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[2004-12-27 08:58:52 +0000 UTC]
"rachel"
(Australia)
# Statistics
Favourites: 20; Deviations: 43; Watchers: 7
Watching: 15; Pageviews: 2702; Comments Made: 344; Friends: 15
# Interests
Favorite movies: one flew over a cuckoos nest, gardenstateFavorite bands / musical artists: Jeff Buckley, Muse, Zwan, Rise Against, Dashboard Confessional
Favorite writers: markus zusak
Tools of the Trade: an overactive imagination and an incredibly shaky hand
Other Interests: my favourite books: The Messenger, The book Thief, How the Light Gets In, In the Half Light
# About me
Current Residence: ozFavourite photographer: Gen Kay
# Comments
Comments: 58
You disappeared, and I guess, for a time so did I.
I hope your life pans out even better than you'd hoped it to :)
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Hey dude thanks for all the feed back on my page i've been boged down heaps with exams the last few weeks but thanks heaps. Glad you appreciate my work
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thanks for 
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Thanks for adding Respite to your favourites.... and thanks again for checking out my other pics
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thank you much for the fav and the nice comment! 
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...all the centrefolds that you cant afford youve long since faded from their eyes...so be mine...
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no... im not from kansas...
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im so fucking sick of 'not' talking to u. do u feel like theres no one as well? coz i do. i know ther is, heaps and all that, but i still feel so fucking lonely. i dont want to talk to you coz i dont have anything to say, but im just sick of...whatever. ok, love u, miss u and all the usual stuff.
sorry, no effort but just..uh dammit 'whatever' is a nice word
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u always do that. fucking dA what?ΒΏ! im so fucking sick of it!!! u just leave, thanks, yeh fucking thank you! no its ok, i dont want to talk to you about it or anything, its not like youre the only one i'd share the reason with, its not as though you goddamn mean the world to me or anything! fuck rachel!!!!! i writhed all week dreading telling you, as i was actually taking them i felt so fucking scared that you'd do it aswell, the note, yes the fucking note was adressed to you! well fuck it girl, im happy now, ive never felt fucking better. and i had hoped to discuss with you but no, oh well, im sorry if ive caused u concern, im sorry if ive caused you pause for thought, go on, continue on in ur downward spiral. just..you know u have the power, my love, i know u conciously and subcnociously CHOOSE to continue down. i made my choice, but i didnt die, so now ill take the other path. i love you so much my precious raz, but it hurts that u wont TALK to me, dA posts dont fucking count a thing.
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the road not taken... robert frost... good poem... good poem..
hendo told me how u annotated that poem last year.. and i read it through for the fiftieth time already and could see how u would choose such a great poem...
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meh, liked his name, robert is one of my fav names, a name like frost is cool, so i picked up the book and flipped through it, came across this, the other one was octber stars, but i immediately saw the symbolic vaue of the road not taken and knew itd make a good one to analyse, that and the fact i fell in love the poem straight away
"...you'll never know dear, how much i love you..."
what's going on? why do i feel cut off...? what do i mean to you now? where does this path lead? i fear we're not walking down the same one, but i don't want to lose you, my love. what will i be to you tomorrow? what secrets do you keep from me? why?
"...it seems the more i ask the less you say, the more you slowly turn away...i want to know whats going on, i know... said...nothing's wrong...don't lie to me again...don't lie to me again...the less you say...drift away...don't lie...i loved you...turn away...lock and key, secrets hid...sleep in silence...lie to me..." - so apt, don't you think?
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Hey there, don't know who you are or where you're from (though "Oz" is a great place 
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Oz is short for Aus is short for Aussie is short for Australia is short for Terra Australis is short for i don't know.
*gasp*
whew now that i have some oxygen, i just thought i'd let you know what Oz is ;D catch ya!
*takes a bite out of your head*
...
*runs*
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I get it. I just never saw it abreviated so short. heh.
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hey no-worries, ur work is excellent (as i sed in those comments) , so how have u been?
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Bleh...bit crap...broke up with my girlfriend...though we are still friends so it ain't all that bad...
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awesome gallery, great stuff. oh yeah, thanks for the watch, i am very appreciative.
seeya *bows low*
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thanx for that mate, c ya later!
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hey i love your gallery its excellent you can tell you put so much effort into what you do. lll be looking forward to seeing more stuff from you keep me informed so i can come check them out. come check my gallery its not nearly as good as yours but lll appreciate it if you checked it out and commented. thanks!! lll be checking back soon im so 
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hey thanx heaps!!! u sound really cool so im off to check out ur gallery right now!!!!
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i'm afraid i need to agree with ~stori and ~Audacious-mind - stop hating yourself. stop being an attention whore. grow up, learn to love yourself for who you are and for your flaws.
everyone is allowed to hate something about themselves - but honestly, if you hate yourself 
as for the comments on what's-his-face's poem - WOW. that's all I can say. ~stori has a point. he asked for advanced critique, and he got what he asked for. a bunch of poets critiquing.
"don't blame the messenger, shoot the writer" <-- the best advice for emo poets, ever.
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how dare you call rach an attention whore! you haven't got a fucking clue!!!! rachel does not WANT to feel like this, its not as though she fucking CHOSE to feel so bad! how dare you!!!!!! this girl has been through crap i know i couldnt have handled with half as much grace as she did, you do NOT get to pass judgment on someone you dont know. i WILL NOT let you slander such a beautiful person, how dare you crush her benath your heel you sadistic bitch! NOTHING gives you the right to cast comment on whether or not she deserves to hate herself, i know fucking well she doesnt but rachel has been through more than you can realise and as for growning up, grow up yourself, just because she doesnt fit happily into this happy world; "β¦Everybody's happy/Everybody's freeβ¦/Why are you different/Why are you that way/If you don't get in line/We'll lock you awayβ¦" she has every right to feel the way she does, the one thing this girl does not do is wallow in self pity, and you shake youre head "thats just sad" as though youre so great and shes a fucking stupid child or something, come on, her life has been rather difficult lately, but you wouldnt know that so fuck off and leave her ALONE!
P.S.
im sorry rach, its this thing with ebony, im just so woried and i cant stop thinking its you, i jump everytime the phone rings, i dont want her to die, but im to much of a coward to call jake and ask why she did it, what she did, i dont want to know rachel, i dont want to know, i thought it was you. for a moment i thought it was you, id imagined that scenario so many times, i thought it was you and i was so scared, i love you, please dont ever leave me, im so scared for ebony, not again, i dont want to lose another friend, ive been through this before. how many friends do i have to lose! (ah rambling, im so tired) i love you and that bitch had no right to say that to you
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would you back the fuck off. razz, or 'rach' as you call her (i don't know her name, so i won't use it. did you even SEE the comment i left to her in her journal? i highly doubt that you did.
though i admire you standing up for your friend, you really didn't have to let your steam off on her page now, did you? i'm sure she wouldn't appreciate such anger and hatred.
i'm not even going to dignify this ridiculous uneducated comment (based on anything else i've said to her) with a proper explanation or response. if you want one, read her journal entry, and my comments to her.
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you emo fags suck ass, is it even possible to write about something other then "oh i'm sooo sad and i'm going to cut myself because nobody pays enough attention to me" grow up you selfish nazi
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selfish nazi?? hahahaha!!! im guessing by ur cha pik that u r VERY anti nazi. lol. nazi, hahahahah
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do us all a favor and keep out of it,if he wanted advanced critique then he got it,if he did not want the critique then he should have put the rite category.............don't blame the messenger,shoot the writer.............
thank u and have a nice day.....
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dammit i feel like crap and your not on
DAMMIT!!!!!!
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hey bj, i will be on tonight, and the next night, and the next night until we finally catch up... okay??
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im so sorry, feeling petty and rather sadistic but, i hate being called bj so often, once or twice is fine, just not all the time, im sorry, im a bitch i love you though, sorry once again, just had to be said before i cryβ¦
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ok bronny, im sorry, mmm, u havent been urself lately... i miss u, where have u gone??
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hey sweety!
how ya going ?
thankyou for all those beautiful comments,
i truly enjoy your works, i love em.
xoxo
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hey, yeh, sooo....... how is everyone going??........ sorry, im really bored
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thanks for watching or adding to friends or whatever it was. LOL sorry i got a headache and my memory isn't working ok.
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bj bj bj
sea babe
blue wave
engage
life change
....
wtf?
....
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if any of u would like to go to my scraps and see wat i put in there plz do. if it is any good, or if it is crap, plz tell me
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