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Published: 2003-07-02 08:46:43 +0000 UTC; Views: 2240; Favourites: 32; Downloads: 758
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Description I don't believe in superstitions but I still wish upon stars.


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The first time I've taken photos in probably 4 months. Literally. So yes, this meant a lot to me, and I love it to death, but a friend (Shonee :devsilenceinnumbers told me that this doesn't really belong to me anymore, it belongs to the public. More deep stuff and such, maybe it doesn't make sense.

Yes, I love crosses. Part symbollic, part "that looks nice in this composition". Just something about them, though I'm not religious at all. Call me blasphemous all you want.

I still have trouble submitting photos. I want people to embrace my work and emotions as I do.
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Comments: 45

Grishnack [2004-07-22 16:26:56 +0000 UTC]

You can say what you want, but it is Beautiful...... and so you are.

Visit my

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m4ck [2004-05-07 22:02:01 +0000 UTC]

I love the feeling, the atmosphere of the picture
their look is painful and deep, good illumination and color use
excellent portrait

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darksidegoddess [2003-11-19 03:59:17 +0000 UTC]

Wonderful photography, the contrast is so great. It's a very crisp shot, but it's so soft at the same time. It shows a lot of emotion, it's stunning. Favourite.

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shadowowl [2003-09-07 19:15:29 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful work. I love the pose. Disconnected and dazed but at the same time in waiting. +Fav

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r0z3 [2003-08-07 18:47:11 +0000 UTC]

I like this picture keep up the good work

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brian2 [2003-07-30 05:28:06 +0000 UTC]

very nice description and beautiful self-portrait or picture...
damn, you are fucking famous. great work I've seen, I love it.

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apoch [2003-07-25 08:11:45 +0000 UTC]

did I never mention that this piece puts a lump in my throat?

The empathy I feel is a longing.
very haunting.

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saro-n-mizary [2003-07-17 01:56:58 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful, absolutely gorgeous...
wow

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shiroh [2003-07-09 17:49:55 +0000 UTC]

very expressive......deep in thought...I love it!

Best Regards,
Shiroh

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tj642 [2003-07-09 14:25:55 +0000 UTC]

Great shot hun!

Glad you are taking pictures again...you are GREAT at it!!

*Muah*



Keep posting!


(just wants to "squish" ya to death!)

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volvox [2003-07-07 22:45:38 +0000 UTC]

nice shot!
Love the cross.

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mzswats [2003-07-07 16:40:33 +0000 UTC]

I immediately fell in love with this shot. I'm a sucker for facial expressions and contrast. Done a superb job in capturing lighting and emotion! Must note you about using this as a source for my portrait drawing

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-basketcase- [2003-07-07 13:10:11 +0000 UTC]

I'm going to come back later and leave a better comment, was just going to say I'm adding this to my favorites.

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unpopular [2003-07-06 06:21:58 +0000 UTC]

Miranda,

Your work is beautiful. Today and four months ago.
I've never seen any photography from you that didn't make me stop and say "wow".

So yeah.. wow.

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crimson-angel [2003-07-06 04:23:44 +0000 UTC]

I love it! It's so expressive, makes me wonder what you're thinking in this shot. I'm going to add it to my favs.

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ruyn [2003-07-05 03:31:54 +0000 UTC]

very beautiful, as always.

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distrahera [2003-07-04 09:44:08 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful as always! Love it.. so sad.

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slvrmntzn [2003-07-03 10:36:12 +0000 UTC]

beautiful, emotive b&w shot. The eye is the draw here. The expression is just so forlorn and worn out, playing nicely with the title.
I have to agree with the description. Once, I have worked on something, and posted it, I find it hard to analyse it, until people comment on it and raise points. I have put this down to the image not being mine anymore - once it comes into the public domain it becomes a different animal. Hehe. That was such a crappy explaination - it is a complex thing. Or perhaps I am just too simple.

Anyway, a gorgeous portrait picture. If I could pick anything out as a constructive criticism, it would be that the depth of focus seems slightly too long - leaving the eye slilghtly blurry, but then perhaps you meant it that way, and it makes as much sense given the title and feel this way

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juushika [2003-07-03 07:20:43 +0000 UTC]

Randomly: you have the most beautiful mouth that I have ever seen.

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crono3 [2003-07-03 06:24:27 +0000 UTC]

such a wonderful portrait!! eyes... hair... lips.... WOW!!

love the emotion & contrast here - for sure!

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mat6128 [2003-07-03 00:00:09 +0000 UTC]

We can feel so much emotions in this photography, it's just so wonderfull

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somethingsare [2003-07-02 23:43:18 +0000 UTC]

I am in awe of this..... it is so beautiful 'randa. I love it in black and white, it is perfect for this shot.

I see you in a shot like this and it takes my breath away.


You did good.







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liquid-dream [2003-07-02 22:59:57 +0000 UTC]

Ohh this is beautyfull!!!

Great close up...composition...lighting...everything!!

Love these b & w's!!!


PEACE!!

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darkkavenger [2003-07-02 19:44:28 +0000 UTC]

Plain masterpiece. Beautiful, very expressive.

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rael9 [2003-07-02 19:40:47 +0000 UTC]

Very beautiful. I love your expression, and the cropping/angle is perfect. Very nice photo.

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sixhours [2003-07-02 15:37:13 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad to see you posting here again... though I understand your dilemma. I think all of us know what that is like - the division between public and private, and the need to communicate things properly.

Or maybe I have no idea what I'm talking about.

I love the contrast here... the cross draws me in and makes me curious. I like that.

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bossdj [2003-07-02 15:10:05 +0000 UTC]

This is at least the best portrait shot you've done yet, and maybe the best I've seen on here at all. The hair, the makeup, the contrast of the thick cross against your milky skin...it's all amazing. About the cross, you said it was symbolic but you're not religious....what does it symbolize to you? I think using the cross isn't blashphemous as long as you aren't disrespecting it. Again, amazing work. I really appreciate your talent.

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silenceinnumbers [2003-07-02 13:03:49 +0000 UTC]

you are the greatest. hands down. i wont even go into how beautiful you are, because you'll yea yea yea me and wave me off. the photo is wonderful.

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chilipalmer [2003-07-02 11:57:56 +0000 UTC]

I love it, not only is it a very well taken picture, with great cropping and framing...but the model is beautiful

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marecki [2003-07-02 11:41:30 +0000 UTC]

Amazing portrait, very good done. Expression is great.

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naft [2003-07-02 11:17:05 +0000 UTC]

This is a very beautiful picture, there is nothing negative that I can say about it. The hair is brilliant, matching the contrast provided by your makeup, the strap and the cross. It adds a sense of hiding, of denying something within yourself that you want terribly. The eye makeup suggests that you have been torn over this thing you have wanted for a long time and the lipstick accentuates your lips and ads to the suggestion of nearly-voiced things. The most striking things for me about this piece is where the strap cuts into the skin slightly; it makes you look soft, innocent and vulnerable, yet you are still willing to do whatever it takes to achieve your wish. The lighting in the picture is well-done, and the exposure is perfect. I am glad you decided to release this photo - very good work.

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gabrieli [2003-07-02 10:45:30 +0000 UTC]

great portrait...the contrast is dead on...great expression, ver sensual...

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buildingclimber [2003-07-02 10:21:25 +0000 UTC]

your work is your work .. it belongs to you ..not following what is meant by what your friend said ..do they mean because your wearing a cross you lose your copywrite.. if so they are mistaken .. anyway .. I dont get it .. This is a great portrait .. you should ignore the idea of NOT making pics .. its what you do and you do it well.!

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nerral [2003-07-02 10:16:10 +0000 UTC]

Very nice indeedy, I love the pose, I've been trying to draw it for weeks now (the pose not the picture). There is something about crosses isn't there? I dunno, I have no artistic credability so I'm not going to comment further.

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shutterpix [2003-07-02 09:59:12 +0000 UTC]

Miranda,

I have always felt that you put so much thought into each of your pieces.
There is a high level of emotional attachment to your work. You pour into your art, a piece of yourself each time that you submit.

This has been for me one of the very reasons that I have loved your work for so long.

I appreciate, respect, and feel honored to be able to share in the moments that are preserved by you. Each detail is so beautiful, each expression of emotion is transferred so well.

Thank you for allowing me to be a part of your life in this way.

Jonathan

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shadownightshade [2003-07-02 09:54:49 +0000 UTC]

I really like this photo. The contrast is exceptional, and both the eye and the cross draw you in. tre gothic.

~Shadow Nightshade

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djpreach [2003-07-02 09:53:01 +0000 UTC]

I like this, theres contrast, and not in hue wise. but your eye shadow suggests you were crying, but it desnt show anywhere else. the choice of the cross really compliments the way your skin is seen. over all its a good shot.

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Pixelcoma [2003-07-02 09:24:40 +0000 UTC]

Wow!

You nearly got me speechless...

Great work! I like everything about this, the eye, the cross, the cropping...

Looks a little like death from the sandman...

Cheers, Spliffy

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quaid60 [2003-07-02 09:00:41 +0000 UTC]

Stunning. This jumped out at me from the thumbnails... the composition is fantastic, but I keep being drawn to your eye and the way your hair hands across your face. Beautiful expression, serene yet kind of longing for something. (Wishing, I suppose). Fantastic work.

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elobes [2003-07-02 08:57:15 +0000 UTC]

mmm....dig it... i'll take some

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celia69 [2003-07-02 08:56:57 +0000 UTC]

Cool, very pretty... I like the way you put your signature in the border in the bottom left corner. Looks nice.
Her eye looks kind of messed up...is it the mascara or something? I dunno. The necklaces look nice. Good work.

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osirianbloom [2003-07-02 08:54:39 +0000 UTC]

Very beautifuly done. I love the posture and the capture of the form. Crosses are wonderful. I don't see that you have to be part of the faith to wear something. I am totaly in the same thougt on that as you. This shot is very moving. and it does speak to me. Wonderful job.

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jet8402 [2003-07-02 08:50:27 +0000 UTC]

i dont know what it is about this picture but it's amazing... so beautiful and yet so sad... great job

J

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spider2544 [2003-07-02 08:50:13 +0000 UTC]

very nice shot

excelent composition and use of tone and texture

and you should take such a long break from photography like that

when your work is this good

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phish-paste [2003-07-02 08:49:16 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful portrait. beautiful.

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