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Description I've long wanted to draw this scene where Ichigo broke down after his first model photo shoot and Grimmjow stood there unsure what to do or how to react as Ichigo sank to the floor in tears, in ~DemandingTheCure 's (aka xAlivexButxDyingx at Fanfiction.net) captivating and thought provoking GrimmIchi fanfiction "Listen" but didn't get around to doing so until now when all the overwhelming sad emotion washed over me, upon hearing that she'll be quitting and then deleted all of her stories mostly due to unscrupulous people who're crying wolf over her stories and stealing them.

Her stories are so powerful and one of the best ever I've ever read, and yet...

Gosh, there's no words for me to explain and express my anger and hatred to these heartless morons.

I badly want to plead to her to reconsider, but from her personal PM to me (prior to her public announcement) it spoke a deep sense of finality and I felt helpless, I respected her decision, and kept my feelings to myself but now....I can't seem to bottle it up any longer...

I must be crazy for feeling so deeply upset over this but I can't help myself...




Art © *blackstorm [ME]
Story "Listen" © ~DemandingTheCure / xAlivexButxDyingx
Characters © Kubo Tite | BLEACH
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Comments: 99

roxyrevolver [2014-04-10 14:52:02 +0000 UTC]

Really wish I could have read this  
Once again your art is spectacular!

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blackstorm In reply to roxyrevolver [2014-04-10 15:41:51 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, it's kinda sad :/

Thank you

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Joker2113 [2013-08-22 03:37:21 +0000 UTC]

Who would do that? I may not have read her stories, but they sound awesome. Would someone mind telling me what Listen was about?

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UNformedIdentity [2013-06-15 09:11:46 +0000 UTC]

I agree with your feelings on the matter entirely. I was lucky enough to read Listen once before it disappeared. Went to find it again and GONE. The confused jaw-drop was intense, I tell you.

Guh, why are there always people that want to ruin a good thing?

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AriaDream [2013-05-27 13:27:55 +0000 UTC]

Well dang, I might not have liked the fic... I do tend towards cheerful happy stuff, sometimes... but I would have liked to have seen it. How sad.

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IchigoKulric [2013-04-18 02:40:10 +0000 UTC]

I'm going to cry. I never got to read them. Yet I still followed her.. Gosh... Knowing how brilliant you are Storm, and you loved her work, I can't imagine. If Capture Me or Twin Flames, became my favorite story ever..... I'm... just.... crushed I couldn't read more magnificent work in honor of GrimmIchi, and even literature itself.

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Grimmjene16 [2013-03-18 08:21:52 +0000 UTC]

i feel like crying now, and yet i can't theres something you said and this picture that makes my heart clench

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CuteTigerRawr [2012-11-03 14:27:45 +0000 UTC]

i never got a chanse to read any of her stories T.T stupid ppl that stole her stories! >

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luneta-star [2012-10-30 19:17:51 +0000 UTC]

I think I might write a story about this

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Oji-Kun [2012-10-19 08:43:35 +0000 UTC]

Damn, I really wish I could read the fic. It's exactly what I've been looking for. Decent plots and lovely writing are hard to come by now days. How dare people lie and accuse people of doing things they haven't done. This is amazing, if only i knew the back story.

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lonebunny95 [2012-10-11 22:18:38 +0000 UTC]

I really love this picture so much~!

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ichigi111 [2012-09-24 21:00:56 +0000 UTC]

awww i have a fanfiction.net account and would have kill any who protested her work by crying wolf.... y u leave woman? WE MISSS UUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

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mmitsu [2012-09-24 12:51:34 +0000 UTC]

Does anyone know where can I read the story? (because she deleted her work at fanfiction.net)

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DiamondHitTo [2012-09-21 11:56:44 +0000 UTC]

i know what you mean wishing she'd come back to fanfic (

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closetonowher-e [2012-09-17 17:07:52 +0000 UTC]

I absolutely know how you feel i almost broke down myself when i heared she took down her stroies they were just so amazing and well aww shit ok imma go now before i like die or summin but yeah im so angry at those pathetic idiots and im just sorry.

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fluffyskittles [2012-09-16 03:43:21 +0000 UTC]

I WANNA CRY! I saw this and immediately started reading the description...and I didn't even finish it before I went to the link to read this story which LOOKED LIKE IT WOULD BE ABSOLUTE FANTABULOUS. Then I go through like 5 minutes of extreme disbelief, anger, depression, angst, and remorse searching for any possible clue that this might still be out to the public, which is in fact a lie. Just like the god damned cake. Anyways, B.E.A.UUUUUUU Tiful work. I really do wish I could have read the story, but alas, the picture shall just have to do it for me. :3

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yumyum666loveme [2012-09-13 02:44:49 +0000 UTC]

i know its not suppose to be funny but there really are guys who don't know what to do when someone cries. like its not suppose to be.

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zodiacgal [2012-09-11 03:42:18 +0000 UTC]

WONDERFUL picture! I wish I could've read the fanfiction.... I WANTED TO READ IT SO BAD IT LOOKED SO GOOD AMG

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clueless-monkey [2012-09-09 23:28:33 +0000 UTC]

i love the detail in this, especially how ichigo is shaking. and NOOOO, she can't be gone! this is awful!

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DemandingTheCure [2012-09-09 23:24:16 +0000 UTC]

AWW WHAT. HOW COME I DIDN'T SEE THIS!?!
I love you so much. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.
And, I'm really sorry. So, so, so fucking sorry. If I could stay with you, I would. I would stay and I would never leave. But, too many things happened and the odds weren't really in my favor. And, the audacity of the people who fought me on my own hardwork makes me very sad. Especially in writing a story about the kindness of human nature.
But, I'll let you in on a secret, okay? Someday in the near future, Listen will be a book Or, at least, I hope it'll make it that far. And, even though it won't be Grimm and Ichi, it'll still be the same storyline. Then, I hope you can fall in love with the real characters I meant for everybody to see. The characters that seemingly created themselves and grew to be a group of people who are so real to me that sometimes I have conversations with them in my head. I want to share them with you guys because they're so much more than characters of Kubo's that I've tweaked. But, their mine and I want to share them. Someday soon I hope
And, because I want to share them with you someday, I can't reconsider. I'm sorry. I won't repost them. I'm sorry to everybody.
But, I'm only human. And, I hope you all can understand that. :] But, I'll still be on FF. I'll read occasionally and take to you if you message me. When I get news of new beginnings, I'll let you know
Thank you again. To you, Storm. To everybody. For everything. For every god damn thing you ever gave me. Thank you and I love you <3

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EmbracingTheAmazing In reply to DemandingTheCure [2016-09-24 03:40:47 +0000 UTC]

Keep being amazing and best of luck!!

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blackstorm In reply to DemandingTheCure [2012-09-10 09:52:03 +0000 UTC]

It's ok, it's not your fault and I don't blame you. I'll admit that I badly want to kick myself extremely hard till I brake a bone for not saving your stories before you deleted them. I really really want to re-read them now so fucking bad, and my devastation reached the point where I contemplated to quit drawing GrimmIchi or read fanfictions anymore, I shit you not but I cried the night when I saw your deletion notice and could really sleep.

It is great to hear that we'll all be able to see what went on from where you've left us off until the very end, in the near future. However I can't really promise that I'll get attached to the original characters, I mean I'll try, but I'd be lying if I wouldn't imagine the main couple as Grimmjow and Ichigo and the rest of the cast as Bleach characters that I see fitting with the original characters' personality and roles.

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AnonimousNinja [2012-09-09 01:02:57 +0000 UTC]

Has she considered reposting her fics on LJ or Tumblr, or somewhere where only her fans can read them? Even if it kinnda limits her in getting a lot of new fans... But, it's better than nothing, is it?
And if there's the need for having new followers, the old fans can help out in an old fashined way: I tell to one or two other girls, they tell to their GrimmIchi-loving friends etc.
Personally, I never read her stories, but I'd really love to.
It'd be really sad, just to give up because of stupid idiots.

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bluestorm548 [2012-09-08 22:52:04 +0000 UTC]

This is great!

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goldentigress13 [2012-09-08 02:54:19 +0000 UTC]

I felt the exact same way when i saw that. and by the way, very good drawing! It toatlly looks like you nailed the scene!

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silversapphyre [2012-09-07 21:53:08 +0000 UTC]

...Wow... This piece definitely captures not only Ichigo's feelings right at that moment, but yours, now, too...

How the hell can people claim that the REAL stories are fakes, anyway? The publish date is older! (That's what I try to tell people who read my stories when sequels aren't numbered.)

*Headdesk* Why do sites even ALLOW copy/paste? I'm sure there are ways to prevent such stupidity...

*sigh* I suppose it's too late, now, regardless of what can be done... As a fellow author, I offer my condolences. It's not much, and I know it won't wash away what an IQ level of bricks can destroy, but it's all I have.

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HellArcanine [2012-09-07 13:23:51 +0000 UTC]

No... No you can't be serious. I read your picture description and started frantically clicking on my bookmarks to her stories and... NO!!! WHY do people ACT like that!?! Why do people DO that!?!? Stealing people's work and claiming the ORIGINAL was the FAKE!?!?! WHY!? Yeah, sure, on the internet you can do whatever you want without having to fear the consequences, after all everything is anonymous... But don't these kinds of horrible people see that they can really destroy lives with crap like this!!???!!!??? Destroy artistic outlet, creativity, real honest-to-god inner beauty!?! Why... just why.
I want to cry too now.
Thank you for this picture. Thank you for letting us know what happened to the stories.

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ThePeckinator [2012-09-07 00:56:55 +0000 UTC]

omg i was so MAD but sad at the same time...it's such a shame i feel so bad for her

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annamae2243 [2012-09-06 21:56:28 +0000 UTC]

I loved her fanfictions... I was waiting for so long for another update on Vendetta, and when it came she said that she was taking her stories down. It really upset me. I loved her stories so much. Listen was, and still is, one of my favorite GrimmIchi fics... No one of my all time favorite fics.

Fanfiction.net will never be the same...

However... This picture is AMAZING. This was one of my favorite scenes *cough* The scene after takes the cake though *cough*

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Artii-Xx [2012-09-06 18:46:23 +0000 UTC]

this is a very touching picture, I love how you can interpret it in anyway you like, yet there is a universal meaning to it and from what I hear I am disappointed that I never read her fanfic D:

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ArtistOtaku91 [2012-09-06 18:35:00 +0000 UTC]

Want to be friends?

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Darkprincekane [2012-09-06 01:09:54 +0000 UTC]

love it love you

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StarGalaxy-DA [2012-09-05 15:15:03 +0000 UTC]

ew typos...*for

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StarGalaxy-DA [2012-09-05 15:14:39 +0000 UTC]

Man this is just epic. I feel so sad dor DemandingTheCure...and for you! -sniffle- I hope everything goes ok.

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moonlitinuyasha1985 [2012-09-05 12:01:10 +0000 UTC]

My heart.

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priscilla1 [2012-09-05 09:31:49 +0000 UTC]

so beautiful

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Moonycat [2012-09-05 08:46:06 +0000 UTC]

noooohohohohooooooo ;_________________;
i wanted to read all of her stories but didn't found the time to do sooo TT____TT
damn it!!
why can't people just write(or sometimes draw) stuff themselves, why do they have to steal??
if they can't draw, well, then they shouldn't and just admire the pictures that
other people have put up!

this drawings is really good though...
i wish i could read the story to it ;_____;

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OrionDora [2012-09-05 07:33:51 +0000 UTC]

WHAT HAPPENED? She deleted the story? I did not know a thing. All this long, I waited for her to update! In each chapter, my review was enthusiastically positive, I cannot understand.

From what you say, there were negative comments?

If you have time, please explain a bit, I'm totally confused.

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blackstorm In reply to OrionDora [2012-09-05 07:47:34 +0000 UTC]

*hugs* I am just as saddened by this Here's her announcement message [link]

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ownedbyacat [2012-09-05 06:50:07 +0000 UTC]

This is a beautifully intense image. It immediately made me want to read the story, only to see it's no longer available. I don't think it's at all crazy to be upset about losing something that inspires that kind of artwork. Especially if it's because of that kind of negativity.

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kitzabitza [2012-09-05 06:03:48 +0000 UTC]

Her stories were fantastically written...
People need to understand that the expression of others is unique, and that stealing there work offends them. They didn't go to all of this effort just to have mindless people on the internet take it and claim it is their own.
I was a huge fan of Listen and I am very sad that she has had to go through with this sort of action.

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roxx0209 [2012-09-05 05:56:44 +0000 UTC]

I wish she would reconsider it too. Her stories, as you said, are truly amazing. The way you feel drag into the plot as you read is really something. I am sad about this cause she's one of the few people out there who really has talent and doesn't write GrimmIchi fancrap.

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mdragonheartlove [2012-09-05 04:35:01 +0000 UTC]

I love how you feel bad for characters and stories .I get easily attached to emotions too .Another lovely drawing and call me sadistic but I like dramatic scenes

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kitsunestudiosart [2012-09-05 01:41:23 +0000 UTC]

I sincerely hope that this piece speaks to her, because I too am so moved by her writings. The emotion here is extremely well conveyed. I believe you have captured not only the scene but how we are all feeling now that she's leaving. Excellent work, as usual, Storm-sama.

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itachifanincognito [2012-09-05 01:37:12 +0000 UTC]

I can't stand people like that. Stealing anothers work- don't they feel disgusted? How do people like that sleep at night knowing they've stolen a piece of anothers heart?I like your drawing though :3

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Tora121 [2012-09-05 00:39:07 +0000 UTC]

Go to all the stories, copy and paste them, put them in word, save them, and then title them the story name with her username next to it. If anyone asks "It was this really awesome user on Fanfiction.net! She's so cool! x3". Problem solved. Great artwork btw, I love how you draw Ichigo x3

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blackstorm In reply to Tora121 [2012-09-05 08:04:08 +0000 UTC]

*snort* Oh you. I don't see how the problem would be solved, it'd be nothing but a vicious circle -as much as it is tempting to give the same treatment to these morons to give them a feel of our pain- it's like fighting violence with violence and it only breeds more violence.
Thank you btw X'D

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Tora121 In reply to blackstorm [2012-09-06 23:29:49 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I know but it's the only thing I could think of XD <----Baka) But you're welcome XD

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kenia-chan [2012-09-05 00:05:36 +0000 UTC]

devastated is a huge word and right now is what I feel can't believe that all her awesome stories are gone, and all thanks to what?

Storm I love every single piece of your work this makes me remember... a lot... this scene...all the other beautifully drawed

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Sarah-Kate13 [2012-09-04 22:46:42 +0000 UTC]

"Listen" was a fantastic fanfic, handled very well. I'm also devastated to see it go, it was a brilliant read. Their relationship was wonderfully complicated in it, and it was built up to very well. I read most of her stories, they were all fantastic. Very sorry to see her work go. This is a lovely tribute to it!

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