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Lienwyn — Track 08 - Hall Mitt Hjarta

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Description I have waited all these years
You can heal my wounds
Take my hands and make me whole
Take my heart
Take my soul

Hold my heart, hold my soul
Just let me stay here
So all I ask, all I desire
Hold my heart, hold my soul
Hold my soul


Håll Mitt Hjärta - Björn Skifs
(Hold My Heart)


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So, here is the next picture for my 14 Songs Project , and more specifically track eight, being Håll Mitt Hjärta (translated to English: Hold My Heart)by Björn Skifs, although the version I have is sung by a former classmate of mine named SaraLi.
The song is originally in Swedish, but I have translated the text above, and the full text - in Swedish - can be found here: www.lyricspedia.com/bjorn-skif…

This is very... well... it is important to me. It took a really long while before I managed to decide what to draw for this one - since I tried different ideas and was rather unable to settle for one - until this popped up. It just... well... felt really, really perfect.

The characters are my Nikita Bloodjoy - with the short, black hair, yes, he cut it before he went into the army - and *Verdokai 's Sin Riovan - with the blond curls.
Why is this so imporant then?

Well, Nikita is THE character that has the most reason to hate me for what I've done to him, since I rarely give him time to actually handle it as well. He had a shitty childhood, yes, one of the worst, and later turned to drugs to keep it all away (although that's not entirely true, since he tried to drugs long before he realised that they worked for that purpose as well)
So, when he went into the army, unable to chase his memories away with drugs, he had his first - and only - major breakdown.

To handle this, *Verdokai was kind enough to lend Sin Riovan, since he was one of Nikita's superior officers. Sin decided to take Nikita under his wing, and for the first time Nikita got the big brother he always needed but had never been allowed to have.
In short, Sin saved his fucking life, since there is no telling where Nikita would have ended up unless Sin hadn't taken him away from Boston and offered him a life in Washington for a year - a year where Nikita decided to get completely clean.

During that year, Sin was his support when it came to most things. Sin gave him food, a job and a home to turn to if he needed it. It changed Nikita's life forever, and that is why this song made me draw this.

Nikita always kept himself from leaning on other people because he was either afraid of being betrayed or simply did not think that they would be able to handle it, but Sin he trusted enough to give his entire life to.
He gave him his heart, he gave him his soul and Sin did everything he could to heal them both - and he managed wonderfully.

I put a lot of effort into this picture, and really tried to show emotions and feelings without even showing the characters faces, because... well... the emotion itself is much more important here.

I also practiced on drawing rounder, more realistic bodies, and tried, once again, with a bit smoother colouring than usual. I really like the result ^_^

Yes, I like this - very much.
So enjoy


EDIT: The 14 Songs Project has been dropped. I will not draw for this list anymore, unless I feel very strongly about it.
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Comments: 27

shyBUTartistic [2010-12-24 04:43:23 +0000 UTC]

Emotional....I like how you did the camo pants, or did you do that?

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Lienwyn In reply to shyBUTartistic [2010-12-24 11:46:54 +0000 UTC]

I did do that, yes, but lots of splashes of colour

Thank you!

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shyBUTartistic In reply to Lienwyn [2010-12-24 18:12:05 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome^^

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Gwenthyr [2009-09-07 17:13:44 +0000 UTC]

I like how it seems that Nikita is fading away and Sin is the thing which holds him to reality. That's really good. And I like the shading very much, too

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Lienwyn In reply to Gwenthyr [2009-09-08 09:50:57 +0000 UTC]

It was pretty much like that in the story so... yeah...

Thank you

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Verdokai [2009-05-04 16:37:29 +0000 UTC]

I think Jester made Sin wear those pants to see his butt better than in his usual, baggy ones. I don't like Jester's taste in pants.

Although I like the picture. It's very interesting how anyone can see that Sin is very important for Nikita, but how the fact that it's mutual is evident mostly in Sin's unending patience with Nikita... despite his... brusque ways.

And then there is the hugging. That's always a clue too... >_>

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Lienwyn In reply to Verdokai [2009-05-04 18:01:06 +0000 UTC]

Probably, and... well... there seem to be few parts of Jester that you actually like, so I'm not surprised

I never understood how Sin managed. I would have gotten really annoyed at Nikita But... then again... Nikita DID try his best. Most of the times >_>
And that perhaps count as something.

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Verdokai In reply to Lienwyn [2009-05-04 18:15:28 +0000 UTC]

I dislike his taste in clothing, sweets, foods, pranks, jokes, men, women, movies, books, evil schemes and hairstyles.
But I do like the character a whole lot

Sin did get really annoyed at Nikita, do trust me there

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Lienwyn In reply to Verdokai [2009-05-19 10:59:43 +0000 UTC]

That's so evil of you

Yeah, I guess he did, but he did stick around as well

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AlbinoNial [2009-04-29 15:17:29 +0000 UTC]

This is one of my favorite songs, EVER. <3 And that picture to it, is just... Mwaaah. <3333

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Lienwyn In reply to AlbinoNial [2009-05-02 10:43:39 +0000 UTC]

It is?
Cool ^_^

I'm glad that you like it anyway ^_^

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Kladdpapper [2009-04-28 14:03:07 +0000 UTC]

I kinda love Sin's legs...
Yes, this is a very emotional picture, and I really like the soft colouring and the brightness. I didn't recognise Nikita at first, but his face was hidden and his hair cut so I -think- I can come away with that. But Sin's legs... The rest I think everyone else before me has already said

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Lienwyn In reply to Kladdpapper [2009-04-29 05:10:19 +0000 UTC]

I kinda love both Sin and Nikita's legs, but ah well

Yes you can He doesn't even have scars on his right arm so it's difficult to detect who it is I guess

Thank you

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Fae-Puppy [2009-04-28 01:42:51 +0000 UTC]

You definately got the emotion across that you were wanting with this. Very good use of using the body instead of facial expressions for emotion. <3

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Lienwyn In reply to Fae-Puppy [2009-04-28 11:01:24 +0000 UTC]

I am glad to hear that
It was a bit tricky, but I think it was the right choice in the end (If nothing else since I love it so much )

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ohyafumi [2009-04-28 01:12:21 +0000 UTC]

Omigosh, beautiful. The picture suits the song as well. C: I love your colouring and the amount of neat detail you've put into this.

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Lienwyn In reply to ohyafumi [2009-04-28 11:00:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you
I worked really hard on all of it

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darkdragonrose99 [2009-04-28 00:36:10 +0000 UTC]

It's so soft... It's like you are looking at this in tunnel vision, like you are looking at something happening from far away and it's fading out...
I love it!!

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Lienwyn In reply to darkdragonrose99 [2009-04-28 10:59:35 +0000 UTC]

I really tried to make this seem soft and somewhat dreamy, yes

Thank you

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darkdragonrose99 In reply to Lienwyn [2009-05-01 00:22:06 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome!

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Lawenta [2009-04-27 23:49:30 +0000 UTC]

You tell wonderfull stories, both with descriptions and the art...

I love Sin's pose here. Straight, as if unaffected, but he lets Nikita have the support he needs, lets him hold his hand where he needs it, and that slight lean of his head tells me that he's not passive as it might otherwise seem, but actually very, very caring.

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Lienwyn In reply to Lawenta [2009-04-28 10:58:56 +0000 UTC]

I am glad to hear that

I am actually quite amazed by that lean of his head, because when I tried to do it, it didn't work, but then it was still there at the final product I have no idea how it happened, but I really wanted it there, yes, since Sin otherwise seems rather stiff...

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Lawenta In reply to Lienwyn [2009-04-28 11:48:16 +0000 UTC]

It was simply meant to be that way

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Lienwyn In reply to Lawenta [2009-04-29 05:07:42 +0000 UTC]

Apparently

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jessoterick [2009-04-27 23:15:55 +0000 UTC]

I love this one. It's all sort of fadey...like a memory, and it conveys a great deal of feeling. Lovely work.

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Lienwyn In reply to jessoterick [2009-04-28 10:57:31 +0000 UTC]

Thank you
I tried really hard on this one

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jessoterick In reply to Lienwyn [2009-04-28 14:59:41 +0000 UTC]

no problem

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