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"It doesn't matter who it is that my sick mind imagines dying, any death frightens me."

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Comments: 37

Jedi-Master-Revan [2009-04-01 05:07:06 +0000 UTC]

"God said death was a release, not a punishment."
Is that insensitive? Sorry.

-Revan

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dariberri-is-scary [2009-03-24 02:01:47 +0000 UTC]

Oh GOD, same here...I've literally woken up crying from having dreams of people I don't even KNOW dying. ._. At least you know you're not alone....

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abandoned-essence [2009-03-06 09:27:40 +0000 UTC]

D=

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apperance-sinner [2009-03-04 19:15:15 +0000 UTC]

since my uncle died i dont fear death anymore, which kinda scares me lol

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sonispucca [2009-03-04 13:48:44 +0000 UTC]

im scared of my parents dying they're almost 60 now (i know thats not old-but with sickness and such) and im only 15, who will there be left? death and sickness are both awful...the thought of anyone i know dying scares me shitless, but i guess its natural, and we have to deal with it when it comes. i just hope you and everyone else can get to know the people around them as well as they can before that time; dont leave anything out and never forget to tell them how much they mean to you - it's not nice to be saying goodbye with regrets.

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Julietto [2009-03-04 12:50:18 +0000 UTC]

I have the exact same feeling!

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GingerSpice019 [2009-03-04 03:07:06 +0000 UTC]

I saw a boy my age in the obituaries a couple days ago. I'd never met him, but I started sobbing D;

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misstu [2009-03-03 20:47:59 +0000 UTC]

I know exactly what you mean. When I watch a movie and someone dies, I bawl my eyes out. I know that's pretty normal, at least for more emotional people, but I really, really cry. Like I can't even think about people dying, because all I think about is what they're leaving behind and how no one will ever be able to talk to them or hug them or look them in the eye again. It's a terrifying thought.

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ChemicallyUsed [2009-03-03 18:24:20 +0000 UTC]

Im the exact same way.
):

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dreamxonxaxwish [2009-03-03 16:18:01 +0000 UTC]

Same here.

My father's best friend died a few nights ago. I get weirded out by the thought that never again will I see him, never again will I talk to him. It just doesn't seem real.

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strawsandcups [2009-03-03 12:25:40 +0000 UTC]

ST, we both have the same fear.

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verdades [2009-03-03 06:09:40 +0000 UTC]

I absolutely understand where you're coming from, ST.

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fierypoplartree [2009-03-03 06:06:19 +0000 UTC]

It scares me too, but I'm getting to know as many people as possible from now on, so hopefully I don't miss out on any opportunity to know someone.
Go for it, ST, it might make you feel better.

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Willow2293 [2009-03-03 02:49:11 +0000 UTC]

i'm very numb toward death. it makes me sad that that person is gone but i don't really dwell on it. it doesn't bother me that much that i can't talk to them. there are so many other people in the world to talk to.

just because i don't feel the need to have my mother around to talk to doesn't mean i don't miss her and love her. I wish she was still alive but you can only prevent it for so long. Death is inevitable for everyone, so why waste life fearing it?

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X-freehugs-X [2009-03-03 00:12:55 +0000 UTC]

Me too, I'm not scared of myself dieing but i'm terrified of losing loved ones.

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oddly-addicted [2009-03-02 22:34:06 +0000 UTC]

i'm terrified that if i, or another person dies, i won't be able to tell them how i feel about them/something i've been holding back usually.

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Camera-wielding-fool [2009-03-02 21:58:25 +0000 UTC]

That's exactly how I am, ST. Especially after losing a friend of my own. It sucks being overly empathetic.

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specialnezz [2009-03-02 20:55:58 +0000 UTC]

i completely and utterly agree.

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Redwood-n-Adam [2009-03-02 20:26:02 +0000 UTC]

tht same concept scares me too

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GaioumonBatou [2009-03-02 20:24:05 +0000 UTC]

Instead of fearing not being able to talk to that person, ST, go out of your way to talk to people now. That way, you'll prevent yourself from missing a great opportunity.

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fierypoplartree In reply to GaioumonBatou [2009-03-03 06:05:38 +0000 UTC]

Exactly!
People don't talk to enough people these days.
I think that everyone needs to make more of an effort just to meet new people.
<3

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GaioumonBatou In reply to fierypoplartree [2009-03-04 07:26:01 +0000 UTC]

I seem to run into you everywhere these days.

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fierypoplartree In reply to GaioumonBatou [2009-03-05 06:12:14 +0000 UTC]

Shh, I'm not a stalker!


(I happened to notice that you've run out of butter. You should probably remedy that. Oh, and I wouldn't touch the milk. I drank some out of the bottle.)

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GaioumonBatou In reply to fierypoplartree [2009-03-14 06:20:23 +0000 UTC]

Oh, that's fine. The milk went bad last week anyway, I've been meaning to buy a new gallon.

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fierypoplartree In reply to GaioumonBatou [2009-03-14 08:19:32 +0000 UTC]

Hahahaha, I knew something was wrong with it!

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baby-filly [2009-03-02 20:10:03 +0000 UTC]

Necrophobia is horrible. Stay strong.

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fudging [2009-03-02 18:31:33 +0000 UTC]

I sometimes feel the deceased have a smaller problem than those they leave behind.

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fierypoplartree In reply to fudging [2009-03-03 06:04:51 +0000 UTC]

Agreed. :/

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hanoo [2009-03-02 18:24:04 +0000 UTC]

me too
and i lost one which make the idea more terrifying

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eccofaery [2009-03-02 17:21:53 +0000 UTC]

i often imagine people dying too. it scares me sometimes that my imagination is that grim. :S

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CiNgLee [2009-03-02 16:58:08 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry ST, it's normal to think that way
You can't really do somehting about it, you'll always be afraid to lost someone, that's why it's better to tell them all you have to tell them everyday and try to never be mad at someone because you don't know if it's not the last moment you're going to talk to him.

Good luck ST

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Bigpaw [2009-03-02 16:31:52 +0000 UTC]

I'm the same way.
At night, when I'm laying there trying to get to sleep, I just can't stop thinking about all these different people dying and how I would have no idea what to do if someone I loved died. It's really upsetting

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SarahJPhotography [2009-03-02 16:05:13 +0000 UTC]

Same here.
Although I'm also scared of my own.

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StreetPoison [2009-03-02 15:52:41 +0000 UTC]

i've had 5 deaths in 2 months i hate '09 and now I'm also terrified of death

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DianaCretu In reply to StreetPoison [2009-03-02 20:04:48 +0000 UTC]

Damnnn, that's indeed awful. Sorry to hear that.
I've had 5 deaths as well, but in 2 years and a half.
I only have my mom left, we weren't a big family.

And even if we fight all the time, I don't know what I'd do without her

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fierypoplartree In reply to DianaCretu [2009-03-03 06:04:31 +0000 UTC]

I'm so sorry...
I hope you have wonderful times with your Mum.
Apart from the fighting, I mean.

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fudging In reply to StreetPoison [2009-03-02 18:30:20 +0000 UTC]

Holy crap, that's awful. I'm so sorry for you.

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