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Published: 2016-08-04 19:09:30 +0000 UTC; Views: 1596; Favourites: 72; Downloads: 8
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ive been going through a rough time- through this year but- i guess its time to say- at the beginning of this year i was so depressed i hadnt gotten out of my room for 3 months, let alone draw. the year before i had failed for the second time in my animation course and i felt horrible- i felt like everythingΒ was ruined and there was no way to do art for a living.When i was at my lowest- i found a group- one i didnt think too much of at the time but- by the time i realized i was drawing everyday again- doing comics- enjoying life again. SO i feel as though i need to thank this group and all of my readers- you all made me extremely happy- you made me feel like i could do anything. but the truth caught up- and now im questioning whether i can do it- whether i was chasing a dumb dream or not. My parents have made it clear they do not think i can make a living doing this- and i just- dont know what to do.
You can call this vent art i guess but- eh- i'll see you all later- im sorry-
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I wish I could do more than just wish and hope, but I hope that things will change for the better because
it makes me really sad hearing you go through this. Sometimes I wish money didn't drive the world around
so much...
I'll always be supporting you! You and your art has and will always be an inspiration to me.~ I love your comic, I
always can see the effort you put into each page as well as the whole story.~
I'm just one among many others, but I support you 100% and will be wishing for the best of luck to you.~
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Hi I don't think I've ever commented on your work before, I'm not sure, but I really love your TOT comics and Peach is one of my favorite characters in the group 
My Life Story (only if you want some of the details)
I really wanted to go into art a while back, I was hellbent on it. I took commissions and I drew all the time on my own but then also for class and it seemed like the obvious course and I get really frustrated with my dad whenever he got frustrated with me for picking that as a career.
But then after a few years of commissions and prizes I got much slower. Sometimes it would take months, maybe half a year, to finish art that I owed people and not just because of life being busy but because I didn't feel like it. I started to realize that art was something I only really enjoyed doing for me and if it was something I was forced to do everyday it could very likely turn into just as much of a chore as anything else.
Along with it I didn't like the looks people gave me when I told them my major. They would assume I was childish, or did poorly in school, and me having the pride-issue I do didn't enjoy this. Likewise I knew I became more aware that I would probably need to move to California in order to get into animation since that's where most movie making and takes place, and I'm not big on crowded places in the city.
Part of me hurts a little whenever I see other artists still trying and the amazing work many professionals have done, knowing that that path is a lot less likely for me now, but I'm still happy. I chose to major in computer science instead and focus on web design, which has a lot of art elements to it as well as math and problem solving which I enjoy, as well as being a field that allows me to live in a variety of places and being seen as more respectable. While the actual job wasn't my first pick, everything that goes with it felt more right to me than everything that came with being an artist. I still want to try to create things on my own and publish some stories, maybe even make a small game or two, but at my own pace.
TLDR: the relevant thoughts
I decided not to go into art after reevaluating what I wanted my life to be like outside of my job. I respect professional artists immensely for having the work ethic and dedication they do but it wasn't for me. If this is something you want, either despite or because of the work, then go for it. My cousin is a small-name actor and he had to work many part-time jobs for quite a few years but eventually he ended up doing what he loves and live happily. If it's worth it to you, then it's worth it.
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Making a living through art is difficult, after all, they don't call us starving artists for nothing, right? But finding your passion and strength in art is more important honestly. Because it's a thing that keeps you going, even when everything else sucks, you can still use a skill you've honed for years to make things that a lot of people couldn't dream to do. It's never fun to have to rely on something you don't want to do and you don't enjoy doing to survive, but if it can support you to a point where you can begin to use the thing you love to support yourself, then it's worth it.
Your artwork is amazing, and from what I've seen, you are a great person to go along with that tremendous skill. I hope that whatever happens, you can keep doing what makes you happy and that the stress in your life can ease so you can feel better. I'm really hoping that things can and do get better for you.
I know I'm just another member of the group, but I'm always happy to lend an ear if and when people need to scream into the void.
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Nono.. uagh your parents sound horrid towards artists, your work is AMAZING and inspiring, many people look up to you, including myself! Ive seen you go through a lot, and seeing you get better when coming back to dA made me EXTREMELY happy ;;Β
Im really bad at words, so i really hope someone says something that helps you..
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'fraid I'm no good at giving life advice, but whatever you decide to do, good luck.
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I'm sorry that this is happening to you. Work and money are some of the most crushing things in the world, and I wish they weren't weighing down on you like this.
Whatever happens, I'll be hoping for your health.
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I can't really say what you should do, after all it's your choice if you want to keep pursuing a career in animation.
But I can say I do love your comics, and your story telling.Β You've put a great amount of care and love into all that you draw for the group, and I admire you greatly for that.
I'll just leave you with something of a personal belief of mine, if it helps. 'Desire is one of the world's most powerful forces'. It's in a world of desire where we are capable of marching forward in technological progress. The world changes because we WANT it to, because we DESIRE it to change. Desire is a major driving force behind many ideas and dreams coming to fruition.
It was behind Walt Disney's ideas and dreams of animation becoming as big as it has, and it is behind many other such phenomena in the world.
I can not speak for everyone, but you have my personal support, because I understand how you feel. I want to take up animation, drawing, and so many other things! And I want to see you succeed in your dreams. I may not know you personally, but I want you to smile. I want you to smile, and be happy. Do whatever you personally WANT to do, and be honest with yourself. Don't be weighed down by what everyone else thinks. Take the time to sit down with your own thoughts, and ask yourself a simple question: "What do I want to do?"
I'm sure you'll find an answer that satisfies you.
If anything, remember one thing: you're always welcome here.^^ You have readers, fans, and friends who care about you.
Again, it's ultimately up to you what you want to do. Whatever path you choose, I will support you. As I'm sure will everyone else.
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I can feel all the emotions you have right now in this drawn picture of Peach... and parents unfortunatly don't listen so much to the mind of their childrens and think that only money counts...
But tbh... don't stop dreaming this dream, even if others say you can't, do NOT give up because you can show them that they are all wrong! I would defenetly support your Patreon if I could...
Your very talented and your art is so amazing and beautiful... that you defenetly should keep on drawing if that makes you happy in your life! And maybe you'll find a part time job that involves drawing, who knows?
What ever happens in your life from this point on... I wish you all the best in the world for you over there I'm pretty sure that almost everyone in this group is there for you if you need us ^^
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You are a great artist and person. Never give up on your dreams. There are plenty of people here that make a living out of this, and you are better than many of them.
I would say do not make the same mistake I did. I regret stopping my art when I was so much younger. Never give up on your passion, talent or gift. You can still do art, even if you have to work too (which is what I do now). But you must do what is right for you... just dont give up or stop what you are great at.
What ever happens I wish you all the best
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I think you can do it
youre a VERY talented artist and I think youll be able to do what you love!
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