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yeah short break between commissions (they will be done soon don't worry~)
and i had this thought about a new character idea going through my head since yesterday so i wanted to sketch it out before i forget it..
so i don't have a name yet but he is 20 years old and has a very wicked personality
(i am bad with character profiles so this could be messed up but i want to write some ideas down)

he has the habit of hurting evreryone who gets close to him, he manipulates friends to hate each other and stuff like that and he really doesn't like what he's doing but he does it anyway and he can't stop himself, that's why he has absolutely no self confidence and thinks of himself like trash, he hates himself the most and started to let nobody get close to him.
he lost all his friends so far so he is afraid of letting anyone close to him ,because he could hurt them, because he is just such a piece of shit.
since he started to isolate himself from people, he began seeing others as tools and he takes pleasure in manipulating them the same way he did with his friends in the past (with the difference that these people are not close to him so he takes a liking in doing so and even started to like it when they start to hate him because he sees himself as trash anyway)
he tends to self harm and depressions a lot (because of all the shit he does) and he doesn't see a point in changing and is ok with everyone hating him because that's what he wants anyway
so in a way he is both sadistic and masochistic and he likes to make people suffer, but also likes it when they start hating him and because of this mindset he sees himself even lower ,what causes him to be suicidal and tending to self harm
besides him being so fucked up, if someone really manages to get and stay close to him he treats them very carefully and is very overprotective because he is so afraid of hurting that person. he takes his tendencies to hurt people against all the other people who in some way hurt this one close person (resulting in his overprotectiveness)
he also is a really good strategist and somehow people tend to follow him besides his shitty character because he is a good leader and such a good strategist, but they all take their distance from him and most of the people following him are fucked up themself or are just terrified of him.
(yeh this is kind of a setup for a world i'm thinking of where he is the leader of some kind of gang but that's some other shit and i didn't really think about details yet i just wanted a character like him)
(also i want my other OC Sasa to play some kind of role in this universe because my OCs never have personality or are related to each other and i want to change that, also i have to draw them more)

yeahh this sounds really bad and what is grammar, and shiit i am so bad with character profiles
i hope you understand my thoughts somehow

oh and he usually has longer hair so it goes into his face but he brushes it back most of the time (that's why he has two kinds of hair there yeah) and ignore the hands and all the other mistakes

and i really need a name for him god

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yeah short break between commissions (they will be done soon don't worry~)
and i had this thought about a new character idea going through my head since yesterday so i wanted to sketch it out before i forget it..
so i don't have a name yet but he is 20 years old and has a very wicked personality
(i am bad with character profiles so this could be messed up but i want to write some ideas down)

he has the habit of hurting evreryone who gets close to him, he manipulates friends to hate each other and stuff like that and he really doesn't like what he's doing but he does it anyway and he can't stop himself, that's why he has absolutely no self confidence and thinks of himself like trash, he hates himself the most and started to let nobody get close to him.
he lost all his friends so far so he is afraid of letting anyone close to him ,because he could hurt them, because he is just such a piece of shit.
since he started to isolate himself from people, he began seeing others as tools and he takes pleasure in manipulating them the same way he did with his friends in the past (with the difference that these people are not close to him so he takes a liking in doing so and even started to like it when they start to hate him because he sees himself as trash anyway)
he tends to self harm and depressions a lot (because of all the shit he does) and he doesn't see a point in changing and is ok with everyone hating him because that's what he wants anyway
so in a way he is both sadistic and masochistic and he likes to make people suffer, but also likes it when they start hating him and because of this mindset he sees himself even lower ,what causes him to be suicidal and tending to self harm
besides him being so fucked up, if someone really manages to get and stay close to him he treats them very carefully and is very overprotective because he is so afraid of hurting that person. he takes his tendencies to hurt people against all the other people who in some way hurt this one close person (resulting in his overprotectiveness)
he also is a really good strategist and somehow people tend to follow him besides his shitty character because he is a good leader and such a good strategist, but they all take their distance from him and most of the people following him are fucked up themself or are just terrified of him.
(yeh this is kind of a setup for a world i'm thinking of where he is the leader of some kind of gang but that's some other shit and i didn't really think about details yet i just wanted a character like him)
(also i want my other OC Sasa to play some kind of role in this universe because my OCs never have personality or are related to each other and i want to change that, also i have to draw them more)

yeahh this sounds really bad and what is grammar, and shiit i am so bad with character profiles
i hope you understand my thoughts somehow

oh and he usually has longer hair so it goes into his face but he brushes it back most of the time (that's why he has two kinds of hair there yeah) and ignore the hands and all the other mistakes

and i really need a name for him god