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Published: 2016-07-01 00:20:30 +0000 UTC; Views: 2176; Favourites: 97; Downloads: 28
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Description If I can't fight it... I'll consume it...
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hyungshi [2016-07-09 00:58:59 +0000 UTC]

you die like angels sing...

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paintausea In reply to hyungshi [2016-07-10 13:04:46 +0000 UTC]

ย //curdling blind red bubble noises

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AbbyKaskaya [2016-07-08 03:12:12 +0000 UTC]

I love you dear...i hope youre alright

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paintausea In reply to AbbyKaskaya [2016-07-10 13:04:03 +0000 UTC]

That's sweet of you... I am just .. kinda surviving..

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AbbyKaskaya In reply to paintausea [2016-07-10 21:10:44 +0000 UTC]

aww its okay my dear..i know your feeling *hugs and kisses and stuff* it will be okay

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RotmetX [2016-07-05 03:52:17 +0000 UTC]

Great...

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paintausea In reply to RotmetX [2016-07-05 13:12:35 +0000 UTC]

Thank you..

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CrimsonBlackX [2016-07-02 22:03:01 +0000 UTC]

Looking great!

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paintausea In reply to CrimsonBlackX [2016-07-03 08:38:22 +0000 UTC]

Thank you..! (:

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Vladimir32 [2016-07-01 17:49:56 +0000 UTC]

Spectacular sense of listlessness... being helpless and fully subject to the whims of chaos.

And I know it's a small thing, but I love the shading on the neck and collarbone.

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paintausea In reply to Vladimir32 [2016-07-01 22:00:22 +0000 UTC]

Yes.. quite accurate...ย 
Thank you for noticing that little thing!
I have a certain attraction to collarbones.. โ™ฅ

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Vladimir32 In reply to paintausea [2016-07-02 01:50:12 +0000 UTC]

I like to give credit where credit is due! ^^

It is an intriguingly expressive part of the body that most people don't think about. The muscles straining through the skin... the hollows and contours among the bones... they all communicate something.

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paintausea In reply to Vladimir32 [2016-10-11 22:41:28 +0000 UTC]

I love your eye for these things.. (:

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Vladimir32 In reply to paintausea [2016-10-12 00:38:03 +0000 UTC]

D'aw, shucks... *blushes*

My eyes should should consider themselves lucky to have such powerful work to look at! ^-^

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paintausea In reply to Vladimir32 [2016-10-17 18:23:01 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha.. adorable โ™ฅ

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Omenomicon [2016-07-01 09:10:38 +0000 UTC]

Serenely foreboding... What a cold void to float through and consume.
Consuming in so much of such things at once is bound to make one sick. I wonder if you eat it a little at a time does one build up a sort of tolerance...

It's wonderful to see you and your work again.ย 

โ™กส˜โ™ก

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paintausea In reply to Omenomicon [2016-07-01 21:59:12 +0000 UTC]

I do wonder about this myself...ย 
Perhaps if you give up and decay in it for a while..ย 
You'll be able to tolerate much more than just your own darkness..ย 

Thank you so much.. ! I am happy that you are still here..

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Omenomicon In reply to paintausea [2016-07-04 09:04:41 +0000 UTC]

Mm... Lying in it rots the nerves and makes one feel numb to their darkness and the darkness of others.
I remember it, sometimes revisit this place... Now i go to intense but contained anger instead of numbness.

Aha, this makes me smile. I'll always be here i think. Silent a lot, but still here..

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paintausea In reply to Omenomicon [2016-10-11 22:25:02 +0000 UTC]

I think you should give your dear anger a safe space somewhere..ย 
It is there for a reason.. Don't fight against..!

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Omenomicon In reply to paintausea [2016-10-12 10:45:08 +0000 UTC]

I try to give it space in my drawings when i can, but a lot of the time i am not able to because i am away from my laptop or sketchbook.
This house does not like anger anyway... So yeah, I'll hide it in my drawings..!

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paintausea In reply to Omenomicon [2016-10-17 18:18:11 +0000 UTC]

No need to hide it.. You're drawings accept you..!

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ReverieRose [2016-07-01 05:34:52 +0000 UTC]

I love the swirl to the image and how the texture of the liquid looks. The hair is especially nice.ย 
You did a good job portraying decay.ย 

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paintausea In reply to ReverieRose [2016-07-01 21:57:35 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much..!
This piece was actually done a while ago.. but I've been too anxious to upload anything as I've also been so overwhelmed with many things..
I appreciate your kind compliments.. Thank you!

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ReverieRose In reply to paintausea [2016-07-02 01:21:24 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you felt well enough to post!ย 
You're welcome.ย 

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Cerecin [2016-07-01 03:29:29 +0000 UTC]

"The waves will drag you down, unless you fight to shore." -A passive thought

I always look forward to seeing your work.

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paintausea In reply to Cerecin [2016-07-01 21:56:46 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for always being there..

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Cerecin In reply to paintausea [2016-07-02 02:42:09 +0000 UTC]

Always always! That's a promise!

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Fat-Butt [2016-07-01 00:30:23 +0000 UTC]

It's good to see you again.

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paintausea In reply to Fat-Butt [2016-07-01 00:47:43 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry.. Internet - mental - tablet - problems, has all made me not be available for a while..
I hope you have been well..

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Fat-Butt In reply to paintausea [2016-07-01 12:44:06 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I've been great! I was diagnosed with OCD a few weeks ago, and the first thought that came to mind was "Oh, that explains aย lot!"

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paintausea In reply to Fat-Butt [2016-07-01 21:56:27 +0000 UTC]

Oh dear, that's quite an info.
I hope you are able to find your way through the diagnose and find enough support to get through..
Take care of yourself!

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Fat-Butt In reply to paintausea [2016-07-02 02:09:59 +0000 UTC]

Eheh, thanks.

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tnyadtorboopnmi In reply to Fat-Butt [2016-07-01 14:47:39 +0000 UTC]

Hey there, just a friend of Pai's. I'm glad your diagnosis has given you a sense of reassurance (if that's the right word to use).

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paintausea In reply to tnyadtorboopnmi [2016-07-01 21:55:37 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for helping me out and keeping the conversation and love alive...ย 

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tnyadtorboopnmi In reply to paintausea [2016-07-02 17:36:28 +0000 UTC]

Egh, it was just a few words, nothing more...!
I'm glad you find comfort in it, though!

IF LOVE DIES IMMA START EATING ALL DA BLACK TAR DERE IZ IN DA WURLD!!! >8-U *nomnomnomnomnomnomupchucknomnomnom*

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Fat-Butt In reply to tnyadtorboopnmi [2016-07-01 15:58:28 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

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