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You are very welcome...
It's amazing how many people can relate to this image..Β
I thought I was the only craycray person out there who can't seem to stay in the present..Β
For a moment actually, I wanted to redirect you to this image, because I didn't see what you were replying under (Inbox system is a bit of a strain for my reading eyes..)
But I'm glad you are able to understand it better now..
I didn't for a while either until I finally opened up to my therapists about what was going...Β
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I think everyone often tends to lapse out from the present from time to time, I mean, we always think about the past and how it affected us, how it changed us, you know. And then I assume we all have goals and dreams for the future; certainly, we almost always want a better future for ourselves... So, you know, with all those thoughts in our head all the time, especially for people who tend to think about things more at length; and it really is so hard for many people to stay in the present moment. Our uni's wellbeing service actually runs a mindfulness workshop... anyway I'm just rambling at this point.
I've already discussed this with my mentor and he knows a fair bit about it, with me he says it's part of my Asperger's, he has dealt with autistic students before, so he tells me. But yeah, I've got my disability adviser appointment coming up in a couple of weeks, so I'm gonna bring my laptop along to that, talk about this kind of thing and show her this image, see what she makes of it. Hopefully she'll understand that whole static thing with your eyes when your mental images take over everything.
I'll keep you posted on what happens.
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Your art is freaking AMAZING.Β
Thank you for this awesome drawings, they are helping me. Every time I see your art I feel like: wow, this is me, my feelings, my life. And this feeling is what I need, because I don't feel like "myself" (or something like this, I can't explain)Β
This kinda art makes me feel like I am not alone! Thank you soo much! It's helps A LOT <3
I have/had a crapy childhood or life or whatever, and you know, people saying: "It's going to bee aaall riiiight" with their irritative sound tone, but you know that fact this is actually not true, it's a crap.
You're depressed, you're sick and you had enough for a lifetime, but... it never ends.
You carrying this things for ever, and if you thinks that it's over.. well, it's not at all. (I just cried my soul out in a comment.. totally normal?)
So be strong, and try to make your life happy, good, or just not depressing. I'm with you... I don't know you, but.. I guess I know the feeling.
I hope u will be be okay. *big hug*
(sorry about my grammar, i'm sick and i can't think... sorry. I hope you get my message anyway from this comment.)
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Thank you so, so much...
this comment really comforts me..
I'm very happy that you can identify and find something in these artworks that will help you along the way.
That is very important to me! And also makes me feel less alone with the feedbacks...
I completely understand what you mean with people trying to cover up your pain with pretty words. It's quite a punch sometimes because it really feels empty at times...Β
I wish the very best for you. *big big hug!*
Please don't feel embarrassed about crying out... This makes me even more happy because it shows me that you are able to get something out of yourself by writing this...Β
Take good care of yourself!!
(and no worries about your grammar! As long as I understand you and that I do perfectly well.. (: )
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oh dear...
i suffer a lot from dissociation myself....
its terrible and weird to sit in a room but somehow fall out of existence...
*hugs you tightly*
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-hugs back tightly-Β
Yes.. time just.. stops and moves at a fast rate at the same time...
I'm sorry you suffer from this too..
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oh dear Sister.
During this, I have looked deep into your eyes to try to find you
This really impressed me. The animation immediately caught me off guard and I became alarmed at her facial expression as she stands there while her soul changes channels.
Poor sweetheart. *takes her hand and leads her to the sofa and stays beside her*
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I miss having you here when I do...
The room feels cold and lonely when I come back to my senses..
Thank you...
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"Enough is enough. Stop this already." -Something someone said to someone who looks and feels like me but isn't.
Haunting...
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Yes.. Thank you..Β
P.S. I always look forward what quote you come up with next! Thank you for always doing them!
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ich mag wie der hintergrund immer weiter verwischt und immer unwirklicher erscheint...
wenn man sich wΓΌnscht, dass das alles nicht zu einem gehΓΆrt...
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So ging es mir wΓ€hrend ich es gemalt habe...
ich wollte einfach dass, was ich gedacht habe zu malen...
nicht zur wirklichkeit gehΓΆrt...
vielen dank...
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ich verstehe... so bilder schiebe ich auch noch vor mir her... aber ich brings nicht ΓΌber mich. ich finds super, dass du es trotzdem schaffst die bilder zu zeichnen.
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Ich kann mich etwas von dem GefΓΌhl lΓΆsen wenn ich es schaffe zu zeichnen..
Sie sind mir unheimlich wichtig und freue mich wenn es anderen auch helfen kann..Β
Danke..!!
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mmm interessant. bei mir ist es eher, ich durchlebe die gefΓΌhle in dem bild nochmal und danach, wenn ich es abgeschlossen habe, geht es etwas besser.
immer gerne.
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"The memories just won't stop haunting my mind, no matter how much I try to toss them aside and move on..." said my thoughts.
I can relate to this piece very much.
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Aaagghhnng... Yes...Β
not.. stopp.. aaghh...
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That's a wonderful effect with the eyes.. It feels like they're really driving a sense that there's no signal between mind and body.. And I like the strands of hair that are just laying on her lip.. They also give the sense that she's not there enough to brush them to the side.. I want to guard her until she reconnects to herself..
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-clings tightly to-Β
Chris.Β
Do you remember?
....
I don't remember.....
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-holds closely and strokes mali's hair-
I remember.. I feel like I remember many things..not all of everything, but much of them.. If you don't remember..or can't remember..chances are I'll remember them for you..
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Sometimes, I really wish you wouldn't.
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Very haunting, just to look at, I like it.
It does indeed look like something is creeping up from the background...
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The act itself is.. ..hauntingly curseful...
Thank you!
It's the memories.. yes...
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Memories can be quite evil...
but likewise, can be incredibly sweet... either way, memories are incredibly powerful...Β
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They are indeed...Β
I often think how life would be without any of them..Β
An empty shell..
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It scares me how well you captured this feeling.. even the open mouth.....
I use to think everyone did this. When I was little I was always waving my hand in front of my mother's stare trying to get her to snap back into reality.. and my friends always did it to me... My teachers use to get so mad though because they thought I was ignoring them... one time my math teacher threw a textbook at me trying to get my attention.
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I'm sorry you were mistreated like that..Β
I used to think this was a normal as well..
Only years later in therapy did I realize that I was dissociating in very unhealthy and dangerous amounts...Β
Thank you for noticing the details... -sighs- .. u u..
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I am always haunted by my memories....even though I try to distance myself from them...
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I think we just have to learn to live with them quietly..
instead of trying to fight against them..
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I'm trying...but they are too loud...I can't stand it...
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I don't know how to quiet them down either...Β
I usually resort to eating very spicy stuff to bring me back to reality...
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oh, now I want wasabi....or some spicy ramen....
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That would be wonderful, wouldn't it. qwq;;
If I could, I would join you in a quiet little table
Where we could eat in comfy silence
And exchange small smiles to each other while we enjoy our nourishment..
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That would be so nice... (^_^)
oh Grace...why are we so sad...when even the simple things make us so happy...?
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Because it is just that - the simple things - that makes us appreciate them so much more-- because we are so sad.
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it looks like something behind her is coming closer..
she has beautiful eyes
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The memories... the memories...
Aaa.. thank you...
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memories that can't be forgotten.?
you're welcome cutie //huggles
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i hope one day they disappear..
or at least they won't hurt you..;;
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Reliving those moments always does hurt...
but thank you..
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poor Pain.. //hugs tight
how are you.? are you still sick? ;;
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A bit yes.. It's this sort of sickness that won't properly come out but comes in bursts of pain..Β
It's so strange...
-huggles tight-
Are you doing well yourself?
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mm i can only imagine how hard it must be ;;
sighs..
i think i am! i'm in pretty good mood lately, i wish i could give a part of my happiness to you
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It makes me happy to know that you are in good mood. (: ..
I know you suffer as well, so keep that mood tightly with you...!
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i was..Β
thank you for your kind words hah β₯Β
have a good day/night and smile more often~ //pets your head
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