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Published: 2018-12-03 20:32:28 +0000 UTC; Views: 1073; Favourites: 29; Downloads: 0
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    ~ On the Edge ~

  
    “Grey hairs – on me! - can you imagine?" Eyolf scoffed. "They've been plaguing me for years – that's why I shave, you know! - but now they're too conspicuous to stay hidden.” He rubbed soap on the troublesome bristles behind his ear revealed under the tight braid. “Be so kind and...” he started, but I picked up the mirror and positioned it at his side so that he could see the back of his head reflected within. “Why, thank you, love.”

     He took the straight-edged knife - holding the skin taut with his other hand - and pulled down, leaving the surface smooth and hairless underneath:

     “You understand, I can't have my devotees notice these unsightly flaws... Any blemish is a weakness.”

     “A sign that you're not divine.”

    A wrong and distracted flick of the hand and the thin blade cut into the skin. He did not want to be reminded. A drop of blood formed and rolled down his spine. He sighed:

     “Truly, is there anything more dreadful than old age? What is the point of living if you cannot enjoy the wonder that is life, if you cannot feel passion and energy... or worse: if you do feel them, but you cannot give way to them? A prisoner in your own body.” He shuddered. “No. Old age is not for me.”

      I stopped the trickle of blood with my finger before it tainted his snow-white robes.

     “I thought you fancied yourself immortal.”

     “Forever young, yes. Don't we all?” He eyed me with raised brow, impishly: “Well... since you know I'm not divine, I might as well let you in on a secret that no other living soul knows: I'm thirty-four. Thirty-four fucking years old!" he chuckled. "Uh, I broke the spell, haven't I? Or these hideous grey hairs have, anyhow...”

     “Grey hairs or not, you don't look them.”

     “Sweet Freyja! do my old ears deceive me?” he blurted, taken aback. “The mighty Yngvar made me a compliment!”
     
   Not able to hold back a smile, I took the knife from his hand. We're so late! And yet... I gently let the blade glissade on his skin. In the mirror that he was now holding, our own image shone back at us; his lips were forming a contented beam.
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Yngvar and Eyolf, sitting on Eyolf's porch on his own "loveliest little island on the South-Western coast". They are preparing for Eyolf's Midsummer party, where he wants to shine - hence, a bit of shaving is involved and Yngvar volunteers to help. He is actually holding a blade at someone's throat without any thought of hurting them... he is not only tender but... is that flirting we see over there?   Who are you and what have you done with Yngvar?


This is a spoiler flash-forward to a moment when Eyolf and Yngvar are on the edge of being... happy? And yes, Eyolf is actually 34 (which makes him 6 years older than Yngvar)  


Media: acrylics

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Comments: 35

MegaMaeve [2019-02-18 14:37:23 +0000 UTC]

In spite of the time it took me to comment on this piece I must admit I genuinely consider this painting to be one of the most heartfelt and soft pieces in your gallery Technically speaking, it is stunning as well, and makes for a lovely visual image: The perspective is nicely executed, and boy, do I love that background! The colors and strokes blend nicely, and although they are faintly muted, they still showcase light and warmth as if sunlight is reflecting onto them even if it is a cloudy, typically-scandinavian day. The way you managed to shade Eyolf's white tunic is nothing short of impressive, and I just love Yngvar's tunic as well - the red stands out nicely, and I enjoy how you were able to convey such a sense of detail without actually going into details too much. In doing this, you created a wholesome picture that is pleasant to look at as a whole, as an illustration that is easy on the eye both from up-close as well as further away.


Now, as for the poses and the story - I think this piece truly made me fall for Eyolf I already tripped over Yngvar two years ago, and I'm still on the ground, staring up at him . His flamboyant, diva-like personality (I can no longer call it an act at this point ) shows in both his pose as well as his words, and it is clear that he values himself highly. And that's what I like about him - he's himself, unabashedly, without any pretense (oh, the irony of this statement). I like how much he seems like a walking paradox, in a way: genuine but false, a public figure but secretive, open and warm but only to a certain extend, harmless but dangerous nonetheless...
- anyways, this piece seems to showcase something more genuine. Maybe it's the fact he's letting Yngvar play his barber. Maybe it's the fact Yngvar let himself be persuaded. Maybe it's the fact that he almost makes Yngvar seem at peace for once. Maybe it's the fact they both seem at peace with one another. I never guessed you'd be able to do it, but you made Yngvar seem delicate and even careful - no dangerous grace, but actual delicacy. It's such an intimate scene - nothing sexual, but intimate anyways. (And then there's the prose paragraph in the description - oh man, did I laugh aloud sometimes!


Lovely work!

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HelevornArt In reply to MegaMaeve [2019-02-18 17:03:52 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so very much for the amazing comment! I was hooked and delighted to read your wonderful words, while your insight in interpreting this piece truly made my day

I'm glad you appreciate the visuals of this. I must admit it was a difficult piece because of the full-body poses and my inexperience with acrylics (they are thick and dry so fast, which makes it tricky to work with them, no matter how much I like the end results) and because I chose a paper that proved too small for the subject matter (A4).

You are spot on in interpreting their personality, their relationship, their power play and their feelings towards each other!!! I absolutely mind-blown by how you described Eyolf as a paradox - this is exactly what Yngvar says about him in the story Also: "Maybe it's the fact he's letting Yngvar play his barber. Maybe it's the fact Yngvar let himself be persuaded" --> this is absolutely brilliant! it's just what I am trying to render in their interactions, and what this piece is actually about! They are always self-conscious in their interactions, since they are both men who don't lose themselves to feelings or impulses, but rather calculate their every move (Eyolf less obviously, but just as much as Yngvar deep down). So, as you said, this here is one of their most peaceful moments where they allow themselves to honestly connect with someone else.

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rainbow000pegasus [2019-01-21 05:27:41 +0000 UTC]

Awesome work with the acrylics!!

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HelevornArt In reply to rainbow000pegasus [2019-01-24 17:55:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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rainbow000pegasus In reply to HelevornArt [2019-02-01 06:28:05 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!

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ReduxBlack [2019-01-20 15:51:24 +0000 UTC]

Oho, this caught my eye, especially because the shades and styles are awesome!   Also that you mentioned that this is made from acrylic paint makes me wondering how you managed to create this scene.


Anyways, I'd like to say that it is a great work with amazing depiction and details! I really admire your effort and attention put into this one!



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HelevornArt In reply to ReduxBlack [2019-01-24 21:43:33 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the beautiful words! I enjoy working in acrylics, even though it's the most time consuming from the mediums I've tried so far, so there will be more of this ^^

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SunsetBlazer [2018-12-28 22:33:08 +0000 UTC]

My gosh, this is such a gorgeous work of art.   I'm absolutely amazed by your painting skills!  This looks like a classic painting that should be in an art history book.  
Yngvar's expression is so peaceful.... it really wonderful to see them both so happy.  What a lovely scene

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HelevornArt In reply to SunsetBlazer [2018-12-30 12:25:04 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the beautiful words! I had to immortalize this one moment when Yngvar actually expresses his feelings (at least positive ones), since it's sadly singular in his life. He isn't very comfortable with being peaceful and happy, I guess xD

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my-sword-is-bigger [2018-12-20 06:52:59 +0000 UTC]

woah woah woah woah hold up there. Not only did he make Yngvar smile, but Yngvar gives him a compliment and does his hair for him? Wtf?! I think the world just broke! Honestly, when I saw the picture and read this, right up until he actually named Yngvar I was like - no way that's Yngvar. Got to be someone else. I'm going to go reconsider my entire worldview now.

In all seriousness, this really does show a lot. Everything from their poses, Yngvar's uncharacteristic gentleness, little details like the fact that he cared to stop the blood drop before it reached Eyolf's robe, the fact that he replies so much, saying things without a practical need, the smile, everything, it completely throws the Yngvar-archetype into chaos. Not to mention that Eyolf just casually calls him "love" lol. Or maybe he calls everyone that, but Yngvar seems the type who would be uncomfortable with it.

All in all, a wonderful piece and story snippet, amazing colours, amazing background, and very revealing about the characters. I love it!

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HelevornArt In reply to my-sword-is-bigger [2018-12-23 20:20:21 +0000 UTC]

HAHAHA Glad it's unexpected Thank you for the awesome comment and for noticing and pointing out all those details!

Yngvar probably stops the drop because he's a neat guy and seeing a pointless drop of blood on a white dress robe would trigger his OCD xD But he surely wouldn't do that for anybody else, so it's still meaningful. Haha yes, Eyolf does call everybody "love", "gem" and stuff, but I think it's the first time he calls Yngvar that (Yngvar gives that unapproachable impression even to someone as open as Eyolf, but now they know each other well enough). Though I'm pretty sure, as "lovable" as he is, no one has ever called Yngvar that, not even casually That includes his own mother xD

It's really a challenge to write him like this and still let him be Yngvar. Anyway, this happens late into the story and they start their relationship on a very different note, so I need to make the transition from that to this in a convincing way. But it's a challenge I'm thoroughly enjoying! ^^ So thank you for checking this out and for enjoying it as well, it's encouraging

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my-sword-is-bigger In reply to HelevornArt [2018-12-26 05:00:11 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha I see, about the OCD How does Yngvar feel about Eyolf calling him love? Especially as he's the first person to ever do it?

It's always fun to see (and write about) the progression of a relationship and characters like Yngvar thawing up to someone haha.  

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HelevornArt In reply to my-sword-is-bigger [2018-12-30 13:18:19 +0000 UTC]

I think Yngvar is also doing Eyolf's hair out of OCD, in a way, since they are late for the meeting and Eyolf is reaally taking his time looking good is predictably more important than being on time for him while Yngvar likes being punctual

I guess it's because Yngvar has understood by now that Eyolf isn't taking himself all that seriously either, and this improves Yngvar's opinion of him. He knows Eyolf doesn't actually love him or anyone else, nor is he saying it to be a kiss-ass, but it's just part of his persona as a sex-guru . Once he's accepted Eyolf's personality, he finds his persona a rather clever translation of that personality into his wish-fulfillment narrative (whereas at first he used to see him as either ridiculous - in case he was taking himself seriously - or a sellout - in case it was all an act). Besides, Eyolf calling him love is just a sign that they are now on good terms, which he's ok with.

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my-sword-is-bigger In reply to HelevornArt [2019-01-05 03:43:57 +0000 UTC]

Oh lol And here I thought it was a sign of affection

I see, that makes sense

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akitku [2018-12-10 21:38:35 +0000 UTC]

Ah, goodness this is absolutely beautiful! I just love the tender, close atmosphere between the two of them. The way you depicted the feeling of a warm summer day and the way Eyolf is sitting is perfect. And your acrylics skill is astounding! I think this is your best piece yet! The textures, the shading! Amazing!!! 

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HelevornArt In reply to akitku [2018-12-12 04:52:50 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the heart-warming words!! And wow, it's awesome to hear you think I improved - I have lots of ideas that would look nice in acrylics, so I hope I can keep that up.

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UnaOwens [2018-12-07 13:53:35 +0000 UTC]

I love the beautiful scenery outside!!

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HelevornArt In reply to UnaOwens [2018-12-07 21:02:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!! I was inspired by  this   in imagining Eyolf's island.

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DihyaJam96 [2018-12-06 23:26:26 +0000 UTC]

OMG  
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful!! I love how you painted this!!

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HelevornArt In reply to DihyaJam96 [2018-12-07 21:02:50 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!

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ArthurQF [2018-12-05 20:40:16 +0000 UTC]

I love, love this and how full of himself Eyolf is. xD It's just so charming to me. XD I love how Yngvar is grooming his hair and Eyolf is admiring himself in the mirror. XD You did an excellent job on this! I really love how incredibly well you work with acrylics! I love their clothes, the shading, textures, and the scenery. XD

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HelevornArt In reply to ArthurQF [2018-12-07 21:09:03 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the wonderful words and appreciation, they are exciting and encouraging to hear!! <3 I'm glad that you like Eyolf and that you find his interaction with Yngvar interesting. He is definitely my most flamboyant character, so I'm enjoying creating him a lot ^^

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SpaceCastaway [2018-12-05 01:18:28 +0000 UTC]

I can easily imagine Eyolf dying his hair to hide the grey hairs. He should totally get some hair dye to preserve his divine status That was actually a cute read, Eyolf being the typical drama queen and Yngvar, well, teasing him? Testing? I like how brutally honest he is. It shows though Eyolf has quite an influence on him, if he's able to talk him into grooming his hair. I didn't suspect Yngvar of barber talents
And I swear, your acrylic paintings just get better and better each time. I especially like the yellow-green topping of the trees in the distance, it brings them out and creates a lot of depth against the diluted greens and blues in the background. Lovely work!

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HelevornArt In reply to SpaceCastaway [2018-12-05 05:27:49 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the praise and for your insight, it means a lot and it's truly encouraging!

Oh, I'm very glad his "drama queen"-ness shines through this dialogue and illustration You're very right! He should and would totally dye his hair, but I'm not sure what kind of hair dye the Norse had that could colour grey hairs (apart from hair bleach, which wouldn't work in his case). Maybe he'll find a way once the greyness progresses xD You're very right about Yngvar's "brutal honesty", he proves it often since he never cares if his words (or lack thereof) hurt, and both and Rannveig later on feel that on their own skin.

Your interpretations are spot on and a delight to read, thank you again!

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jonwassing [2018-12-04 21:43:40 +0000 UTC]

Very nicely done, bot the story and the work. Your piece really brings out the emotions in the piece, though I admit I thought Eyolf was a cocky SOB, but didn't seem so much in the piece, which is a good thing.
Bravo, very well done.

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HelevornArt In reply to jonwassing [2018-12-05 05:31:25 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much for the kind words and the fun interpretations!! I'm glad this shows a different side of them both. Indeed, I think it takes a great effort of non-cockiness from Eyolf to admit his age and the reason why he shaves

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charcoalfeather [2018-12-04 20:43:53 +0000 UTC]

I LOVE the colours here. This is like a classical painting! I really enjoy the different colours you've used for Eyolf's skin here, which makes him pop out and look very alive, especially with that expression. 

As a vain person who cares a lot about image, it's not shocking Eyolf is worried about his age. For someone in the medieval age, in particular, 34 is definitely not young - since the average lifespan of a person in that age and time was 40 or so. It's interesting to see Yngvar actually sort of praise Eyolf and say he doesn't look his age - that's not something you'd usually associate with Yngvar saying It's nice to see them semi-flirting and to see that Eyolf brings a different side of Yngvar to light. 

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HelevornArt In reply to charcoalfeather [2018-12-05 05:09:07 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the wonderful and insightful comment! I've finally invested more time in this drawing than I have in my recent stuff, so I'm glad it shows! I wish I could illustrate the entire novella of Eyolf like this, but we'll see...

Indeed, he is quite old for medieval times so he's both proud of looking this young and worried that his age would soon show. I suppose he might as well say he's 50 to preserve the myth of his divinity, but age is something that only mortals have so he'd rather not be associated with something so trivial xD And about the flirting, Yngvar has never been/never is again as straightforward about liking someone as he is here in these only 3 lines that he speaks

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charcoalfeather In reply to HelevornArt [2018-12-07 16:46:34 +0000 UTC]

Wow, if you did illustrate the whole novella like this, what a treat it'd be! How many illustrations do you think you'll do for the novella?

Does he ever become more straightforward about liking Aidan?

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HelevornArt In reply to charcoalfeather [2018-12-07 17:57:01 +0000 UTC]

It depends on how I choose to illustrate it, which I still can't decide. If it's page by page it would be around 40, but then it would take years to complete I could try to divide it into short episodes and make around 15 illustrations, and maybe post it using the Writer feature on dA to include the paintings as well.

In a way... He praises Aidan for something he writes and illustrates (while he almost never praises people about anything) and calls him wise at one point, but he would never compliment something like his looks or personality because he'd think it's too personal. He does prove it with gestures or by trusting his judgment, but it isn't what we'd call straightforward.

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charcoalfeather In reply to HelevornArt [2018-12-13 17:20:56 +0000 UTC]

Ah, I see. That makes sense and fits with his personality. 

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dragondoodle [2018-12-04 04:42:33 +0000 UTC]

This is absolutely gorgeous! The colors, style and composition remind me of a classical painting Their expressions are perfect and I love the little snippet of writing you included

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HelevornArt In reply to dragondoodle [2018-12-04 06:21:29 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much! I did us a lot of classical paintings as a references (especially for the folds on Eyolf's outfit ^^)

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Akaszik [2018-12-03 20:43:44 +0000 UTC]

I'm captivated. It's so well painted. The space, the light, poses - everyting is super refined. And oh, it's so sweet to see these two having good time chatting like ladies do.

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HelevornArt In reply to Akaszik [2018-12-04 06:45:31 +0000 UTC]

Oh I'm flattered to hear that, thank you for the beautiful words This did take a lot longer to make than my recent illustrations, but I guess it was worth it (and I hope it sets a new standard in my work, since I do want to make more complex stuff from now on).

And yes, it sets a new standard in Yngvar's relationships as well - two replies in a casual conversation, one of which is a flirt, is really much more than anyone else can get out of Yngvar

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