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Comments: 110

EternalEmber [2009-04-05 23:38:08 +0000 UTC]

I am so glad you're still here, though I don't know you.

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Jedi-Master-Revan [2009-04-01 06:26:09 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you survived I hope you find happiness, good luck with whatever choices you decide to make. Remember, Life is a journey, and the hardships, not knowing where you're going, is half the fun.

"When you always know what is right, where is freedom? No one chooses the wrong. Uncertainty sets you free."

Good luck again!! I wish I knew you

-Revan

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Secret-Teller In reply to Jedi-Master-Revan [2009-04-04 23:56:23 +0000 UTC]

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catiescarlett [2009-03-22 21:06:52 +0000 UTC]

*tackleglomps ST* You have no idea how relieved I am to see that you’re still here! I may not know you personally, but when I saw your first secret, I was terrified. I am so glad things are starting to look up, and I hope things continue to get better. I definitely recommend seeking help for any problems that are still there – as someone who’s dealing with depression herself, I can definitely say it’s the best thing I ever did. *hugs agains* If you ever need someone to talk to, we’re all here to listen!

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Secret-Teller In reply to catiescarlett [2009-03-25 03:59:33 +0000 UTC]

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purplelining [2009-03-13 21:10:54 +0000 UTC]

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Secret-Teller In reply to purplelining [2009-03-20 08:29:40 +0000 UTC]

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purplelining In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-03-26 08:55:49 +0000 UTC]

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Gabzies [2009-03-13 08:20:51 +0000 UTC]

I want to buy you ice cream, so we can melt away your problems.
I don't know you, you don't know me, but I love you. I'm glad you didn't do it.

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Secret-Teller In reply to Gabzies [2009-03-20 08:29:50 +0000 UTC]

I love you more

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Gabzies In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-03-20 08:54:34 +0000 UTC]

<3

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Armadria [2009-03-09 06:35:20 +0000 UTC]

I may not know you, and you may not know me, but heaven knows, I'm glad you're still here to be with all of us. Losing you would have been terrible, and I'm sure I'm not that only one to say that. Your life is so much more precious than you know. ^^

Just have faith. Here's hoping that life will get better for you!

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Secret-Teller In reply to Armadria [2009-03-25 04:00:18 +0000 UTC]

I may not know you. But I love ya

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Armadria In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-03-25 15:58:25 +0000 UTC]

Love ya too! ^^ I hope things are going better for you!

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Secret-Teller In reply to Armadria [2009-04-04 23:09:58 +0000 UTC]

Things are much better! Thank you for caring <3
I hope things are good with you!

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Armadria In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-04-07 18:47:51 +0000 UTC]

Ah, they've been better. But I'm glad you asked anyway! I'm hoping things will get less stressful for me in the near future.

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Secret-Teller In reply to Armadria [2009-04-10 23:36:07 +0000 UTC]

I hope so!

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m0riendi [2009-03-06 20:18:39 +0000 UTC]

it's weird how things turn out after isn't it?
I got into this huge depression and, when people started thinking I was getting better I was just getting worse and I ended up trying to commit suicide, I don't know what it happened but somehow my life started to get better (even though I'm still depressed) and I decided I wouldn't tell what happened to anyone since it was to painfull, but a few months ago (it all happened less than 6 months ago) I told two friends of mine and somehow it wasn't a relief, but so painful to see their faces...)

Oh well, I just wanted you to know you are not alone.

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Secret-Teller In reply to m0riendi [2009-03-25 04:00:35 +0000 UTC]

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ACM00 [2009-03-04 07:17:28 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you followed up with this. I remember the last secret, and feeling completely heart broken. I'm happy you survived, and I hope that some good things will start to catch up to you. Do hold on, do try to make the best out of what you have. Take care, ST. :)

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Secret-Teller In reply to ACM00 [2009-03-25 04:00:44 +0000 UTC]

Take care, you too!

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GingerSpice019 [2009-03-04 03:25:16 +0000 UTC]

[link] I'm not the secret teller, but I and many other people share his/her opinion. I'm glad you've turned a corner. I really do hope that you can start feeling better

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Secret-Teller In reply to GingerSpice019 [2009-03-25 03:59:58 +0000 UTC]

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GingerSpice019 In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-03-25 04:07:48 +0000 UTC]

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Secret-Teller In reply to GingerSpice019 [2009-04-04 23:08:51 +0000 UTC]

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Shade-Duelist [2009-03-03 21:21:06 +0000 UTC]

Oh gods, I'm so relieved you're still here! You deserve such a beautiful life, and I wish I could do anything to make sure you have that.

I can start by saying: you'll always have my support and my warmth if ever you need it.

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Secret-Teller In reply to Shade-Duelist [2009-03-03 21:52:37 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, so much

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pukingpastilles [2009-03-03 00:40:36 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you're happy where you are right now. Maybe the rope breaking was a sign that it's not your time to go yet.
I think you need to talk to someone, though - you need to get the most out of life that you can. No one else has to know but you if you go to a counsellor just to work a few things out, just to better your life.


I hope everything gets better for you.

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MusicHunter [2009-03-02 23:37:10 +0000 UTC]

I'm so glad you're still here.
It made my day just reading this.

If you're still feeling depressed I really recommend that you seek help!

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DthNtDty [2009-03-02 23:30:44 +0000 UTC]

Wow. I'm soooo relieved, weird considering how sad this is, but I'm actually happy to know that the secret teller is still out there alive. But yeah, I believe in ya ST. **HUG**

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Secret-Teller In reply to DthNtDty [2009-03-03 21:52:12 +0000 UTC]

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DthNtDty In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-03-04 00:06:53 +0000 UTC]

**hug** ^_^

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Redwood-n-Adam [2009-03-02 20:35:10 +0000 UTC]

life sux but there r better ways

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SanzoBrat [2009-03-02 19:41:16 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you're alive, hun. I'd hug ya if I could.

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Secret-Teller In reply to SanzoBrat [2009-03-03 21:52:18 +0000 UTC]

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SanzoBrat In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-03-04 18:22:30 +0000 UTC]

-giggles- Okay, that works too.

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Sophie-sama [2009-03-02 19:11:29 +0000 UTC]

hehe, glad to see that! ya know why? I used to be depressed, and nobody knew. After I choose for life, I looked up some stuff on the internet, what would help and stuff. It said you had to call someone and just talk. That it would make you feel better. I didn't have any friends, but I did have some phone numbers. I called one, and talked, and it really worked! Now I feel I'm on my way to live a normal life

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snikkio [2009-03-02 16:37:14 +0000 UTC]

I went through & deleted all of the secrets b/c I had too many deviations in my inbox.

Some how, this one slipped through. I'm so glad. This is so encouraging to read. Don't ever give up again!

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ixi9003 [2009-03-02 12:56:17 +0000 UTC]

I am really glad from the tip of my body to the end of my toes that you lived!~

Although I don't know you , or I may know you but that is beside the point, I would have been sad, possibly even depressed if your presence had left this earth~

You can note me if you want to talk about things... I am quite a good listener and quite a good friend if you'll have me...

Cheers
Ixi~

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Lady-Wish [2009-03-02 12:36:41 +0000 UTC]

I'm so glad to know you are alive!
I saw your last secret ages ago, and was too scared to comment.
You may not be religious, but there is something out there that wants you alive.

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Secret-Teller [2009-03-02 07:47:05 +0000 UTC]

Thank you... Thank you guys so much. The support has been overwhelming, it has brought me to tears... Thank you.
Things turned out to the better... I'm not going to try and do... a suicide attempt again. What made me consider sending in a new secret was reading all the comments on my first one, it was overwhelming. Especially reading some of them, while my throat was still throbbing in pain after the rope... so soon after that moment.

And since December my life has turned out so much better. I don't want anyone to worry anymore.

My greatest heartfelt thanks, to every single one of you, lovely people.
If it weren't for you, my life would have been alot tougher... I wish I could give everyone of you a hug.

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GwenavhyeurAnastasia In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-03-02 07:57:54 +0000 UTC]

Reading this secret brought me to tears. Thank you for letting us know. I've been worried about you ever since the original secret, as have many others. So. to you ST.

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Pokemonlov3r [2009-03-02 06:55:03 +0000 UTC]

God gave you a secind chance.
Dont waste it!
=]

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Secret-Teller In reply to Pokemonlov3r [2009-03-02 07:53:25 +0000 UTC]

I won't!

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Otterbane [2009-03-02 05:58:53 +0000 UTC]

The link: [link]

I am... Really happy for you ST. And really sad that you thought yourself unimportant enough to try. We all love you and I sincerely hope that you'll find it somewhere within you to love life and everything that's in it.

Sometimes it just takes time. It's hard not to think about it on the bad days, but we'll get through it eh?

If you ever need to talk, feel free to pass notes

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Drenton [2009-03-02 05:20:45 +0000 UTC]


In a while when things get better, you will look back at your attempt and feel amazed at what wouldn't have been.

I know I do

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mylovebattlefield09 [2009-03-02 05:00:05 +0000 UTC]

Life is for the living, and you are still living.
You are loved.
Don't let that be wasted away.
Reach out to someone.
We're here for you, ST.
Note me if you'd ever like to talk, or need someone's shoulder to lean on.
*hug*

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LastCetra [2009-03-02 03:24:41 +0000 UTC]

I'm so relieved to hear that you're alive. Thank you for letting all those concerned here know of your situation, because people tend to wonder why for a long time.

I understand that though your attempt failed, the problems you're facing havn't gone away. You wake up morning after morning wondering how in God's name you're gonna make it through the oncoming day, and that realisation is both scary and despairing.

I implore you, talk to someone. Please, my love, please tell them what's going on with you. You don't have to tell them about this attempt, but if you could voice your problems, or write them down in a letter, at least then they can be addressed. When you have time to think about them, and let them roll about in your head, they become much much bigger and scarier than they really are. A problem shared is a problem halved you know, and maybe the person you tell can start to tackle these monsters you keep hidden, as long as you work with them. It's only in this way that you can find solutions.

This is only a dark spell. You can get through this. I'm so overjoyed that you're still here, and that you can go back to moulding your life to the way you want it moulded. If it gets too much, or you just need an ear, send me a note. Until then, happy living my friend.

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Secret-Teller In reply to LastCetra [2009-03-02 08:02:07 +0000 UTC]

Things are better. I don't want you, or anyone else to worry anymore.

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LastCetra In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-03-03 00:04:03 +0000 UTC]

Always know that the offer stands hun, and that is something I truly mean. But, if you say you're alright then I'm sure you're taking the steps you need to take, and for that I am glad.

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