on the grass looking at the sky... Well, I have many tress in the garden so I could see perfectly green leaves moving in the wind and purely blue sky... @_@ Gotta love it sooo much @_@

Looooolll xDDDD Okay ^^

I'm going to the barber soon... ;> Sooo, what did you write me before, what hair length I should have? ;> right now, when I checked my hair were waist-length o0

^^ Thank you and a good day to you too ^^

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thetanforever In reply to Yhsthar [2011-06-04 20:01:19 +0000 UTC]

Ok. ok ok ok ok ...

Hmm.

I love your hair such long, but, i think it will be beautiful any style. So, you decide. Just be sure to make a one pic of you when after cutting it. I want to see you.

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