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Seishirou...san.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=qyUtdH…

Hmm, unlike for me to draw this kind of foreshortening/action pose though I had to do something to celebrate... Finally, after 3 years of wait, I can read the original Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle-manga in Japanese! (Though I've "compensated" my wait with the Deluxe editions I've found online, instead of buying the whole series at once, so I'll still have to wait and endure some impatience somewhat before I can read them all, ehh. )
I don't know what's so special about the series to me... though I love the 'silent' message there, like somebody once aptly stated:
"Learn to appreciate what you Have... before time forces you to appreciate what you Had." That could be the advice of current time too. Also, I see so much of myself in Shaoran, he too has the lovely fiery determination, is polite, kind and honest, searching for the truth.

小狼君、格好いい! (Shaoran-kun, kakkoii!)
I tried to somewhat mix Clamp's style to my own, Shaoran's hair is still difficult. The theme for the piece; one deviant suggested I do more these partly-coloured works like: Kizuna . Could have worked on the shading more, but I have no energy... I could've drawn the scene where Seishirou-san disappears leaving Shaoran with an empty, flaming fist... but everybody who've read the manga/seen the anime know how it ends. (p.179 no, the scan does not at all do justice for the magnificence of the scene on paper.) Anyhow, it's that scene, has always been very inspiring, but specifically now. And I loved the scene even more in the manga!

Both images reflect strongly the feelings I've had during the recent days.

The frustration, hopelessness, despair, stress when you count on a tiny hope for the world to change for the better. That people around you would wake up to reality and the wickedness of that. When you from the bottom of your heart want to believe them to understand what is going on to stop and change the direction of development before we're all doomed. And also, the frustration and 'jealousy' when so many others seem to pass the Uusimaa border to live in a better place and you don't have that option... (at this point you can see the artist yelling 'Wait, don't leave me here!', like almost is the title ) The frustration from the usual reaction when people haven't either even heard of 5G, don't believe electrosmog radiation or electricity to be harmful that way, and the mainstream media repeating lies, and same endless propaganda with only one topic, and we all know what that is. Nobody speaks about 5G. My trust sinks yet more from those 'vaccine experiments', excuse me, and I cannot help but feel bad for those being the 'guinea pigs' in the testing process, be it voluntary or not.
My point is, vaccines contain lots of poisonous heavy metals to begin with, that alone worsen the condition. (Rich people won't vaccinate their children nor themselves, why is that...?)
High dosages of heavy metals have been noted to cause unhealthy effects when paired with EMFs, specifically wireless technology, especially 5G:
Coronavirus caused by 5G? - Dr Thomas Cowan
Saltspring Island - Dr. Martin Pall

And generally about 5G and wireless technology.
Rollout of 5G is absolutely insane - Dr. Martin Pall
You won't believe how EFMs affect your body!
Wireless wake-up call - Jeromy Johnson - Ted talks
Kindly, would love the society to stop claiming it just a 'psychological effect in the brain' or 'conspiracy theory', 'disinformation' and laughing us off etc.
You know, sometimes waking up I'd rather lay there and not stand up. Or when I happen to hug/lean against a tree I'd just rather stay there. So uninspiring does the current reality seem some days. Almost daily I wake up I ask myself the same questions: "what if it was all a dream?" "What if I just dreamt I was hurt by wireless technology, what if it was plain imagination I felt so sick near the smart phone masts/5G base stations and areas with lots of electrosmog...?" I'd so much like that to be a dream, or a thing I just imagined, however when I go to those places again thinking 'I'm fine, it will not hurt me', is when I wake up to the same sick sensation and realisation each time and am forced to believe it's real, all the pain and dangers those international doctors and researchers warn us about. It doesn't help claiming it a 'psychological thing', when it's not, and it clears to you every single time, even when you want to believe it to be.

And then I have my own measuring results that strongly support our bad sensations: www.deviantart.com/thestarligh…

And most of the people I meet around me are still so clueless of this all, it makes me want to 'smash' my head against the wall.

Feels like fighting against the rain. 5G rain. The society doesn't care, understand, listen. STUK that should guide and control the operators lacks resources to do its work. Uusimaa region's been separated by the government, to sacrifice us for the rest of the country's 'health' - although the returned travellers from risky areas have not been placed into quarantine of any kind and have used public transport and gone all over the country already - the decision's been criticised but apparently the lockdown will last till 19th of April at least. And we are searching for a job and a house far away from here, or should I say dreaming for it doesn't seem quite reality now... And new 5G base stations/masts appear daily, to pollute new areas or increase the pollution in the already polluted. And society is encouraging people to stay home and use wi-fi which will make them even more sick, not to mention the neighbours... and even worse, physical closeness has become somewhat a taboo. Though luckily there's still folks who don't take it too seriously and I've still hugged my mother, because in times like these we both just need a caring hug whether the other person is sick or not... You, know sometimes a hug can even heal a person from something negative stuck inside. So, I just want to say; don't underestimate the power of hug. Understand why they advice not to, though what would a small child feel having shattered a valuable vase and crying over it for guilt, if the parent just took a step back for 'virus' fear? Or the mother clearly close to breaking had to just stand there, bear it all alone? Besides, I understand risk groups and old people should be protected, however, I feel they'll get sick with loneliness if they don't meet any family relative/close person face-to-face IRL. And this, forgive me, any 'virtual' method, cannot replace, creating the same joy and wonder if the person was really there. It just makes me sick how on TV and everywhere people are just hyping this 'antisocial' way of connecting with relatives that gives yet more praise to telecom providers and makes us more dependent in their content. Breaks my heart...


Sorry, I've been somewhat quiet in replies or looking up folks' art. The current conditions make me strongly judge where I use my Internet time and how much of my health can I risk for online due to wireless technology. (My father has a 4G modem working on Wi-FI, and I cannot quite use it with a wire when he uses it too. ;() Sorry, if I fail to be positive sometimes, though thankfully there is still those wonderful people that cheer me on when I feel like the all's in vain. To all those people, friends and strangers, I want to say thank you. And thank you the universe, you curious wonder that keep rooting new hope in me and setting it aflame once more, in us! I love you, let us change the world! And like you know Shaoran will once again face Seishirou-san and gain the feather back, so too, will end this misery, fear and gloom and the chaotic state of the world. Stay strong and healthy people, we'll stand this together. Whatever you do to raise your spirit and mood, do it! Keep in positive vibes, it helps the whole world! Thank you for your support!

Others:
Previous CLAMP works:
www.deviantart.com/thestarligh…
www.deviantart.com/thestarligh…

Art © TheStarlightPrincess
Pencil and Caran d'Ache coloured pencils.
Characters, story © CLAMP

Description
Seishirou...san.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=qyUtdH…

Hmm, unlike for me to draw this kind of foreshortening/action pose though I had to do something to celebrate... Finally, after 3 years of wait, I can read the original Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle-manga in Japanese! (Though I've "compensated" my wait with the Deluxe editions I've found online, instead of buying the whole series at once, so I'll still have to wait and endure some impatience somewhat before I can read them all, ehh. )
I don't know what's so special about the series to me... though I love the 'silent' message there, like somebody once aptly stated:
"Learn to appreciate what you Have... before time forces you to appreciate what you Had." That could be the advice of current time too. Also, I see so much of myself in Shaoran, he too has the lovely fiery determination, is polite, kind and honest, searching for the truth.

小狼君、格好いい! (Shaoran-kun, kakkoii!)
I tried to somewhat mix Clamp's style to my own, Shaoran's hair is still difficult. The theme for the piece; one deviant suggested I do more these partly-coloured works like: Kizuna . Could have worked on the shading more, but I have no energy... I could've drawn the scene where Seishirou-san disappears leaving Shaoran with an empty, flaming fist... but everybody who've read the manga/seen the anime know how it ends. (p.179 no, the scan does not at all do justice for the magnificence of the scene on paper.) Anyhow, it's that scene, has always been very inspiring, but specifically now. And I loved the scene even more in the manga!

Both images reflect strongly the feelings I've had during the recent days.

The frustration, hopelessness, despair, stress when you count on a tiny hope for the world to change for the better. That people around you would wake up to reality and the wickedness of that. When you from the bottom of your heart want to believe them to understand what is going on to stop and change the direction of development before we're all doomed. And also, the frustration and 'jealousy' when so many others seem to pass the Uusimaa border to live in a better place and you don't have that option... (at this point you can see the artist yelling 'Wait, don't leave me here!', like almost is the title ) The frustration from the usual reaction when people haven't either even heard of 5G, don't believe electrosmog radiation or electricity to be harmful that way, and the mainstream media repeating lies, and same endless propaganda with only one topic, and we all know what that is. Nobody speaks about 5G. My trust sinks yet more from those 'vaccine experiments', excuse me, and I cannot help but feel bad for those being the 'guinea pigs' in the testing process, be it voluntary or not.
My point is, vaccines contain lots of poisonous heavy metals to begin with, that alone worsen the condition. (Rich people won't vaccinate their children nor themselves, why is that...?)
High dosages of heavy metals have been noted to cause unhealthy effects when paired with EMFs, specifically wireless technology, especially 5G:
Coronavirus caused by 5G? - Dr Thomas Cowan
Saltspring Island - Dr. Martin Pall

And generally about 5G and wireless technology.
Rollout of 5G is absolutely insane - Dr. Martin Pall
You won't believe how EFMs affect your body!
Wireless wake-up call - Jeromy Johnson - Ted talks
Kindly, would love the society to stop claiming it just a 'psychological effect in the brain' or 'conspiracy theory', 'disinformation' and laughing us off etc.
You know, sometimes waking up I'd rather lay there and not stand up. Or when I happen to hug/lean against a tree I'd just rather stay there. So uninspiring does the current reality seem some days. Almost daily I wake up I ask myself the same questions: "what if it was all a dream?" "What if I just dreamt I was hurt by wireless technology, what if it was plain imagination I felt so sick near the smart phone masts/5G base stations and areas with lots of electrosmog...?" I'd so much like that to be a dream, or a thing I just imagined, however when I go to those places again thinking 'I'm fine, it will not hurt me', is when I wake up to the same sick sensation and realisation each time and am forced to believe it's real, all the pain and dangers those international doctors and researchers warn us about. It doesn't help claiming it a 'psychological thing', when it's not, and it clears to you every single time, even when you want to believe it to be.

And then I have my own measuring results that strongly support our bad sensations: www.deviantart.com/thestarligh…

And most of the people I meet around me are still so clueless of this all, it makes me want to 'smash' my head against the wall.

Feels like fighting against the rain. 5G rain. The society doesn't care, understand, listen. STUK that should guide and control the operators lacks resources to do its work. Uusimaa region's been separated by the government, to sacrifice us for the rest of the country's 'health' - although the returned travellers from risky areas have not been placed into quarantine of any kind and have used public transport and gone all over the country already - the decision's been criticised but apparently the lockdown will last till 19th of April at least. And we are searching for a job and a house far away from here, or should I say dreaming for it doesn't seem quite reality now... And new 5G base stations/masts appear daily, to pollute new areas or increase the pollution in the already polluted. And society is encouraging people to stay home and use wi-fi which will make them even more sick, not to mention the neighbours... and even worse, physical closeness has become somewhat a taboo. Though luckily there's still folks who don't take it too seriously and I've still hugged my mother, because in times like these we both just need a caring hug whether the other person is sick or not... You, know sometimes a hug can even heal a person from something negative stuck inside. So, I just want to say; don't underestimate the power of hug. Understand why they advice not to, though what would a small child feel having shattered a valuable vase and crying over it for guilt, if the parent just took a step back for 'virus' fear? Or the mother clearly close to breaking had to just stand there, bear it all alone? Besides, I understand risk groups and old people should be protected, however, I feel they'll get sick with loneliness if they don't meet any family relative/close person face-to-face IRL. And this, forgive me, any 'virtual' method, cannot replace, creating the same joy and wonder if the person was really there. It just makes me sick how on TV and everywhere people are just hyping this 'antisocial' way of connecting with relatives that gives yet more praise to telecom providers and makes us more dependent in their content. Breaks my heart...


Sorry, I've been somewhat quiet in replies or looking up folks' art. The current conditions make me strongly judge where I use my Internet time and how much of my health can I risk for online due to wireless technology. (My father has a 4G modem working on Wi-FI, and I cannot quite use it with a wire when he uses it too. ;() Sorry, if I fail to be positive sometimes, though thankfully there is still those wonderful people that cheer me on when I feel like the all's in vain. To all those people, friends and strangers, I want to say thank you. And thank you the universe, you curious wonder that keep rooting new hope in me and setting it aflame once more, in us! I love you, let us change the world! And like you know Shaoran will once again face Seishirou-san and gain the feather back, so too, will end this misery, fear and gloom and the chaotic state of the world. Stay strong and healthy people, we'll stand this together. Whatever you do to raise your spirit and mood, do it! Keep in positive vibes, it helps the whole world! Thank you for your support!

Others:
Previous CLAMP works:
www.deviantart.com/thestarligh…
www.deviantart.com/thestarligh…

Art © TheStarlightPrincess
Pencil and Caran d'Ache coloured pencils.
Characters, story © CLAMP