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Published: 2006-05-12 03:42:42 +0000 UTC; Views: 833; Favourites: 18; Downloads: 107
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Description Kaze Kitty... hated for how she looks. What she is. What she resembles. Little more then an object of hatred ment to be beaten and tortured.

A testament of the severe division in my life that I'm expiriencing.

To persue art... to persue science instead...
Whether I'm a morally clean person... or a great immoral disaster...
To draw... to write...
And the list goes on...

I've involuntarly withdrew in to a great recession in my life, mostly over spiritual failures but also economic failures. Artistically, I'm not very excited with this... completed in charcoal, or in other words, my first major use of charcoal.

Seeing the many talents and greatnesses march past, rising to great positions of recognition, depresses me. My best at art, absolutly would not make it in the art world. Writing is an important aspect of my creativity now. I draw in great rarity to what I used to do.

My life is heavily divided with dozens of promises that may crumble into unfulfillment due to my looming disaster.

Kaze Kitty (c) Martin J. Owen
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Comments: 26

Aerius-the-Aireon [2007-03-06 03:54:49 +0000 UTC]

this is...so cool looking! i cant take my eyes off of it. *w*

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Eclipsis In reply to Aerius-the-Aireon [2007-03-08 02:23:25 +0000 UTC]

Be like her and put a blindfold on. It might help with the insanity.

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tenko72 [2006-05-20 19:02:37 +0000 UTC]

This is painfully beautiful. I love how full of emotion this is.

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KimbaLemur [2006-05-13 08:51:26 +0000 UTC]

You have talent, please never give up. There was a reson why I watched you... I still think your work is much better than mine.

I know I may got more pageviews then you but give it time still. You keep getting better at your work. Please dont give up, you really do Inspire me to do better at my own work. I love your style. Thats what I want to do with my own characters, to make them look real like the way you do it, but I wont stop there & nether should you my friend.

It really would be a honor if you draw my fursona. Dont be afraid to draw him just because what he is or what you saw of him. I'm not ashamed of what he is & what I like to draw, it's fun to. I'll always be waiting when your ready. I'm still plaing on drawing your fursona. ^^

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Eclipsis In reply to KimbaLemur [2006-05-13 17:36:33 +0000 UTC]

Lets just say from now on, I highly doubt I will do that.

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KimbaLemur In reply to Eclipsis [2006-05-13 21:03:29 +0000 UTC]

What Naughty?

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Draconic-Goth [2006-05-13 01:39:09 +0000 UTC]

The lighting is excellent. Well done.

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Zehful [2006-05-12 19:41:12 +0000 UTC]

Real, and unreal. Technical..frightening, truly scary. This is so good, soo soo good..I want to stare but don't want to.

I hate it. I see it. It brings out so much it reminds me of the hatred I have for the world lately, and it makes me hate it. I think asylum, mad, the cold feeling, stuck, swinging shadows and dancing flames that never make you warmer. It pierces at me and sickens me- I must sound insane. But you know I'm not. I just see it so well...

I am thankful to not be in your position currently, and to be young and warned. But know this- you have talent, and if enough people are exposed to your art, they will surely see it. Yes, clearly you have grown and from that has come terrible things, but I think you can always fall back on something like art, because with it, you create beautiful images in the worst of your times. You took hatred and made something good out of it, and I think anyone can do that in any aspect of their life if they try hard enough.

This is something great, I won't forget it anytime soon.

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Eclipsis In reply to Zehful [2006-05-12 22:04:36 +0000 UTC]

I can't express how thankful I am for this comment. That really displaced my desision to leave DA. I swear, that comment was powerful enough all by itself. Thank you Zeh, I really apprieciate that insight that you gave.

A comment like this reminds me how worthless the popularity system of DA is.

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Zehful In reply to Eclipsis [2006-05-13 00:43:26 +0000 UTC]

Hm, I guess it was meant to, though I wasn't thinking of reminding you that at the time. Anyway, you're very welcome; since they come from a normal teenager my words rarely have much power at all. ^^

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Eclipsis In reply to Zehful [2006-05-13 02:02:39 +0000 UTC]

I don't know about that. ^^

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tiamat9 [2006-05-12 18:34:43 +0000 UTC]

I really like the concept and design. Very good form and contrast.

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YamiForte [2006-05-12 13:50:20 +0000 UTC]

Very beautiful Eclipsis. I truly do love this one. It so nicely done. And so emotional. Very very nice. I do indeed love this.

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Eclipsis In reply to YamiForte [2006-05-12 21:57:55 +0000 UTC]

Its nice to hear such a nice comment, dispite no one really wanting to fav this thing.

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YamiForte In reply to Eclipsis [2006-05-22 04:18:09 +0000 UTC]

I know that feeling. I thought it was great. You are most welcome.

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BlackWolf-Embers [2006-05-12 10:50:56 +0000 UTC]

wow this is abosolutly stunning o_o the way you were able to hold a perfect spherical (is that even a word?) shape by placing those strands around it and the great shading you did, it just turned out awesome! I'm amazed x_x I really like your sketches

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Eclipsis In reply to BlackWolf-Embers [2006-05-12 12:27:44 +0000 UTC]

Yes that is a real word.

Thank you much.

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pyro-aniki [2006-05-12 07:52:47 +0000 UTC]

That is truly an awesome piece martin, I tried charcoal and I couldn't even hold a candle to what you have produced. I don't knwo much about the character, or what you are going through, but just keep truckin, your art is improved imensly, and you are growing spiritually, just keep going.

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Eclipsis In reply to pyro-aniki [2006-05-12 12:26:50 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much William.

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stardroidjean [2006-05-12 05:37:38 +0000 UTC]

That's a really beautiful yet painful piece.

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koishii-kitty [2006-05-12 04:25:26 +0000 UTC]

poor thing. just don't give up..you know what to put first in your life.

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Eclipsis In reply to koishii-kitty [2006-05-12 04:39:00 +0000 UTC]

uh huh...

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fotoman228 [2006-05-12 04:16:26 +0000 UTC]

wow, beautiful gallery

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mirzers [2006-05-12 04:11:20 +0000 UTC]

wow this is so awsome. i love the use of the charcoal here. i love how you dont see her in whole, since the spirally sphere is there. I really love the lighting too. great job!

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Eclipsis In reply to mirzers [2006-05-12 04:13:31 +0000 UTC]

Aww, much appreciated for you being the first comment.

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mirzers In reply to Eclipsis [2006-05-12 04:17:28 +0000 UTC]

lol it's all good

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