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Published: 2009-11-12 02:24:05 +0000 UTC; Views: 3972; Favourites: 128; Downloads: 36
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Description I'm actually pretty thrilled with how this came out!
Just in case you're interested, I was sort of inspired by this song from the 9 soundtrack: [link]
General: I kind of wanted to do something that was a more complete sort of picture-fic about Near without breaking out of his character...sort of show things that he wouldn't share with other people without making him act ooc. actually, I think I pushed it here, bc I don't think he'd save things from before the House, but oh well.
item notes...
-you can listen to the marcello oboe concerto here: [link]
-I was thinking of the safe deposit box containing the BB case file book (AN).
feel free to ask questions if things aren't clear...

DN belongs to Ohba and Obata. I also don't own Marcello's oboe concerto or the Toronto Police logo. stock textures from various sources.

may repost.
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Comments: 62

Sarapsys In reply to ??? [2013-12-05 20:00:40 +0000 UTC]

thanks, glad you liked it  

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Nekogami13 [2013-07-16 02:50:21 +0000 UTC]

O.O I love all the detail and feeling in this <3

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Sarapsys In reply to Nekogami13 [2013-07-16 12:03:57 +0000 UTC]

ty

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Pkmnhearts [2013-06-30 21:31:58 +0000 UTC]

Aww, poor Near. Great job on the picture though.

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Sarapsys In reply to Pkmnhearts [2013-07-01 01:02:07 +0000 UTC]

ty

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transparent-soul [2011-10-07 22:44:25 +0000 UTC]

Omg, you made Near Canadian. Are you Canadian too (even though it says US on your profile)?

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Sarapsys In reply to transparent-soul [2011-10-08 03:22:31 +0000 UTC]

nope. just seemed to fit.

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pralinkova-princezna [2011-07-30 14:46:06 +0000 UTC]

Wow that is powerful, with the little article!

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TheUmagineer [2010-10-08 16:39:37 +0000 UTC]

awww, this makes me just want to run up to near and hug him
i love the tiny near with his family, but it kind of makes me sad too ;-;
poor near

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VictorianStripes [2010-03-05 03:58:51 +0000 UTC]

am i anywhere close to being right in saying that, in this, Near is dead as far as everyone else is concerned. i read the newspaper article and i started thinking...

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Sarapsys In reply to VictorianStripes [2010-03-05 16:44:04 +0000 UTC]

Well, it's sorta hard to pick up on bc of the way i ended up cropping the pic, but yes and no. At the time the article was printed it was believed the entire River family was killed in the fire, in my lil' "fic". The incident report beside it dates from a couple days later, when the cleanup crew found the boy in the wreckage. I never included anything about how he ended up at the House.

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VictorianStripes In reply to Sarapsys [2010-03-06 02:56:28 +0000 UTC]

ahh, thank you!

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15XsecondsXtoXarsa [2009-11-29 17:04:44 +0000 UTC]

this is such an original idea! i love i it's all very well put-together.

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Sarapsys In reply to 15XsecondsXtoXarsa [2009-11-30 00:20:02 +0000 UTC]

well, i've seen the technique used for other stuff before, so not completely original. but thanks! ^^

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15XsecondsXtoXarsa In reply to Sarapsys [2009-11-30 00:22:45 +0000 UTC]

it's original in terms of DN fanart.

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Sarapsys In reply to 15XsecondsXtoXarsa [2009-11-30 00:23:53 +0000 UTC]

fair enough lol.

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lunniysobol [2009-11-20 20:39:54 +0000 UTC]

Pictures are better then boring letters in text.

I meant, have you ever had ideas of your own book (comic), not based on work of another author? In any way, you have big potential in creating of new worlds

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Sarapsys In reply to lunniysobol [2009-11-21 17:38:56 +0000 UTC]

oh! ummm, well yes actually. i do have quite a lot of sketchy character outlines and scraps of plot ideas lying around, and actually here in my gallery i have a few pictures and sketches of original characters i've been playing around with and developing. i think i also have a couple short stories on here somewhere.

that being said, i feel like i'm in a sort of long-term development stage right now. i'd love to publish work, but i feel that 1. my drawing is not yet good enough to publish and 2. my ideas are not yet developed enough to be able to gather into a coherent plot yet. right now i'm concentrating more on practicing, getting better, and just letting ideas come together in my head. in addition to that, i'm currently still in grad school, and so unfortunately drawing and writing is something i do on the side; it can't really be my first priority right now, so i don't have the time i would want to dedicate to a serious original work. i definitely see professional graphic novel or comic writing as something i might want to do in the future, once my style is more mature and solidified, and i have a stable career that i can depend on. i'm not in a particular hurry to be publishing comics, i'd rather take my time and feel like i did my own characters justice. with this, with fanart, it's not so much of a big deal, i guess. i can play around with styles and things because i'm not having to spend a ton of time inventing characters from scratch. this way, too, i'm more likely to get feedback, to figure out what works and what doesn't, both in terms of plotline and pacing, and in the drawing style. i see fandom as a really good place to practice fundamentals, basically, so that later, in 5 or 10 years when i'm ready to start putting my own stuff into a real story, i'm more confident and experienced in my work.

sorry, that explanation turned out way longer than i intended it to be!

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lunniysobol In reply to Sarapsys [2009-11-21 18:37:56 +0000 UTC]

Good luck. Don't stop, that's most important.

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Sarapsys In reply to lunniysobol [2009-11-22 01:45:27 +0000 UTC]

thanks!

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lunniysobol [2009-11-19 16:52:56 +0000 UTC]

You should write your own story.

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Sarapsys In reply to lunniysobol [2009-11-19 21:44:55 +0000 UTC]

I'm not so great at writing fanfic--I used to do it a lot more, but the more I get used to drawing the harder I find it to write...I end up describing stuff like facial expressions too much, because I'm thinking of the ideas the same way I would for a drawing. Also, I find it difficult to decide where a fic should end, and how much plot it should have (vs. being a sort of snapshot moment). It comes a lot more naturally to me to do it this way. But maybe I will, eventually, lol.

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kiwiC0 [2009-11-13 07:48:15 +0000 UTC]

Homg so much love for this, you have no idea. I wanna thank you for this, it makes me want to write. (gah, linda ) this picture is somehow incredibly emotional in such little things.

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Sarapsys In reply to kiwiC0 [2009-11-13 13:49:42 +0000 UTC]

yay! i love making people want to write/expand/spin off ideas. thanks, i'm glad you like it! ^^

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Jori-Ness [2009-11-13 01:29:34 +0000 UTC]

LOVE IT. <3

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MargaretLegs [2009-11-13 00:31:56 +0000 UTC]

I love how you personalize the Death Note characters so well! It's very original of you [the irony of fan art!!]

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Sarapsys In reply to MargaretLegs [2009-11-13 02:32:36 +0000 UTC]

thanks!

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VAm310 [2009-11-12 16:16:59 +0000 UTC]

...You have no idea how much I love this. Near is my all time fav DN chara and he's definitely among my top 3 fav anime charas ever too. But there is little fanarts/fics about him that show his history, his inner thoughts and his relationship with the people around him (exepct the BL stuff, but that's another story). I know he's hard to figure out, but that just makes him more interesting to me. And it kinda annoys me when I see that Matt, who didn't have much to do with anything, gets a hell a lot biographies written by his fan(girl)s.

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Sarapsys In reply to VAm310 [2009-11-12 23:10:58 +0000 UTC]

glad you like it! ^^ he's my fav too...it actually creeps me out a little to glance back through my gallery and realize how much crap i've drawn about Near >.> <.< but yeah, we know so little about him other than his work that it makes me really curious.

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VAm310 In reply to Sarapsys [2009-11-13 16:45:43 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, the creators should do a spinn-off that tells about the wammy kids' past.

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YoyoIlluser [2009-11-12 16:05:56 +0000 UTC]

I really love the concept you drew of Mello sending his picture back, with his own little letter to Near...That was, in my opinion, really touching, and it could show that Mello trusts Near with his face, and the fact that with him sending the photo...He's come to terms with the truth of everything, and is willing to do what he can, his last mission...I feel Mello kidnapped Takada in order to save Near...And sending back his photo with the message, he was in a way telling Near goodbye and to beat Kira...

Squeeee! I adore it! The little picture of himself and Mello drawn by Linda that he kept...Depicting a happier moment...Most likely a precious memory...

Also, really nice concept of Near's parents! Mommy and daddy look really nice, and if it was fire in which they went...Fire must have a deep, scarring meaning to Near, considering Mello left him in almost the same exact way...

Argh...My long post...Sorry, anyway, I love this picture! It's so sad, and touching, and amazing, at the same time!^^

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Sarapsys In reply to YoyoIlluser [2009-11-12 23:09:39 +0000 UTC]

thanks! ^^
and no need to apologize! i love long comments. i can never really gauge how well the meanings i try to put in are actually coming across to people, so it's really helpful for me when someone actually says what they made of it!

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DeBeginning [2009-11-12 10:27:03 +0000 UTC]

It's such a nice way you have to go so deeply inside a character's psichology ...and ok this may be the 3rd time I tell you the same thing-but it's true.
I should be working, instead of being here meditating on this picture, but it's nice to dig deep into details
Mello's note...How sad -and sort of friendly, still (you already knew I consider M friendly )
And, since the key has the same number Mello wrote on his photo..did he leave the photo in a safety box for N, being sure to die before him? That's even sadder.
(I love how you made the slight folding of the photo corner, but that's a minor detail).
How creepy the "Death" tarot, and how sad of him to keep it as a memo with the other papers.
How did you make each document details? I mean, did you write by yourself each text, using a different font, etc. or did you use some real articles as a reference, or something? They're perfect.

What else..Keep up the awesome work!

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Sarapsys In reply to DeBeginning [2009-11-12 14:59:19 +0000 UTC]

Um, close on the box thing--the box number is written on the note, so I kinda had it figured that Mello left both the photo and key with Halle or somewhere where Near would certainly find it, and left his book (Another Note) in the box for Near to read.

I did do the documents in photoshop as well, with textboxes and such...i did each of the paper pieces in this picture in a separate file, and then arranged them all in one big file and did some lighting and the 3d objects. with some of them, like the news clipping and the music, I used stock images of paper and layered them in to give my documents a more weathered look. Actually, writing the news article was the hardest part for me! News writing is so different from fiction writing :S I did sort of look over some news articles for ideas for wording, but I made up the text myself.

thanks! ^^

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DeBeginning In reply to Sarapsys [2009-11-12 22:39:28 +0000 UTC]

Wow, I knew you surely have made some kind of ingenious work on them. And texts, wow! The police report slightly underlined, the news article, they're all great
Thank you for the detailed explanation! (how many things to learn!! )
And you're welcome!

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Sarapsys In reply to DeBeginning [2009-11-12 23:07:30 +0000 UTC]

np, i could blather on and on about junk like that if prompted, hehe.

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DeBeginning In reply to Sarapsys [2009-11-12 23:59:27 +0000 UTC]

hahaha well that blathering was illuminating...please blather whenever you want to!

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call-is-on [2009-11-12 09:38:43 +0000 UTC]

Awwwwwww

So sad Mello's last note T___T

YOu have made a French fan cry XD

I think it's near or Roger who blac out the eyes T__T

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Sarapsys In reply to call-is-on [2009-11-12 14:47:51 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, in my mental story, Near blacked out the eyes when he found out that there was a possibility of Kira killing only with a face, unsure of whether the power extended to drawings but unwilling to get rid of it.

awww!

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call-is-on In reply to Sarapsys [2009-11-12 17:27:38 +0000 UTC]

Kyaaaaaa \>o
So cute XD

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AN-Pseudonym [2009-11-12 08:41:11 +0000 UTC]

Who blacked out the eyes on Linda's drawing? Near?

Great idea - great picture.

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Sarapsys In reply to AN-Pseudonym [2009-11-12 14:47:17 +0000 UTC]

In my mental story, Near blacked out the eyes when he found out that there was a possibility of Kira killing only with a face, unsure of whether the power extended to drawings but unwilling to get rid of it. I always kind of imagine that before Near left the House he gathered up anything he could find on Mello or himself and destroyed it all in one go, keeping only what he thought he could later use. :\
Thanks! ^^

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AN-Pseudonym In reply to Sarapsys [2009-11-12 16:17:26 +0000 UTC]

I see! That makes sense, I never thought of that!

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Teams--Black [2009-11-12 04:22:23 +0000 UTC]

'N, you better make damn sure I see Kira in Hell before I see you here, M'
PURE EPIC WIN! this is my fav part! I love it!!! You're brilliant!!

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Sarapsys In reply to Teams--Black [2009-11-12 14:52:38 +0000 UTC]

thanks! ^^

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ToysAndChocolate [2009-11-12 04:14:23 +0000 UTC]

Amaizing...! I just didn't understand the Toronto's things the key is connected to the BB case?
Also, the song of the concerto is lovely... Is the type of thing I can imagine Near listening to
It's kinda sad too... aww *cuddles Near*

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Sarapsys In reply to ToysAndChocolate [2009-11-12 14:52:27 +0000 UTC]

The Toronto news clipping is about the fire Near's parents died in, and at the time, people thought the kid had died in too. The police report describes how Near was found in the ruins of the house a few days later, still alive. The key opens a safe deposit box at Mizuho Bank; I don't know if you've read Another Note, but the whole book is supposedly written by Mello for L's successor, so in my little fiction here Mello has left the book behind in the safebox for Near.
thanks, i'm glad you like it! ^^

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ToysAndChocolate In reply to Sarapsys [2009-11-12 16:54:13 +0000 UTC]

I read it~ Oh it all makes sense! XD And makes more intersting You're welcome, and thanks for explaining it! <3

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Sarapsys In reply to ToysAndChocolate [2009-11-12 23:00:44 +0000 UTC]

np

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LordOnisyr [2009-11-12 02:58:15 +0000 UTC]

This is an amazing idea. Very simple yet tells so much about Near's life. The little note from Mello really gets me as does the photo of his parents with the sheet music is so profound. I love all the attention to detail you have here, including Linda's signature on the drawing with the year. Though the case file and the article just gets me, especially juxtaposed with the photo.

Though on a side note: Near's Canadian? That makes me happy because I make L Canadian in my universe. I've also been playing with a fic that shows snippets of L's life story too so this charges the muses a little.

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