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ComaBlackxx [2007-11-17 22:31:50 +0000 UTC]
You're so talented.
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kusomonster [2007-07-29 20:50:27 +0000 UTC]
I found this painting very interesting.... every time I sign back on to deviantart I look at it.... I'm still trying to get what you're saying in the painting.... after a while of thinking about it I think I'm coming close to what you're saying, but there's some things I still need to know. Because rain is mentioned in both the title and the words in the painting... is it also a symbol of anything? And is the fiend reaching out to something, maybe the rain? And going to to the comment where you explained the symbolism of the lightbulb flower you said "Here,it is a symbol of artificial light = Artificial hope = A substitute for the real thing = A drug. Just like the fiend above. He's both a drug and an addict. Addicted to the minds of those addicted to him. Still,it's a lightbulb flower for the flower implies about something exquisite...as well as something growing,something living. A creature. The lightbulb is an object. A lightbulb flower is a living thing - and only living things can be addicts." does that mean that the lightbulb flower also represents the minds of those addicted to the fiend? Eh, sorry about all the questions, lol ^_^
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Soulstripper In reply to kusomonster [2007-08-12 09:48:16 +0000 UTC]
I'm sorry it took me so long to reply. This is a very clever comment. I'm glad you're so interested in this painting, so I'll try to reply to all your questions.
In this picture,the rain is a symbol of pain. The fiend is reaching to get out,reaching for the rain,because pain is what calls him out,what brings him to life. He himsef is a drug,a painkiller,and the addict needs him to stop the pain. Still,he is an addict too,because he's addicted to being needed by those addicted to him. As for the lightbulb flower,it represents the mind of the fiend. He's like a lightbulb,artificial light. He's artificial hope for those addicted to him. He gives them fake light when there is no sun, gives them fake happiness when they can't get any real happiness. And this brings forward the everlasting drug and drug-addict relationship,when the addict needs the drug,and the drug needs the addict,because it needs to feel needed. That's why I wrote "who needs who". Well,I dunno if that made it any clearer for you,but I hope I helped...
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Kurai-the-Bleeding [2007-07-14 02:09:38 +0000 UTC]
Oh wow... My heart hurt when I looked at this. It's so brilliant, though it made me sad. I loved your description of the lightbulb flower. You put SOOO much emotion into your work, as I've said before... Just amazing..
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density-tmr [2007-07-12 21:25:16 +0000 UTC]
Excellent artwork - fits together really well. A special well done for the shape of the hands.
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Soulstripper In reply to density-tmr [2007-07-13 16:24:28 +0000 UTC]
Thank you,I'm glad you like it. Yeah,I worked on the hands the most. i had forgotten how nice it was to draw sophisticated hands.
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OHdetreORIGINAUX [2007-07-12 05:32:38 +0000 UTC]
I love the style of this picture.
Myyy dear.
And the symbolism? Symbolism makes everything a million times better.
Overall, it's absolutely stunning. :]
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Shiny-Marble [2007-07-11 08:00:12 +0000 UTC]
That is truly powerful. The expression is deep and to me seems almost wounded.
May I ask what the lightbulb plant represents?
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Soulstripper In reply to Shiny-Marble [2007-07-11 09:08:55 +0000 UTC]
Thank you. It is wounded,and it can wound too. Fiend,like I said.
At first it represented nothing. At about 2 a.m. the day before I drew this one I had started to draw another picture which involved a hanged girl and...nasty stuff. In that picture, I drew a lightbulb flower instead of a lightbulb hanging from the ceiling. I had no idea why. It was 2 a.m. after all,it just came to me,and thought that was both beautiful and scary. Like a witness of a crime,you know... Then,still,my father forbade me to finish that painting for it was too horrible for his taste,but I kept the lightbulb flower idea and painted it in this one. Here,it is a symbol of artificial light = Artificial hope = A substitute for the real thing = A drug. Just like the fiend above. He's both a drug and an addict. Addicted to the minds of those addicted to him. Still,it's a lightbulb flower for the flower implies about something exquisite...as well as something growing,something living. A creature. The lightbulb is an object. A lightbulb flower is a living thing - and only living things can be addicts. I'm not sure if I'll be able to explain that type of mind-addiction I've painted but I'll try... Let's say you're a real drug addict. Whatever they say, you can always give up...but things get complicated when the drug starts craving to be swallowed by you....
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Shiny-Marble In reply to Soulstripper [2007-07-11 21:00:41 +0000 UTC]
That is very interesting symbolism. It's very thought provoking to me.
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Soulstripper In reply to Shiny-Marble [2007-07-12 13:29:12 +0000 UTC]
Thank you. I really don't think about it,these things just pop into my head and it's only later that my mind realizes what my heart is trying to say. Funny that I provoke people to think when I don't put too much thinking in that at all...
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Shiny-Marble In reply to Soulstripper [2007-07-12 19:15:09 +0000 UTC]
Trust me, the same happens to me with writing poetry. In the middle of class I just start writing, then once it's finished, I always wonder how the heck I thought of it.
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Shiny-Marble In reply to Soulstripper [2007-07-13 20:14:41 +0000 UTC]
But it's a little annoying when your physics teacher sees you writing in class when you aren't supposed to be, then she gets tetchy, 'asks' you to stop, then you've lost your train of thought.
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Soulstripper In reply to Shiny-Marble [2007-07-13 21:01:52 +0000 UTC]
Haha,don't worry,I know exactly what you mean. You have no idea how many times I've been told things like "this isn't an art class,miss".Story-writing seems harder to detect,though. I'm glad I only have one year of school left. And from then on,hopefully,my life will change forever.
I agree. Still,it's much nastier when your muse comes in 3 a.m. in your bed and you have no pen and paper around,still you're dying to get some sleep and yet do your best to repeat the idea to yourself over and over again so you don't forget it,and in the morning you are absolutely clueless,and the only thing you remember is that you had a brilliant idea that you forgot.
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Shiny-Marble In reply to Soulstripper [2007-07-16 19:28:33 +0000 UTC]
Oh, definately. Teachers can be such a pain sometimes. I've got until December next year before I'm leaving school.
I've had that once or twice before, which really annoys me. So, since then, I've always keep paper and pens nearby wherever I am, which helps a lot.
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Unknown-soldier [2007-07-10 12:59:58 +0000 UTC]
quite like it. its been said already, but you did a good job with the eyes and egeneral expression, but that would be true for most of your work. Got a living dead feel to it.
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Soulstripper In reply to Unknown-soldier [2007-07-11 09:31:10 +0000 UTC]
Thank you. Yes,I know it's been said already. Some things don't want to stop repeating,you know. I'm glad you think so high of my work. And yes the living dead feel was one of the main aims.
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Soulstripper In reply to PlasticScream [2007-07-12 13:50:24 +0000 UTC]
Heh,thank you. But it'll take a while before I start liking myself. Besides,if one is a self-obsessed person,he can't build up much decency in his personality...
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Soulstripper In reply to cut-box [2007-07-11 09:22:06 +0000 UTC]
Thank you. It took me a long time to handle hands,you know. But here the arms got to be too long. Sorry about that. I'm only content with the face and the left hand. And I think I still have a lot to learn about feet.
Once again,thanks. I really appreciate it.
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Terranea [2007-07-09 22:31:56 +0000 UTC]
I love this pose
it's really expressing the despair and anger...
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Soulstripper In reply to Terranea [2007-07-11 09:26:49 +0000 UTC]
Thank you. Well,I feel anger and despair. The fiend is just obsessed. He doesn't like being left alone,you know.
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MisterManzin [2007-07-09 19:54:05 +0000 UTC]
Despair and a wilted burned out lightbulb-flower. Mm.
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Soulstripper In reply to MisterManzin [2007-07-11 09:25:35 +0000 UTC]
I'll take it as a compliment. Glad you noticed the lightbulb flower. Hardly anyone ever sees any details. Glad you're an exception.
I should be able to send you that picture for you within a couple of days. At last.
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Senile-Teens [2007-07-09 19:36:50 +0000 UTC]
Fantastically done, as always.
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CrazyAssPunk [2007-07-09 18:35:41 +0000 UTC]
I love it.
Absolutly amazing.
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