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There are some nights I hold to every note I ever wrote
Some nights, I say, "Fuck it all!" Stare at the calendar
Waiting for catastrophes, imagining they'd scare me
Into changing whatever it is I am changing into...

And you have every right to be scared.

'Cause there are some nights I hold you close, pushing you to hold me
Or begging you to lock me up, never let me see the world
Some nights, I live in horror of people on the radio
Tea parties and Twitter, I've never been so bitter

--

For a while more Nettlenose sat still in the uncomfortable position where he had fallen, his joints stiffening and cramping up with a faint twinge of pain. He was aware of someone talking.. who was it again? It didn't matter. He didn't care.

No. That was a lie.

Of course he cared; he always cared. Ever since he had befriended Kite, others had taken more notice of him, which he had tolerated since he was happy accompanying and being by her side. His popularity had further skyrocketed following the admittance of a third cat into their show. Shiverpaw was it..? Regardless of names, he completed the perfect, cruel love triangle in which Nettelnose's heart had been viciously smashed and torn into small bits. Now, instead of the fascination that used to light their eyes, his clanmates regarded him with a pitying look, as if he couldn't see them because he chose to ignore them. One, Mothdust.. had approached him and talked to him.. She had been nice..

But..

--

Nettlenose had another meltdown !! Exert from an RP I did with Storm-Kitt 's Shiverclaw.

Synopsis of the roleplay, ShivRr is a huge bully.

Just kidding ! We love you Shiver < 3

Pretty much from this we get closer insight towards Nettlenose's mental stability, which you can deem, essentially, unstable. The simplest of things can set him off, and you can never really expect what you're going to get with him. Like the weather, it depends on the day. Right now with both Kitewing and Mothdust missing he's been really down in the dumps. (which, is why I'm hesitant to make him seem super interested in anything happening atm !! Sorry guys, it's terrible but he's really narrow-minded and weaseling into his heart is very difficult.)

On to the picture, I tried to replicate shattering glass, though I failed hah |'D to depict Nettles broken reality and false perception on the world. In a few of the shards I featured different cats that are important to his story. From the left we have, Shiverclaw (Storm-Kitt ), Mothdust (GeneralPanic ). and Kitewing (Crazyfox346 )

All in all, I had fun with this roleplay and piece. If you're curious to the whole roleplay I'll link it below C:

sta.sh/01jaakojxwop

Description
There are some nights I hold to every note I ever wrote
Some nights, I say, "Fuck it all!" Stare at the calendar
Waiting for catastrophes, imagining they'd scare me
Into changing whatever it is I am changing into...

And you have every right to be scared.

'Cause there are some nights I hold you close, pushing you to hold me
Or begging you to lock me up, never let me see the world
Some nights, I live in horror of people on the radio
Tea parties and Twitter, I've never been so bitter

--

For a while more Nettlenose sat still in the uncomfortable position where he had fallen, his joints stiffening and cramping up with a faint twinge of pain. He was aware of someone talking.. who was it again? It didn't matter. He didn't care.

No. That was a lie.

Of course he cared; he always cared. Ever since he had befriended Kite, others had taken more notice of him, which he had tolerated since he was happy accompanying and being by her side. His popularity had further skyrocketed following the admittance of a third cat into their show. Shiverpaw was it..? Regardless of names, he completed the perfect, cruel love triangle in which Nettelnose's heart had been viciously smashed and torn into small bits. Now, instead of the fascination that used to light their eyes, his clanmates regarded him with a pitying look, as if he couldn't see them because he chose to ignore them. One, Mothdust.. had approached him and talked to him.. She had been nice..

But..

--

Nettlenose had another meltdown !! Exert from an RP I did with Storm-Kitt 's Shiverclaw.

Synopsis of the roleplay, ShivRr is a huge bully.

Just kidding ! We love you Shiver < 3

Pretty much from this we get closer insight towards Nettlenose's mental stability, which you can deem, essentially, unstable. The simplest of things can set him off, and you can never really expect what you're going to get with him. Like the weather, it depends on the day. Right now with both Kitewing and Mothdust missing he's been really down in the dumps. (which, is why I'm hesitant to make him seem super interested in anything happening atm !! Sorry guys, it's terrible but he's really narrow-minded and weaseling into his heart is very difficult.)

On to the picture, I tried to replicate shattering glass, though I failed hah |'D to depict Nettles broken reality and false perception on the world. In a few of the shards I featured different cats that are important to his story. From the left we have, Shiverclaw (Storm-Kitt ), Mothdust (GeneralPanic ). and Kitewing (Crazyfox346 )

All in all, I had fun with this roleplay and piece. If you're curious to the whole roleplay I'll link it below C:

sta.sh/01jaakojxwop