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Hello everyone, I posted a journal 5 months ago explaining what happened to me, it took a veeery long time to recover :/ - actually its not fully gone yet, I still have to take these anxiolytics - although very small quantities now - and I still have some "blocages" about the two things I used to spend a lot of time on, 3D and video games on the Xbox, but at (long) least I'm feeling much better right now . About one month ago I tried to make a render and had to give up after only 20 mn of work (didn't make me feel any panic or anything, but I was feeling strange, it was really weird Oo), but as you can see today, I've finally managed to make one "complete" render ... Made it on 3 days, but I did it lol. 1st render I make in 7 months.

ps : I still plan to keep posting pictures sometimes, but I won't spend a lot of time doing 3D stuff on my PC as I used to do before, so I prefer to let you know (in fact, I'm back on what I used to do before jumping into Poser and 3D about 10 years ago : Playing bass guitar). I'll try to have a look on the galleries sometimes as well .

Sorry for all the personal infos, but I had the feeling it was needed this time. Anyway, I hope you'll enjoy the picture .

ps again : Thanks Meipe for th flower lei

Thanks !

Description

Hello everyone, I posted a journal 5 months ago explaining what happened to me, it took a veeery long time to recover :/ - actually its not fully gone yet, I still have to take these anxiolytics - although very small quantities now - and I still have some "blocages" about the two things I used to spend a lot of time on, 3D and video games on the Xbox, but at (long) least I'm feeling much better right now . About one month ago I tried to make a render and had to give up after only 20 mn of work (didn't make me feel any panic or anything, but I was feeling strange, it was really weird Oo), but as you can see today, I've finally managed to make one "complete" render ... Made it on 3 days, but I did it lol. 1st render I make in 7 months.

ps : I still plan to keep posting pictures sometimes, but I won't spend a lot of time doing 3D stuff on my PC as I used to do before, so I prefer to let you know (in fact, I'm back on what I used to do before jumping into Poser and 3D about 10 years ago : Playing bass guitar). I'll try to have a look on the galleries sometimes as well .

Sorry for all the personal infos, but I had the feeling it was needed this time. Anyway, I hope you'll enjoy the picture .

ps again : Thanks Meipe for th flower lei

Thanks !