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venusdemon108 — At least i am
Published: 2003-08-28 21:08:46 +0000 UTC; Views: 75; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 5
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Description Do I even exist?
Does any of it even exist?
Why does it exist if it really does?
Exist? What does the word even mean?
I love and I hate the same person.
I hate and I love different people.
Hate and love.
Are they really all that different?
And all we are left with is one question...
Why?
Why the pain, why the anguish, why the happiness, why the love?
Why the anything?
Why the nothing?
We are all burning inside
We are just the outer casings of a black hole.
At least I am.
At least I think I am...
Why do I think?
Cogito ergo sum?
I won't believe it.
Microbes don't think and they 'are'
Why just because I have a consciousness do I exist as a person?
Everyone is searching
Everyone will come up empty-handed
No one knows these answers
We are all like bugs...
Bugs with no legs...
I pulled the legs off a bug once...
I watched it writhe and try to struggle to get to it's little home.
It's little comfort zone...
We all are trying to squirm to get to our little comfort zones.
I finally stepped on the bug.
I couldn't stand to watch it squirm.
We are all bugs.
At least I am.
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Comments: 9

dieteufel [2004-02-13 00:19:59 +0000 UTC]

I love the bug metaphor..

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venusdemon108 [2003-08-28 22:26:52 +0000 UTC]

bah! i hate my comp!!!
i submitted twice again!!!

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michelletenoh [2003-08-28 22:18:42 +0000 UTC]

That was good, especially about loving and hating the same person. I've done that before.

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venusdemon108 In reply to michelletenoh [2003-08-28 22:28:33 +0000 UTC]

omg, it looks so funny with all of my devil buddy thingys and then ur little kitty popping up and going 'meow' that's too funny, just look at it! lol

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michelletenoh In reply to venusdemon108 [2003-08-29 01:15:46 +0000 UTC]

Innocent kitty, evil devil buddys. Meow!

Yeah, I could figure out who you were talking about.

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venusdemon108 In reply to michelletenoh [2003-08-28 22:25:01 +0000 UTC]

thanx! i bet u can guess who i mean. lol

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venusdemon108 In reply to michelletenoh [2003-08-28 22:23:46 +0000 UTC]

thanx, i bet u can guess who i mean lol

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ten1000shades [2003-08-28 21:11:38 +0000 UTC]

interesting point of view.. bookmarking, wanna read this again

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venusdemon108 In reply to ten1000shades [2003-08-28 21:17:17 +0000 UTC]

thanx! i'm not really used to people reading my poetry... i usually read it over once then toss it, now i put it here. it's kinda kool having people comment on it.

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