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Published: 2012-11-16 03:48:56 +0000 UTC; Views: 2828; Favourites: 145; Downloads: 0
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I've been going through therapy, and one of the things he keeps telling me is to just let go and give myself over to whatever I am feeling at the moment. I spend a lot of time bottling up emotions and thinking it's 'bad' to feel that way, and I 'can't' feel this way. He said no matter what, no matter how tied down I am by all the bad things, it's still okay to feel what I feel.

Then he got me to start meditating. So I meditate and just.. the bad stuff is still there. It's still tying me down and it's still in my life, but for a little while I can just close my eyes and ignore it.

A friend also wanted to see me draw my character Drove, so I did.

Medium
This is my usual mixture of colored pencils and watercolors. Everything is watercolor except for her skin and the metal jewelry. Those are done in colored pencils. I also added tiny highlights of metallic paint to some of the metal work, it just adds a slight shimmer to the original.

Awards/Shows
N/A

Prints
Will be available once I can get a high quality photograph of this.

Original
Sold

Side Note
I want to draw more. That said, the character Drove was a blood elf on world of warcraft, but I didn't want to have a piece of art I couldn't sell. So I went with a blonde elf in general with the type of clothing I would like to see on the character. I will also be replacing this photograph with a nice one once I get it photographed on something other then my phone.
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Comments: 52

JessicaMDouglas In reply to ??? [2013-05-31 18:23:28 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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Cookie-Art [2013-02-08 04:24:14 +0000 UTC]

So detailed and yet flowing. I really feel the work, it's beautiful

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to Cookie-Art [2013-02-23 21:14:49 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!

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BelovedFreya [2012-12-22 01:32:00 +0000 UTC]

love this!

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to BelovedFreya [2013-01-18 20:57:23 +0000 UTC]

<3

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Rita-Ria [2012-12-10 09:24:05 +0000 UTC]

looks lovely, Jessica

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to Rita-Ria [2013-01-18 21:13:28 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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pearwood [2012-12-09 03:59:12 +0000 UTC]

I have a pair of 200mb PNGs uploading to Sta.sh for you to download, my original scan which is way too bright, and a sort of mostly color-balanced one. It's a lot closer than this one, but the background is still too blue. I'll try it tomorrow with the camera and a gray card to see if I can get the color balance right.

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to pearwood [2012-12-09 08:00:43 +0000 UTC]

and now you learn the struggles I go through with photographing my art lololol. I need to stop having blues in my work yet.. RIGHT NOW I AM DOING AN ALL BLUE PICTURE. Fun times.

Just let me know! Do you have skype by chance?

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pearwood In reply to JessicaMDouglas [2012-12-09 14:30:41 +0000 UTC]

tee hee

Yes, I have Skype. I even use it every once in a while when I fire up my old netbook that has a mike.

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Belevow [2012-12-08 08:22:36 +0000 UTC]

That is all sorts of gorgeous! I love the curves and the flow of it all. <3 The colors are wonderful!

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to Belevow [2013-01-18 21:12:24 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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Mirri [2012-11-26 01:36:35 +0000 UTC]

The colors and all the small details are wonderful!

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to Mirri [2012-11-28 20:04:23 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!

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JaneReaction [2012-11-23 08:20:09 +0000 UTC]

Gorgeous.

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to JaneReaction [2012-11-28 20:06:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!

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JaneReaction In reply to JessicaMDouglas [2012-12-11 17:51:11 +0000 UTC]

I'd like that to hang on my wall.

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to JaneReaction [2012-12-11 23:04:59 +0000 UTC]

I'm working on getting a good print file of it available. Right now the print file we have didn't capture the blue *at all*, so we're trying to correct it in photoshop and see if that works before we try photographing again.

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keight [2012-11-21 20:03:35 +0000 UTC]

Nicely done, Jess.

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to keight [2012-11-28 20:42:12 +0000 UTC]

Thank you m'lovely!

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Quaisor [2012-11-17 15:18:51 +0000 UTC]

This piece provokes thought. I see a story being told here. It's a bit sad and scary, but with a small note of peace somewhere in the middle of the chaos. I love it.

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to Quaisor [2012-11-28 20:53:16 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much lovey

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mollydove [2012-11-16 22:56:36 +0000 UTC]

beautiful!

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to mollydove [2012-11-28 20:53:08 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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Ryua [2012-11-16 19:29:42 +0000 UTC]

Man, you have a gorgeous way with flowy, swirly stuff. This is just so peaceful looking.

I have never been able to meditate properly. I generally end up all tense and in tears, which is the opposite of what everyone says it's supposed to do.

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to Ryua [2012-11-28 20:53:04 +0000 UTC]

You know that's how I felt about meditation for the longest time. But this guy is just... he walked me through things and equated it to how artists think and suddenly it's a wonderful experience.

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Ryua In reply to JessicaMDouglas [2012-11-29 01:18:34 +0000 UTC]

I'm really happy for you. That's pretty cool.

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cybelemoon [2012-11-16 18:42:29 +0000 UTC]

This is a wonderful beautiful piece that if I could get away with it I would STEAL it.

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to cybelemoon [2012-11-28 20:52:33 +0000 UTC]

ahah *hugs* well it's sold so you can't steal it I'm afraid. But thank you so much!

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cybelemoon In reply to JessicaMDouglas [2012-11-29 04:32:22 +0000 UTC]

*le sigh*

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Lunathewhitewolf [2012-11-16 17:45:29 +0000 UTC]

i really love this piece, it speaks leagues to me. i love how she seems to float effortlessly in the water but you can visibly see her bindings. i feel your emotions, i think many people can relate very well to this piece. i cant wait for your prints of this.

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to Lunathewhitewolf [2012-11-28 20:52:12 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! Soon as Rose can take a decent picture of it for me, I will offer them.

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zemimsky [2012-11-16 15:34:01 +0000 UTC]

I already love it

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to zemimsky [2012-11-28 20:51:54 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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ah-kaziya [2012-11-16 14:54:19 +0000 UTC]

I still love all the details, and how you get colored pencils and watercolors to work so harmoniously together. The overall effect is very nice, and has this softness about it that I really like. Nice color scheme overall.

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to ah-kaziya [2012-11-28 20:51:49 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so, so much!

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chaosia [2012-11-16 12:24:47 +0000 UTC]

She is so pretty and amazing details. It is a good thing to be able to float free of everything even just for a few minutes. I hope things get better for you, but glad to see you drawing again ^-^

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to chaosia [2012-11-28 20:51:11 +0000 UTC]

they're getting better and thank you! It's coming back to me slowly.

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santia90 [2012-11-16 05:45:59 +0000 UTC]

i am sorry for what you are going through. Hope you find your way.

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to santia90 [2012-11-28 20:50:56 +0000 UTC]

I'm getting there!

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LittleMs-Strange [2012-11-16 04:57:35 +0000 UTC]

the purpose of life! beautiful

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to LittleMs-Strange [2012-11-28 20:50:50 +0000 UTC]

<3 thank you!

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LittleMs-Strange In reply to JessicaMDouglas [2012-11-29 02:51:34 +0000 UTC]

ur very welcome!

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yellowsmoke321 [2012-11-16 04:32:36 +0000 UTC]

great coloring this stage

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to yellowsmoke321 [2012-11-28 20:50:45 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!

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April0930 [2012-11-16 04:27:48 +0000 UTC]

yay, your finished. I enjoyed your wips. This is beautiful. Your handling of flesh always intrigues me.

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to April0930 [2012-11-28 20:50:40 +0000 UTC]

I am, finally! Should I do another flesh tone step by step at some point?

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April0930 In reply to JessicaMDouglas [2012-12-01 02:04:53 +0000 UTC]

OMG yes. I cant tell you how many times I've looked to your tutorial for guidance.

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JessicaMDouglas In reply to April0930 [2012-12-03 20:17:59 +0000 UTC]

soon as I can either hook up my scanner or get a camera I'll do another one <3

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indimew [2012-11-16 04:10:55 +0000 UTC]

I love how intricate and beautiful all of your drawings are, especially with all the details. I wish you all the best during your tough times.

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