Razzen In reply to The-Black-Wolf-Angel [2014-02-09 23:56:00 +0000 UTC]

Gosh, thanks so much   I'm sorry I took so long to reply... This message is just so sweet that every time I started to reply I didnt know what to say hehe

How have you been?!

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The-Black-Wolf-Angel In reply to Razzen [2014-02-26 16:14:08 +0000 UTC]

oMG I HAVE HAD THIS MESSAGE SITTING HERE BECAUSE I HAVEN'T BEEN SURE OF HOW TO RESPOND HDSGHLASGLSD

I've been good!! I've been more active on my tumblr instead of here because idk more interaction I guess but yeAH I'VE BEEN GOOD I'VE GONE THROUGH A LOT OF SOUL SEARCHING AND WHATNOT and so I've come to the conclusion I'm a transman and everyone's been really accepting of it!! I'm in my senior year of high school and I'm going to go to college in a year to major in culinary arts so I can be a chef! c:
I've also been through an engagement and the dissolvement of that relationship, which was tough, but I've gotten stronger because of it. Through it though I finally got the medical attention I needed (diagnosed with major depression, anxiety, and signs of schizophrenia, and I got medication for my depression/anxiety, and my ADD, as well as a therapist) and learned that relying on someone else to make me happy isn't healthy.

I've been sick a lot these past few years -- I had mono, and it made my tonsils swell to the point that it hurt to swallow my own spit (sorry if that's tmi) and my dad took me to Urgent Care, and they thought I had Peritonsillar Abscess (a build up of pus behind the tonsils), so I was sent to the ER. Turns out I had mono, and they gave me painkillers and told me to stay home, sleep, and eat soft and liquified foods (i.e. soup, cream o' wheat, etc.).
About a month ago I got all four wisdom teeth removed, but they hadn't come in, the x-rays however showed that if they came in, they'd grind against my jaw and would be very painful. So they put me out and cut open my gums and took 'em out! It was the first time I'd ever been put under an anesthetic, so I was really scared because I have bad insomnia, and I also have Trypanophobia (intense fear of needles, and an actual phobia, not just a fear). But I remember they asked "Do you feel anything?" and I said "I feel a little bit dizzy." Then next thing I know I was waking up next to my mum. xD They had to hit me with twice the amount though, so I was out for a bit. I'm a lot better now, thank goodness, and I can actually EAT again LOL

Currently, I'm writing out the skeleton for a book a want to write -- one that actually has characters you drew for me at one point in time! I'm hoping to write it out and edit it, and maybe get it published, along with a poetry book as well. c: It's gonna be called "Ultimum Proelium", with means "Final Battle" in Latin.

so uh yeAH THAT'S MY LIFE STORY. TELL ME ABOUT HOW YOU'VE BEEN AND WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON WITH YOU, I WANNA KNOW. ALSO DO YOU HAVE A TUMBLR BECAUSE IF SO I'D LIKE TO FOLLOW YOU ON THERE AND MAYBE WE CAN TALK MORE

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Razzen In reply to The-Black-Wolf-Angel [2014-04-14 01:23:38 +0000 UTC]

Hey!!  Dude, do not worry AT ALL about taking a while to respond.  Obviously, I do the same thing XD; 

I'm glad you're doing better   Sorry about what happened to the relationship but at least something good came out of the situation and you got the help you needed.  I've been dealing with depression and anxiety too (hence the long disappearances from dA) and it's the worst.  So it's great that you saw someone about it.  Hope you're still doing well.  I'm rooting for you! 

and dude.  DUDE.  you're going to be a chef?? That's ballin'!  I wish we lived closer so I could randomly show up and try your food XD  Do you have, like, preferred dishes to make?  One of my friends loooves to cook but if you ask him to bake anything it's like pulling teeth.  He hates baking stuff hehe.  He says it's a pain because "you have to pay attention to recipes or it won't turn out."  Dunno, man.  I like following a recipe and then adding a few things
 
oh my gosh, that wisdom teeth surgery.  Nopenopenope.  Good thing you were out for that XD 

and and and OOOH That's really exciting about the book you're working on!  I've always loved your writing style :3

How have I been doing?
Hm, well like I said, I've been dealing with some depression.  It got pretty bad for a while... went into seclusion for about a year.  It was just hard to talk to anyone, you know?  And then I'd become more depressed because I felt alone EVEN THOUGH IT WAS MY OWN DANG FAULT FOR NOT TALKING TO ANYONE XD.  derp.  I finally let friends and family know what was going on and peeps responded to let me know that I am not alone so that certainly helped.  Should go see someone though.  I admire you a lot for going to get help.  YOU'RE COOL, BRO

uhh what else has been going on..?  OH, I got pet snakes last year XD  I don't know if you're a reptile person so I'm sorry if that freaks you out.  So many people have been like "EW WHY?"  when they find out I have them as pets, it's funny haha.  Especially when they are such sweet, little noodles that spend all day either sleeping or begging for food

ANYWAY, I followed you on tumblr :3  Here's mine:  panthersleek.tumblr.com/

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Razzen In reply to alaeries [2013-10-19 21:01:28 +0000 UTC]

VERLIDAINE!  I was thinking about you the other day.  Oh man, sorry for taking...3 months to get back to you XD  I'm going to be far more active now

How are you doing?  Holy cow, your artwork has grown by leaps and bounds!  awesome stuff

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Razzen In reply to Mriia [2012-10-15 23:47:42 +0000 UTC]

WHOA. B'GOSH.

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Mriia In reply to Razzen [2012-10-16 06:37:47 +0000 UTC]

Oh snap

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Mriia In reply to Mriia [2012-10-04 05:33:29 +0000 UTC]

I AM ALSO ENGLISH.

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Razzen In reply to sammychan816 [2012-06-15 02:26:35 +0000 UTC]

thanks, Sammy

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sammychan816 In reply to Razzen [2012-06-15 11:57:38 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome.

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Razzen In reply to JillianLambertArt [2010-11-18 22:16:31 +0000 UTC]

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JillianLambertArt In reply to Razzen [2010-11-19 05:55:19 +0000 UTC]

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Razzen In reply to JillianLambertArt [2010-11-21 06:03:20 +0000 UTC]

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JillianLambertArt In reply to Razzen [2010-11-21 06:07:04 +0000 UTC]

I - buh - who is this?

I am so unawaaaare!

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Razzen In reply to JillianLambertArt [2010-11-21 06:17:38 +0000 UTC]

Holy shit I've had to reload this page 4 times and it's taken 7 minutes for me to post this one reply because of dAs retarded moving ads. Everything I typed literally had a minute long delay.

Anyway, I think it's Gary from Pokemon hitting on Ash. I dunno. I tried doin :icondatgerardbutler: but it didn't work

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JillianLambertArt In reply to Razzen [2010-11-21 06:31:32 +0000 UTC]

Ugh, I know your pain. D: The things are so damn pervasive.

Aaah, I see. XD Too bad Gerard Butler didn't work!

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Razzen In reply to Zocario [2010-11-15 01:54:39 +0000 UTC]

oh thanks

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Razzen In reply to TodokeTy [2010-11-15 02:55:48 +0000 UTC]

not really. I don't log on that often.

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TodokeTy In reply to Razzen [2010-11-15 03:21:12 +0000 UTC]

Ohhh I see. I just joined it again and wondered if you were on there. I haven't done anything though. =/

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Razzen In reply to christopherburdett [2010-09-15 04:39:35 +0000 UTC]

No problem! I saw your artwork on Creaturespot and I LOVE your style.

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christopherburdett In reply to Razzen [2010-09-15 13:29:08 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much!

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Razzen In reply to Razzen [2010-01-18 20:46:15 +0000 UTC]

*moan*

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Razzen In reply to Iceity [2009-11-22 01:48:22 +0000 UTC]

YO! Hey, Nightsky

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Razzen In reply to shadeflight [2009-05-14 04:34:03 +0000 UTC]

are you... Shadeflight?

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