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The Hurting

** UPDATE**
This is inked to a real life situation which recently had an outcome in court. You can read about in my journal here [link] and [link]

Do you think you know my pain? The colour has gone from my world, the juvenile joy I used to know has gone forever,
and I feel more defenceless than you can conceive. I cling to fragments of innocence, memories and tokens of happier times and aspirations. I battle the darkness to rekindle those tiny, fragile embers of sweeter emotions and latent strength

Do you see your legacy of self loathing and hatred in me? Do you feel the guilt and shame I carry because you rejected it? Or do you soothe yourself with delusions to quiet the protesting conscience that must stab at your soul when you sleep.

YOU are MY nightmare.

But Im only a secondary victim.. The parent

Imagine how my daughter feels…

Title and Image linked to an old song which I loved when I was at school, its seems appropriate to share the lyrics:
The Hurting – Tears for Fears (1983)
Is it an horrific dream
Am I sinking fast
Could a person be so mean
As to laugh and laugh
On my own
Could you ease my load
Could you see my Pain
Could you please explain
The Hurting

Could you understand a child
When he cries in Pain
Could you give him all he needs
Or do you feel the same
All along
You've been told you're wrong
When you felt it right
And you're left to fight
The Hurting

Get in line with the things you know
Feel the Pain
Feel the sorrow
Touch the hurt and don't let go
Get in line with the things you know
Learn to cry
Like a baby
Then the hurting won't come back

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*Black-WidoW-Stock
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~wu-stock
*Nirelstock
~necrostock
!Love-Is-All-Around
~SJ-Stock
~LeandrasStock

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May be displayed in my clubs

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Friday Favourites ~ Issue 6

Description
The Hurting

** UPDATE**
This is inked to a real life situation which recently had an outcome in court. You can read about in my journal here [link] and [link]

Do you think you know my pain? The colour has gone from my world, the juvenile joy I used to know has gone forever,
and I feel more defenceless than you can conceive. I cling to fragments of innocence, memories and tokens of happier times and aspirations. I battle the darkness to rekindle those tiny, fragile embers of sweeter emotions and latent strength

Do you see your legacy of self loathing and hatred in me? Do you feel the guilt and shame I carry because you rejected it? Or do you soothe yourself with delusions to quiet the protesting conscience that must stab at your soul when you sleep.

YOU are MY nightmare.

But Im only a secondary victim.. The parent

Imagine how my daughter feels…

Title and Image linked to an old song which I loved when I was at school, its seems appropriate to share the lyrics:
The Hurting – Tears for Fears (1983)
Is it an horrific dream
Am I sinking fast
Could a person be so mean
As to laugh and laugh
On my own
Could you ease my load
Could you see my Pain
Could you please explain
The Hurting

Could you understand a child
When he cries in Pain
Could you give him all he needs
Or do you feel the same
All along
You've been told you're wrong
When you felt it right
And you're left to fight
The Hurting

Get in line with the things you know
Feel the Pain
Feel the sorrow
Touch the hurt and don't let go
Get in line with the things you know
Learn to cry
Like a baby
Then the hurting won't come back

Stock providers:

~Vendredi13 (model)
*Black-WidoW-Stock
~dustfactory
~jadedemerald-stock
~wu-stock
*Nirelstock
~necrostock
!Love-Is-All-Around
~SJ-Stock
~LeandrasStock

Submissions

May be displayed in my clubs

Featured in News
Friday Favourites ~ Issue 6