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Published: 2011-05-07 00:09:07 +0000 UTC; Views: 700; Favourites: 18; Downloads: 5
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If I had a way to get out of this dayIf I had a way I'd get out today
Man, I would run away, man, I would run
'Cause these walls block out the sun
Yeah they block out the sun
As this photograph was taken I didn't know I will one day submit it to a contest with the title New beginnings. Maybe the photograph itself doesn't really show a beginning, but it was certainly one. It was taken at the time my cat started to act weird, he rarely came home, he never slept on my bed anymore and cuddled with me at night, I never woke up with his fur covering my eyes anymore and to be honest I miss this now, more than anything. The cat everyone loved, even my father who hates cats in general, died a few weeks ago, because someone has been poisoning him for quite a long time. I still don't know who it was.
He died and this is both, an ending and a new beginning. And in order to forget it easier I took it as a new beginning. I made up a story of him crossing the rainbow to cat heaven, where he now has all the things he had here. Gallons of milk to drink, toys to play with, super sized bed to sleep on and another ferret to be afraid of.
I do miss my cat. Very much. And tears come to my eyes when I think of him, because I know he died in pain.
And I've seen that in his eyes when I found him dead, laying in front of the garrage. It just hurts.
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poor cat. my cat was poisoned by people, too. he was awesome but he is gone.. it is so sad. i know what you're feelings are... it was painful for my cat, too and it is the worst thing to see people or animals, you love, hurt..
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Sorry for the late reply, I haven't been on deviantart very much lately.
Ya it's very sad that people still do that, it's just as if they didn't care about animals, very frustrating for those who love them more than anything.
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No problem, glad you did at last.
I think there are some people who really do not care.. and that's sad.
You can't help those people; they will still going on doing such bad things
You're so right
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Ya, it upsets you a little bit -.-
Oh well, I'm soon getting a new kitten and I swear I am going to keep him inside at all times!!!
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That's how it works.
My two cats are just living inside the house and it's much better!
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I'm so sorry about you cat. I was in a car driving along, when i saw somebody's cat dead on the side of the road. I pulled over to make sure it was dead, and it was. It had a little blue bell collar on with fish swimming on it. I used some paper towel to move it off the road, but where it was still visible (so the owner might see it) and i ( i know, i'm nuts, but i like cats) straightened it up to look less... dead... Sad, huh? Its body disappeared the next day. A few weeks later, a little grave thing with a big white wooden cross and flowers appeared in the front yard of this old womans house that i had met before.
BBS
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Awh, that was so nice of you!
Our cat had a blue collar as well. It's less painful now, when he's dead for about a month, but this story of yours is so sad that it almost made me cry.
It is nice that this old woman burried the cat though!
I regret we didn't make him a grave as well, but my dad wasn't really eager about the idea of it.
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Yeah, i cried when i had to do that. Of coarse, i think thats normal, to cry if your the person that has to do that... Anyway. yeah, it does get easier, thats for sure. But then sometimes (with me at least) I get in bed and i lay down, and i'm not to tired so i lay there, and then i see my cat (Pie)'s old bed with his old toys in it and his dish with his name in a basket int he corner (he died two years ago) and it just strikes my heart.
That cat was a beautiful cat though. It just shows you how cars impact the world, other than just pollution, but it kills wild animals, and our loved pets.
BBS
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Good contrast and it's seem like if he's posing for you it's very expressive
Oh my god, this is so sad it gave goosebumps, who would do something like this it's so sick... I'm sorry for that and I guess it might be a good idea to have a new bet maybe that will help you a little bit
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