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Published: 2012-01-13 01:12:50 +0000 UTC; Views: 1024; Favourites: 27; Downloads: 5
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The buttons on my phone are worn thinI don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
Yep. This is why I've been so downhearted lately. After the breakup with my boyfriend, which happened only two days after my birthday (worst gift EVER!), I just found out that he already had planned on dating another girl. True, I had my suspicions when he was texting while we were hanging out, but I pushed them away because I wanted to trust him. Hmph, I see where that got me.
His reason for ending our 3-year relationship was because it was very stressful for him. Given all the crap that happens with my parents, I don't blame him there. He's also got to find a job soon. He swore nothing would change between us, and he would still treat me the same. As a lover. I now realize that it's a bunch of bullshit! That liar!
I just want to know why... Why did he do this? Did I do something wrong? I don't understand. I saw nothing going wrong with our relationship. Apparently, I was wrong...
I'm not okay this time. He's broken up with me before, but it wasn't like he went out and got another girl the next damn day. He just wanted a small break. If it hadn't been for my friends last time... I probably wouldn't even be here. Trust me when I say that it was bad. Now... it seems worse. I feel cut open again, and I'm hurting every second. No amount of hugging or a million apologies could make this better. I almost feel like disappearing from the world for a while.
Why do you do this to me...?
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Comments: 15
My so-called "boyfriend" broke up with me on my BIRTHDAY. :c He told me he was cheating on me too.
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o you poor thing ...... my boyfriend and I have been together 3 years for my boyfriend till he cheated on me withe i'm BF or should i say my exBF
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You poor thing... I was in that situation too. except the birthday part.
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Awwww I just found this and I'm sorry you went through this.I'd give you advise but I've never been is a relationship before(It also doesn't help that I hate love) so my advise wouldn't be good.
So really just keep holding on cuz there are people who would miss you if you went away. :3 Sorry if I wasted your time.
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hunny all i have to say......is heartbreaks dont get easier with time....you just learn how to be stronger with each one.....i hope you are better and this is very lovely. just know you have friends who can help you. and lol i know we just ment but iam here to listen if you have any problems. ;D........stay up my friend. dont let noOne bring you down
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I love the picture and song.
I'm sorry you're going through this, my boyfriend gets stressed a lot and I always tend to be in the way.. I sit alone and watch him either fume or talk to his other friends. He asked for a break not long ago and everywhere I looked he was talking to another girl who was prettier than me and making him laugh when I couldn't even make him smile. All I could think was "Why? Can't you see you're killing me? You mean the world to me but you just don't see it." It's because of this break I hooked up with an old friend of mine and she helped me through everything and helped me get away from him. After a while he fixed everything that was causing him stress and recently came up to me in the hallway in the middle of school and got on his knees and begged for my forgiveness. He clings to me and got mad at his friends for teasing me about how short I was (I'm only 4' 11" and not getting taller) I love him but I'm afraid to get as close as I used to be. I try not to show it, try not to show that he scarred me and I'm enjoying us being together, but waiting for the next downfall. Best of luck to you
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Oh, believe me when I say I know how it feels. Your situation has been my relationship in a nutshell, and I found myself forgiving him when he apologized in the end. He recently broke up with his girlfriend, who is now talking trash about me because of it, but the odd thing is that throughout their entire fling together, he still made me feel like his true lover. I know how confusing it is and how hard it can be to rebuild trust. I'm still quietly contemplating if I should or not. I wish the best of luck to you as well.
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A few things I have to say here.
One, Rosita is right: there's always better fish in the sea.
Two, the bastard's lucky I haven't met him in person.
Three, you're not allowed to disappear on us. D< Curling up in a corner is fine, but no vanishing! 
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Sometimes I wonder what I'd do without you. Those thoughts don't last very long though. There's a reason why you're my best online buddy, Mon.
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Awr. ^^ I do hope you get to feeling better, though. I know it's real tough, but time'll help, and in the meantime I'll do what little I can (y'know, from the other side of a monitor, heh).
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I love the song and the picture, I love wolves..
I'm sorry your having to go through this :/ and I just hope that he realizes that he made a mistakes and comes back, and if not that then a better man comes to take your heart and wrap it with the warmth of the suns smile, gives it the light from the moon to show the end of the tunnel of your pain
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Thank you. I know it's hard to accept the fact that it ended this way, and I can't bring myself to contemplate moving on at the moment. But as you said, perhaps someone better will come along.
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Just don't give up ok :=^-^=:
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