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Alright. Ya'll seriously need to go easy on me. This is the first drawing I've actually done and finished in quite awhile since I fractured my wrist. It took a few days to work on it and complete it and I'm still not entirely happy with it, but my wrist doesn't always like to cooperate either. So, I am well aware of the faults in this piece, so please no critique. I'm working on trying to get back on my feet after my injury. I'm pretty rusty and it's gonna take a little time to get back into the swing of things, so yeah.

Anyway, sorry for the over-abundance of Supernatural stuff as of late, guys. My apologies. I'm just really in fangirl mode atm what with all the spoiler goodies and stuff they're releasing for Season 6, it's kinda smacking me full blown. Not only that, but I just love Sam. He's gotta be one of the most awesome characters I've seen on a TV show in a long long time. Not only that, but Jared Padalecki plays him. So that could have a lot to do with it too. Anyway, this drawing comes from a recent oneshot story I wrote called Reprieve for Sam. It's a little story that takes place in Season 4 after episode 4 titled Metamorphosis. If you're interested in reading it, then please click here: [link]

Sam's pretty broken up in this picture because of some things his brother said to him earlier on in the episode which made Sam think. Here's the scene in my story where this drawing takes place:

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"I'm not sure if I even deserve to be inside of here right now, or even if I deserve to be talking to You," the young Winchester began nervously. "But I honestly wasn't sure where else to go." Sam sighed, dropping his head and ran a hand through his damp locks. "I've done some things in my life that I'm not happy with, that I'm not proud of. I'm just...I'm so sorry for everything that's happened because of me. I keep trying so hard to redeem myself. I just wanted to do something good for people. I never wanted to stop helping people, ever. I still want to keep fighting and saving people's lives, but it's so hard to think of myself as somebody good when I have this...disease inside of me. I mean, it's even made Dean change how he feels about me. I know now that he knows the truth about me, he's never going to look at me the same again."

Sam could feel an ache beginning to build up in his chest and the iron fist was starting to squeeze again, only this time a new fissure began opening up in his heart. Sam brought his hand up to his face, holding the bridge of his nose between his thumb and forefinger. He laughed bitterly. "I suppose who could blame him really. I mean I kept the truth from him. I lied to him. It was my brother's dying wish that I didn't use my-my...abilities, and I went against that. I betrayed him, and that's one of the worst things a little brother could do to his older brother. Especially when he was suffering in Hell for me. I let Ruby trick me into learning to use my abilities against my brother's wishes, even though I knew it'd upset him, I still did it because I was so desperate to save him. I was selfish, and it was wrong of me. He's seen what I can do, and now he thinks I'm a freak. He's right though. I am a freak. I'm not human, and I do deserve to be hunted. I'm not human," the young hunter reiterated.

Sam's voice broke, and he could feel his throat tightening, the sting of traitorous tears creeping under his eyelids. The young Winchester swallowed hard and closed his hazel eyes, doing his best to force them back with not much luck. A sob built up in his chest, and he rested his forehead against his arm, hiding his face from sight. "Just please, please forgive me for everything," Sam whispered.
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So there ya have it! If you're curious about what happens next, then please read the story! But yeah, anyway, a little angsty, heartbroken Sam for ya'll. Hope you guys enjoy it, despite it's many many flaws!

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Alright. Ya'll seriously need to go easy on me. This is the first drawing I've actually done and finished in quite awhile since I fractured my wrist. It took a few days to work on it and complete it and I'm still not entirely happy with it, but my wrist doesn't always like to cooperate either. So, I am well aware of the faults in this piece, so please no critique. I'm working on trying to get back on my feet after my injury. I'm pretty rusty and it's gonna take a little time to get back into the swing of things, so yeah.

Anyway, sorry for the over-abundance of Supernatural stuff as of late, guys. My apologies. I'm just really in fangirl mode atm what with all the spoiler goodies and stuff they're releasing for Season 6, it's kinda smacking me full blown. Not only that, but I just love Sam. He's gotta be one of the most awesome characters I've seen on a TV show in a long long time. Not only that, but Jared Padalecki plays him. So that could have a lot to do with it too. Anyway, this drawing comes from a recent oneshot story I wrote called Reprieve for Sam. It's a little story that takes place in Season 4 after episode 4 titled Metamorphosis. If you're interested in reading it, then please click here: [link]

Sam's pretty broken up in this picture because of some things his brother said to him earlier on in the episode which made Sam think. Here's the scene in my story where this drawing takes place:

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"I'm not sure if I even deserve to be inside of here right now, or even if I deserve to be talking to You," the young Winchester began nervously. "But I honestly wasn't sure where else to go." Sam sighed, dropping his head and ran a hand through his damp locks. "I've done some things in my life that I'm not happy with, that I'm not proud of. I'm just...I'm so sorry for everything that's happened because of me. I keep trying so hard to redeem myself. I just wanted to do something good for people. I never wanted to stop helping people, ever. I still want to keep fighting and saving people's lives, but it's so hard to think of myself as somebody good when I have this...disease inside of me. I mean, it's even made Dean change how he feels about me. I know now that he knows the truth about me, he's never going to look at me the same again."

Sam could feel an ache beginning to build up in his chest and the iron fist was starting to squeeze again, only this time a new fissure began opening up in his heart. Sam brought his hand up to his face, holding the bridge of his nose between his thumb and forefinger. He laughed bitterly. "I suppose who could blame him really. I mean I kept the truth from him. I lied to him. It was my brother's dying wish that I didn't use my-my...abilities, and I went against that. I betrayed him, and that's one of the worst things a little brother could do to his older brother. Especially when he was suffering in Hell for me. I let Ruby trick me into learning to use my abilities against my brother's wishes, even though I knew it'd upset him, I still did it because I was so desperate to save him. I was selfish, and it was wrong of me. He's seen what I can do, and now he thinks I'm a freak. He's right though. I am a freak. I'm not human, and I do deserve to be hunted. I'm not human," the young hunter reiterated.

Sam's voice broke, and he could feel his throat tightening, the sting of traitorous tears creeping under his eyelids. The young Winchester swallowed hard and closed his hazel eyes, doing his best to force them back with not much luck. A sob built up in his chest, and he rested his forehead against his arm, hiding his face from sight. "Just please, please forgive me for everything," Sam whispered.
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So there ya have it! If you're curious about what happens next, then please read the story! But yeah, anyway, a little angsty, heartbroken Sam for ya'll. Hope you guys enjoy it, despite it's many many flaws!