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cloner2019 [2016-03-10 21:43:46 +0000 UTC]

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KandiViXenKHAOS-92 [2011-12-22 19:32:17 +0000 UTC]

I wish I was that thin.Y^Y

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marjol3in1977 In reply to KandiViXenKHAOS-92 [2012-03-07 19:14:40 +0000 UTC]

(Reply from my new account) O no, you don't. Because it was the living HELL!!!! I still like skinny, but it isn't worth it anymore, because I felt numb all day, with a horrible headache, always hunger. No, really, it just isn't worth it!

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KandiViXenKHAOS-92 In reply to marjol3in1977 [2012-03-07 23:09:51 +0000 UTC]

I know the life.=/...I've lived it for years.Y^Y...and I STILL hunger for beauty...Y^Y

the health effects weren't enough to stop me...hell, I'm STILL feeling them...but at least I felt beautiful...for a little while.Y^Y

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Billkaulitz4life [2011-08-20 01:45:44 +0000 UTC]

How did you do it? I try and try and try, but I can't I want to be like that, but my weight goes down then up again, I was 140 then i went to 110 now im 115, i feel awful, I hope ur struggle is over now, cuz its painful

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marjol3in1977 In reply to Billkaulitz4life [2012-03-07 19:15:15 +0000 UTC]

(Reply from my new account)
This picture isn't meant to be used as a thinspiration, so I won't answer that question.

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Billkaulitz4life In reply to marjol3in1977 [2012-03-09 20:03:30 +0000 UTC]

oh, okay, it is okay. thanks, cuz i kno u r tryin to help

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Razzle-dazzle1606 [2011-06-22 19:18:48 +0000 UTC]

So great, I love it. My hospitalization just ended, and recovery is the hardest thing I've ever done. But your poem has given me strength- at least enough to get through today. And right now, that's all I need.

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13thMindfreak [2011-03-29 13:02:26 +0000 UTC]

This poem inspires me to get the help I need. I'm in a really bad relapse of ED-NOS... and right now it's gotten to the point of me fasting for 72 hours. I'd love to go longer... but I know it's just sick. I want to be someone's inspiration. You're one of mine now. You have amazing writing skills btw. <3

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madibell [2010-11-11 07:21:00 +0000 UTC]

how long gave you been anorexic

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trimethylxanthine137 [2010-06-27 00:44:21 +0000 UTC]

i really respect your strength its really inspiring. i really hope all is well with you and sincerely wish you the best of luck.

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CaliforniaSigma [2010-06-20 09:56:17 +0000 UTC]

all i have to say is good luck.
you'll get there

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TammyTwilightRose [2010-05-05 02:00:15 +0000 UTC]

You are very strong and you look lovely in that dress.
People thought I had an ED since my body looks like yours.
Keep strong. s

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carrionshine [2010-05-04 16:18:19 +0000 UTC]

You are still beautiful.

You look a lot like I did when I had anorexia. I didn't have many photos of myself from that time, because I would never show myself in front of a camera, I felt I was too disgusting. I hope you get better, because I had my ED for three years, and my body is still paying for it even though I'm mostly better now.

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dani1960 [2009-08-30 00:24:47 +0000 UTC]

keep up the fight <3

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MissLadyMalice [2009-06-05 13:23:01 +0000 UTC]

Anorexia is such a horrible thing to go through. Because even when one's "cured" parts of it still remain embedded in their mind.
I used to have an eating disorder; it still lingers, especially when I'm depressed, and the fact that I have an OCD doesn't help any.
Anorexia: it is no way to live a life, and I'm sorry to hear that you still have a way to go before overcoming it.

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LlamatheBunny [2009-04-13 03:50:59 +0000 UTC]

Sounds SO much like me...
I'm glad you're doing better.
I'm still at the point where you tell yourself that its not okay to look the way you do. That you need to lose more.

That, and at the point where you wanna get better. You WANNA eat.

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Madamecitrus [2009-03-07 16:49:02 +0000 UTC]

I hope you're okay, I hate ED, because of that my health is falling apart, I get ill
of everything

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marjol3in In reply to Madamecitrus [2009-03-10 16:18:23 +0000 UTC]

I still have it. A mix between anorexia and bulimia, but I'm doing better now. Step by step, bit by bit, I want to overcome this. It's not how I want to live my life

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Madamecitrus In reply to marjol3in [2009-03-11 14:17:25 +0000 UTC]

I can't say I'm fully recovered from anorexia and bulimia, cause, I'm fine, then a stressful situation arrives and I relapse again, it's like I'm not hungry or I'd eat because it's a rutine then suddenly from time to time I'm so hungry, but the food is not tasty, it's not like before.

I don't know what to do to get out of this, but I'm getting used to it, focusing myself in other things like art and stuff, trying to ignore it, so it may go away

yes, step to step, we have to overcome it, hun

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vansPALEROSE [2008-12-01 02:19:54 +0000 UTC]

I'm here for you if you need it.
I know you don't know me, but if you ever need support, I'm here.

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DeboTella [2008-04-08 01:38:59 +0000 UTC]

Very powerful, not boring but true and i'm sure that was a great release for you to write this.

Thanks for sharing.

I send my Love to you , hope this helps.

God Bless

Debo

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anaestehtic-doctor [2008-02-29 13:51:10 +0000 UTC]

hey,
just wanted to send you some strength, as good as i can from far away, over the internet.
I myself struggle with anorexia, for 7 years now. if you like you can check out my gallery, and my journal, i try to write "educational" about eating disorders and self harm. althoug if you feel that you are easily triggered, maybe you shouldnt, you know yourself best, and how much you can deal with.
anyway. keep fighting, keep working on recovery, i wish you luck from the bottom of my heart.
/A

ps: i love the poem, it so beautiful. i cried while reading it. ds

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Watchsomeone [2007-07-24 14:32:51 +0000 UTC]

amazing, you are a very strong lady =]
x

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Windra [2007-04-07 03:14:21 +0000 UTC]

Oh shit. Are you doing any better now?

Ya've got my support, kiddo. <3

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marjol3in In reply to Windra [2007-04-10 22:22:07 +0000 UTC]

I've still got an eating disorder (for 12 years now)
Something between anorexia and bulimia at the moment, but I'm stable now (the weight).

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Windra In reply to marjol3in [2007-04-11 15:53:13 +0000 UTC]

I just realized I called you a kiddo. My bad. I'm actually 18, but calling people by younger names happens to be a habit of mine.

I'm glad that your weight is stable, but to deal with such a disorder for 12 years ... That's harsh. At least you're aware of it - I'm happy for that. :] The thing that sucks about these illnesses is that the never go away, eh?

I'm just getting over one myself ... a mixmatch of anorexia nervosa and female athlete triad. Almost went through a relapse. It sucks.

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marjol3in In reply to Windra [2007-04-12 20:26:46 +0000 UTC]

It's true that a lot of people will always struggle with the food and the weight issue. It's an obsession that influenced my life 24/7 but I try to stay positive.
Making progress is my main target at the moment, taking one step at a time.

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ciel-de-noir In reply to marjol3in [2009-04-19 07:33:22 +0000 UTC]

One step at a time is all you can ask for, for sure. I'm worried you say that you still struggle strongly with an eating disorder, though, normal weight or not. You know the dangers of eating disorders all to well already, but please don't fool yourself into thinking that being at a normal weight can keep you from doing severe damage or death. Are you seeing a therapist and dietitian? Therapy really is the only way to make progress when it comes to getting really helpful coping tools and realising why you have the eating disorder in the first place.

That being said, hey, I'm Lily, and I've had an eating disorder for 15+ years. /hugs All my love and empathy.

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