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manet — i dont know
Published: 2004-08-28 00:53:39 +0000 UTC; Views: 375; Favourites: 9; Downloads: 59
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my mind is a blank.before i started writing i had so much to say.. and now.. nothing.
i feel like everything is crashing down in front of my eyes.
i hate that feeling...
that feeling of thinking youre trapped.. thinking theres no way out of a situation
i hate not knowing how things will turn out.
i want an answer. to everything. now.
i want to be to able to explain myself.. but i cant.
i want things to change.. i also wish things were that simple.
im in pain.
it hurts so much..
its a pain u cant cure.. no pills no doctors..
its a pain that will only go away when someone or something fills the void.
a pain that makes me feel hollow.
my whole life i was thought to respect my elders..
what if some dont deserve my respect?
what if some just deserve to suffer?
what makes you think youre smarter or better then me just because youre older?
u dont know shit.
u couldnt live a day in my shoes.
dont talk about the past and tell me its different now..
thats stupid.
ofcourse its different now.. things change.. times change.
it doesnt mean you had it worse.
it doesnt mean i have it better..
dont tell me how to feel when u know nothing about me
dont tell me how to think
dont tell me how to see
dont tell me youve been there
and dont tell me u can help.
you cant.
you dont know shit about me..
and at this point.. thats a good thing.
i dont want you to know.
i just want you to leave me alone.
im waiting.
still waiting...
for the one thing that will make me happy.
im waiting to see how it will turn out..
waiting to have something ive been wanting since i was a kid..
its not hard to love someone.
even if theyre not what u expected.
i dont just want u to love me.
i want you to show me.
i want you to tell me.
i want u to know the feeling of happiness you can give me.
what is i want?
i dont know.
does all this explain me?
i dont know..
i just dont know.
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ive been writing a lot lately.. just thought ide share something i wrote with one of my pictures.. if u knew me well enough.. u would know how well this picture fits the writing.
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Comments: 9
Ohh....I like this one, expecialy the tribal mark close to your eye. And you probably hear this all th time bu you are very beautiful
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awww....
actually i dont hear that all the time. thank you.. you completely put a smile on my face! 
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Nice picture of yourself. The writting seems to fit with the picture very well.
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:woh: your writing is pretty incredible, every picture has a story to tell.........i think the story and picture you have here...go great with eachother. Kudos to you! 
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thanks... it wasnt intentional, i was going to post the picture as an ID until i realized how much it fit with the writing which i wrote this morning.. so i decided to put it together. thanks for the comment.
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