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I've never been very good at controlling me eating and maintaining my weight . I'm still in the fat accepting stage of my life , when you're my size in the back of my mind I still wish I could lose a few pounds . But then I wake up , roll out of my bed , look in my mirror and reality quickly sets in .

Looking at all my flaws , just knowing I'll never keep the weight off for very long is a little depressing as I get up and begin waddling my way to my bathroom to begin my day . I think waking up always alone is what's so lonely about my life . It would be great to have somebody to snuggle and cuddle up with maybe even a little spooning as well .

Knowing I'll never really slim down very much and keep it off , is a bit of a relief for me sometimes . Even though I still worry about my weight constantly , it doesn't seem to ever stop me at all from eating whatever I want , whenever I want . Most people think because I'm so heavy and huge , I must eat a ton of food each day . Like I must be such a fat glutton constantly stuffing me face day after day , sometimes I do depending on my mood . Sometimes I do get stressed out and let my emotions take over and I do overeat more than I should .

But really most days I don't really eat that much , I'm more of a nibbler , a little here a little there , I like variety . But when it comes to sweets I'm no different from most women , I just Love Chocolate , Cake , cookies , fudge , brownies , icing , icecream , shakes , pudding , I just can't ever get enough . Rich foods , high calories , starchy foods , why is everything that's so fattening always have to taste so yummy .

Growing up I was always being taught a girl is suppose to look a certain way and that most boys prefer a busty girl with a cute butt . I just never fit that image being that I was very overweight , super busty , thicc thighs , wide child bearing hips and a huge booty butt . Thinking back now , I think the slimmest I've ever been was back when I weighed 85 kg in middle school . I was always one of the fattest girls in my classes going to school .

I was one of those girls that developed early , every school seems to have a few girls like me . Fat , overweight bbw type with huge breasts and a extra large booty . For me I was quite busty even back then , I was that busty , bottom heavy awkward nerdy girl most boys avoided . Like I was already wearing a D -cup bra and carried a fair amount of weight on my butt and hips . Back then I use to avoid the camera and family photo's as much as possible because of how huge and heavy I was .

Some people in my family enjoyed and took pleasure in teasing me , because of the size I had let myself get . Letting myself go wasn't exactly , entirely my fault . Having low self esteem and being so insecure about myself have always played a big part in all my weight problems . I've always had a problem coping with people teasing me , I don't know why I let it bother me so much .

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I've never been very good at controlling me eating and maintaining my weight . I'm still in the fat accepting stage of my life , when you're my size in the back of my mind I still wish I could lose a few pounds . But then I wake up , roll out of my bed , look in my mirror and reality quickly sets in .

Looking at all my flaws , just knowing I'll never keep the weight off for very long is a little depressing as I get up and begin waddling my way to my bathroom to begin my day . I think waking up always alone is what's so lonely about my life . It would be great to have somebody to snuggle and cuddle up with maybe even a little spooning as well .

Knowing I'll never really slim down very much and keep it off , is a bit of a relief for me sometimes . Even though I still worry about my weight constantly , it doesn't seem to ever stop me at all from eating whatever I want , whenever I want . Most people think because I'm so heavy and huge , I must eat a ton of food each day . Like I must be such a fat glutton constantly stuffing me face day after day , sometimes I do depending on my mood . Sometimes I do get stressed out and let my emotions take over and I do overeat more than I should .

But really most days I don't really eat that much , I'm more of a nibbler , a little here a little there , I like variety . But when it comes to sweets I'm no different from most women , I just Love Chocolate , Cake , cookies , fudge , brownies , icing , icecream , shakes , pudding , I just can't ever get enough . Rich foods , high calories , starchy foods , why is everything that's so fattening always have to taste so yummy .

Growing up I was always being taught a girl is suppose to look a certain way and that most boys prefer a busty girl with a cute butt . I just never fit that image being that I was very overweight , super busty , thicc thighs , wide child bearing hips and a huge booty butt . Thinking back now , I think the slimmest I've ever been was back when I weighed 85 kg in middle school . I was always one of the fattest girls in my classes going to school .

I was one of those girls that developed early , every school seems to have a few girls like me . Fat , overweight bbw type with huge breasts and a extra large booty . For me I was quite busty even back then , I was that busty , bottom heavy awkward nerdy girl most boys avoided . Like I was already wearing a D -cup bra and carried a fair amount of weight on my butt and hips . Back then I use to avoid the camera and family photo's as much as possible because of how huge and heavy I was .

Some people in my family enjoyed and took pleasure in teasing me , because of the size I had let myself get . Letting myself go wasn't exactly , entirely my fault . Having low self esteem and being so insecure about myself have always played a big part in all my weight problems . I've always had a problem coping with people teasing me , I don't know why I let it bother me so much .