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Cloudberg — Cloud Strife: Self-Suppression

Published: 2009-04-05 03:31:03 +0000 UTC; Views: 1123; Favourites: 34; Downloads: 34
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Description Everyone knows for a fact that Cloud drags his ass in Final Fantasy VII and Advent Children because of all of his negative emotions, his guilt, agony, fear, etc.

They're all self-inflicted wounds that hold him back, and once he sheds that dead-weight, he truly becomes the brave hero, stronger.

The words etched on his body are both physically and mentally deep, and they are emotions that not only the great warrior Cloud Strife has to deal with. On a daily basis, many battle with these harsh emotions, and many succumb to them. Even Cloud is restrained by the ribbons on his left arm, weighed down by the sword chained to his right arm.

They are self-inflicted pains that drag us down, make us feel alone, alienated from our friends, family, the ones we love, the ones that love us. I myself have to fight them as well, too often it seems, and I recently found that I'm having trouble winning. This is a different sort of thing, to those who know me.

Hence I was inspired to draw this picture. It wasn't initially intended to be a Cloud fan art, but it didn't take long for me to recognize the similarities between not just Cloud and myself, but Cloud and ALL who suffer from negative emotions. It reminds me of a line I've spoken for years, one I will never forget, because it is a quote that means so much to me and practically defines the way I live my life.

"Let your emotions guide you, but not rule you."

Your heart is supposed to be the torch that lights your path. Your feelings should give meaning to your actions, not your actions give meaning to your feelings. Don't let anything put you into a hole, and if you fall into that hole, pull yourself out. Recently, in this respect, I have failed, and I try damn hard to get over it. This drawing is something I intend to use to motivate myself to succeed in that particular field.

This drawing is not just for me though. This is for everyone who suffers, no matter what they suffer from, no matter how harsh the agony is, or how dark the path they walk. If you take anything from this, if this helps provide some meaning to you, then I am glad and deeply appreciative.
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Comments: 13

SolStrike19 [2013-01-08 08:30:58 +0000 UTC]

Now please don't take this the wrong way. I do appreciate everything about this and what it stands for.. but the humor in me that pops up from time to time insists I say this..


I'm amazed Cloud can carve words into hs back so neatly..

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Cloudberg In reply to SolStrike19 [2013-01-22 22:04:58 +0000 UTC]

have you SEEN how precisely he wields those massive swords? this should not be so surprising.

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SolStrike19 In reply to Cloudberg [2013-01-23 05:46:01 +0000 UTC]

Swinging a sword and carving something into your back are two very different things...

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SapphireWolf17 [2010-01-12 04:20:09 +0000 UTC]

Didn't get an alert with this one for some reason when it was posted before, but I'm saying it now. This... Is amazing. And don't say crap about how you don't like how this or that the way it's drawn because I don't believe it. Like I said, this is amazing.

Not just because of the image, but the meaning behind it. All of it's true for probably just about everyone. Unless they're lucky and got the forever happy mood gene.

You know more than anyone, that I've been kind of overcome by negative crap lately... mainly know about it from me taking it out on you more often than not. And I know I keep doing it repeatedly. I'm sorry for doing it.

Anyways, once again great drawing and glad to see you're active again here on DeviantArt

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Cloudberg In reply to SapphireWolf17 [2010-01-12 15:01:10 +0000 UTC]

yeah, damn that "forever happy mood gene"

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tsuna-clan [2009-11-12 09:42:29 +0000 UTC]

This is real art! Inspiring and Educating.

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Cloudberg In reply to tsuna-clan [2009-11-13 04:15:44 +0000 UTC]

thank you yo

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Closed-Mind [2009-06-17 16:15:50 +0000 UTC]

Wow, I can't believe this has only got three comments. I think it looks amazing, but my favorite is the pose. Maybe cause I can't draw them....?
Anyway, I love this! xD

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Cloudberg In reply to Closed-Mind [2009-06-17 16:58:08 +0000 UTC]

thanks. i don't do often do meaningful shit, and I was a bit surprised that this basically didn't get anything as well haha.

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Closed-Mind In reply to Cloudberg [2009-06-18 01:07:31 +0000 UTC]


People can be so weird....

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Michikaichano [2009-04-06 00:49:13 +0000 UTC]

Love the chains

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Cloudberg In reply to Michikaichano [2009-04-06 01:11:06 +0000 UTC]

thanks so much. the chains were EASILY the most insane obstacle for this piece. It took forever to draw them and then ink them.

I had NO IDEA how hard it is to properly draw chains. Now I do lol.

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Michikaichano In reply to Cloudberg [2009-04-06 13:40:20 +0000 UTC]

I still have a problem drawing chains. But yours look fantastic

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