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Published: 2008-12-14 10:09:26 +0000 UTC; Views: 6003; Favourites: 75; Downloads: 30
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These are not the kind of secrets we would normally accept, please dont think because this one was submitted you can send in similar ones.

Sometimes in this world we just need to feel we are loved and needed. Something as simple as "If you need to talk please note me" can make the world of difference to someone.
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Comments: 140

GreenFaerie13 [2009-03-03 03:51:02 +0000 UTC]

that makes me feel so much better that she/he is alive. I spent the entire night when this secret was posted, worrying.. wishing I had the ST's phone number or something so I could attempt to help.
I feel so relieved >.>

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Secret-Teller [2009-03-02 07:48:28 +0000 UTC]

Thank you... Thank you guys so much. The support has been overwhelming, it has brought me to tears... Thank you.
I am fine now, read my new secret - [link]

Things turned out to the better... I'm not going to try and do... a suicide attempt again. What made me consider sending in a new secret was reading all the comments on this one, it was overwhelming. Especially reading some of them, while my throat was still throbbing in pain after the rope... so soon after that moment.

And since December my life has turned out so much better. I don't want anyone to worry anymore.

My greatest heartfelt thanks, to every single one of you, lovely people.
If it weren't for you, my life would have been alot tougher... I wish I could give everyone of you a hug.

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kissedbyavampire [2009-03-02 01:20:09 +0000 UTC]

Listen to fate, dearest. That failed attempt means something

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yaderei [2009-03-01 19:43:23 +0000 UTC]

very sad, but hope always guides us in the end

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tillybug-bangxbang [2009-03-01 17:45:43 +0000 UTC]

secret 5055 <3

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Poetic-Lotus [2009-02-27 01:57:43 +0000 UTC]

I hope you failed...
I lost a dear friend to suicide, she thought she wasn't loved...she was. We're still mourning her 5 years later...

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Crawling-meower In reply to Poetic-Lotus [2009-03-01 18:21:10 +0000 UTC]

S/he successfully failed and has no intention of retrying! :=} [link]

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RockLou In reply to Poetic-Lotus [2009-03-01 17:09:04 +0000 UTC]

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DaemonRiot-x [2009-02-10 21:15:21 +0000 UTC]

I hope you didn't... because I didn't when I felt like nothing would get better. I was wrong in the first instance <3

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RumpleInk [2009-02-09 17:45:10 +0000 UTC]

i hope that you are alright...

but if you followed through, i admire you

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girlinlove-93 [2009-01-19 17:51:02 +0000 UTC]

I don't know if you've done it or not... But i'm here. Talk to me.

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SanzoBrat [2009-01-19 06:21:13 +0000 UTC]

It feels strange, to cry for someone you don't know. But I hope to gods you didn't do it. Please don't.

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Secret-Teller In reply to SanzoBrat [2009-03-02 08:24:13 +0000 UTC]

I love you so much [link]

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SanzoBrat In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-03-02 19:43:12 +0000 UTC]

I love ya too, hun.
I'm glad you survived.

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Lilium-Nightshade [2009-01-08 05:55:56 +0000 UTC]

Goodbye, sweetness. I hope you found something more to your liking, wherever you went.

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Mareyn [2009-01-07 04:11:36 +0000 UTC]

if this ST is still out there,
you are more than welcome to message me
believe me...
i can relate to your feelings

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Phantom7 [2009-01-06 06:16:25 +0000 UTC]

OMG. please say you didn't go it?!

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Secret-Teller In reply to Phantom7 [2009-03-02 08:23:56 +0000 UTC]

I did, but I'm still here [link]

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Phantom7 In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-03-04 02:38:39 +0000 UTC]

I'm really glad! <3 Stay Safe

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XxPrincessHannahxX [2009-01-01 00:10:26 +0000 UTC]

Oh, dear. I hope you didn't push through with it, ST. Its terrible having someone go like that. You don't know how much damage it could do to your loved ones. Stay, the world would be upset if you left like that.

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LexxyThirteen [2008-12-31 07:05:30 +0000 UTC]

"The story is that a highly pessimistic individual had determined to take his life, and wanted to make sure that there would be none of the slip-ups he had read about. He decided that hanging would be an efficient means of self-destruction, and selected a tree with a stout branch overhanging a cliff, the sea being fifty feet below. This, he thought, would make a fitting and spectacular finish. In order to prevent any pain in the hanging process he procured for himself a large dose of opium. Although these arrangements seemed fairly complete, he decided that in order to make certain of a successful result it would be a good idea to shoot himself as well. The noose adjusted, the poison taken, and the revolver cocked, he stepped over the cliff, and as he did so fired. The jerk of the rope altered his aim, and the bullet missed his head but cut partly through the rope. This broke with the jerk of the body, and he fell fifty feet into the sea below. There he swallowed a quantity of salt water, vomited the poison, and swam ashore a better and wiser man."

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Secret-Teller In reply to LexxyThirteen [2009-03-02 08:23:28 +0000 UTC]

I can actually relate... [link]

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DthNtDty [2008-12-29 00:08:27 +0000 UTC]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........please be alive...............

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Crawling-meower In reply to DthNtDty [2009-03-01 18:21:59 +0000 UTC]

It's alive! ALIVE! [link]

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DthNtDty In reply to Crawling-meower [2009-03-02 23:23:17 +0000 UTC]

OMG
X_X
thanks!!!

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Liv-one [2008-12-21 01:26:15 +0000 UTC]

♥♥♥ Love from afar.

Things will always get better, no matter how hard they seem now. You just have to have faith, or if you're not religious, hope. I hope you're okay. Wherever you are.

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writeriest [2008-12-17 17:14:04 +0000 UTC]

This secret will stay with me. Where ever you are, I hope you feel right again. x

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GwenavhyeurAnastasia In reply to writeriest [2009-03-02 07:58:55 +0000 UTC]

They're alive. [link]

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tam2u [2008-12-17 03:54:03 +0000 UTC]

I have been there, thinking there was no other choice. I have tried and failed. I know what it feels like to believe that noone will care or even notice if you are gone.
If you are still here and you see these messages, know that you are loved by many people that may never know anymore about you than this secret. Know that I as well as many others will be there if you want to talk to someone that is on the outside and know that above all else, your life no matter how dark it may seem to you could be the one bright spot for someone else.

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neko-of-lotherian [2008-12-16 21:54:17 +0000 UTC]

"Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem."

My mother always said that to me whenever I contumplated suicide. I understand what you're going through, trust me.

If you need someone to talk to, please, I beg you, note me and we can talk.

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Otterbane In reply to neko-of-lotherian [2009-03-02 05:59:44 +0000 UTC]

That's... And interesting quote Neko!
And... true in a sense.

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LynnSnow In reply to neko-of-lotherian [2009-01-13 23:40:38 +0000 UTC]

I hated it when people said that to me.

But perhaps because I knew in the end it was right and it was just another reason to hate myself.

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GreenFaerie13 [2008-12-16 05:49:43 +0000 UTC]

of all places, why deviantartsecret?

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Secret-Teller In reply to GreenFaerie13 [2009-03-02 08:22:36 +0000 UTC]

I wanted someone to care...

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GreenFaerie13 In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-03-03 03:47:13 +0000 UTC]

and obviously we all do. what I mean, was, though..
why were writing a secret for Devart instead of getting help?

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Secret-Teller In reply to GreenFaerie13 [2009-03-03 08:35:37 +0000 UTC]

I didn't have the courage too, and I don't think most people care. There is one who knows now, though.

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GreenFaerie13 In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-03-04 03:33:58 +0000 UTC]

I did xD as you can see from the comment I posted recently.

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MusicHunter [2008-12-16 04:37:22 +0000 UTC]

I really hope you're still here.
I want you to live and be happy.
Because I've been in the same spot and know what it's like, but it's not worth it.
I hope you got to read this.

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GwenavhyeurAnastasia In reply to MusicHunter [2009-03-02 07:59:15 +0000 UTC]

They're alive. [link]

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flamemetalalchemist [2008-12-16 01:34:58 +0000 UTC]

People do love you, ST. You need to know that. I hope for your sake and the sake of anyone close to you that you either didn't do it, someone found you in time, or it just didn't work. If no one else loves you (and it's easy to see that there are some on this very website) at least know that even though I don't know you, I may never see you ,laugh with, you, or even speak to you, that I love you just for the fact that you are a human being and I love all humans.

I love you Secret teller, so please, may your religious figure be with you if you succeeded and I hope that if it happened that you have a wonderful, peaceful, afterlife.

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SmootHope [2008-12-16 01:09:19 +0000 UTC]

I hope you didn't do it.

If you didn't, please tell us?

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Secret-Teller In reply to SmootHope [2009-03-02 09:57:11 +0000 UTC]

I did, but I'm still here [link]

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SmootHope In reply to Secret-Teller [2009-03-03 04:48:11 +0000 UTC]

I am so glad of what happened.
It's proof you were not meant to go.
I love you.

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invisablesleep66 [2008-12-15 21:44:18 +0000 UTC]

I understand.
If you're still alive, don't worry it will be alright.
If you are gone, i hope you know that, even though I don't know you at all, I love you, and wish you happiness in your future, no matter when that is.
I guess all there is to say is goodbye, and I'll see you someday

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Dawnlilly81 [2008-12-15 19:25:59 +0000 UTC]

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love-from-me [2008-12-15 09:22:57 +0000 UTC]

I really hope the ST didn't do it. I've been in this sort of mind-set before, but I managed to get myself out of it, and it's painful because you feel so worthless. But, ST, if you're alive and reading this, please feel free to note me if you need to talk about anything.

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Hikari-of-Darkness [2008-12-15 08:11:14 +0000 UTC]

there are so many people who care about you, including people you've never even met! Everyone here is concerned...

please still be alive.

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ACM00 [2008-12-15 06:47:23 +0000 UTC]

The breaking point, the final push that drives a person to actually commit suicide; the very thought scares me.

I hope, so desperately hope that you're still alive...

My heart is breaking.

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MyLaundryStinks [2008-12-15 06:14:42 +0000 UTC]

I don't know what hurts me more: the fact that you wish to end your life, or the fact that this most likely didn't get posted until well after the fact.

I hope neither is true.

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switchbladeserenade [2008-12-15 05:29:28 +0000 UTC]

I hope you didn't do it.

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