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raykins [2010-02-11 09:41:31 +0000 UTC]
Sounds like a inferiority complex. Same like me.
It's hard to live with that. I kind of KNOW that I'm not ugly or dumb oder whatever. But somehow, I'm never convinced at all. I often can't understand why people like me, and I let them feel that.
The problem is, that they get very mad because of that. Then I feel even worse... *sigh*
It's so hard. I'm afraid it will ruin my life and I'll lose all my friends and all people I love...
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Melody-Hikari [2009-11-30 04:30:08 +0000 UTC]
I remember doing this.
Then I fell in love and wanted him to accept me. The first thing I felt I had to do was to stop doing that.
I miss I was able to do that. I get hurt so much easier now.
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FragileReveries [2009-11-22 22:42:07 +0000 UTC]
I do the same fucking thing.. I've never really taken a compliment. I gave up trying to. I would like to, but I'd rather just work and hope that maybe one day I can prove to myself I can do well..
and maybe I won't, but it feels like it's worth the try.
I guess if you want something, just go for it with everything. Don't let your low self-esteem pull you down, if you don't think you can do something, try anyway, you could be surprised.
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KalineReine [2009-11-22 08:23:22 +0000 UTC]
His could have been written by me. I feel this exact same way sometimes.
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Nirelleth [2009-11-22 04:21:13 +0000 UTC]
Mhm, I think wanting to like yourself is already a step to doing it actually, so I am sure you will get there.
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Naivax-Maundrell [2009-11-21 22:58:09 +0000 UTC]
'Kay. Stop. Take a deep breath and pause. Think. "Why? Why am I doing this to myself? Where does it get me?"
Flip those comments around. "I'm beautiful/handsome!, I'm smart, I'm strong." Above all you are strong. Why? Because you actually said what's been bothering you. Not everyone is strong enough to do even that. So, you're already ahead of the game! You know you are one of the best. You are wanted, you are attractive, you are intelligent. You are anything you want to be.
The only thing you need to do now is flip the switch from downgrading yourself to empowering yourself! Forget what others think! Right now it's ok to be confident, to be strong, to be powerful.
I really do wish and hope that you will find your pathway of life, wherever it goes, for whatever purpose. I know you're strong. Doesn't matter if I haven't met you, or not. And you are powerful. The sooner you see that...the sooner you'll see doors and windows of opportunity flying open and actually begging for you to walk through them. I don't mean any disrespect or anything of the sort but you do need to realize how much good you are capable of. Loving yourself will come along the way. You have to like yourself before you love yourself. And you have to love yourself before you can truly love others.
I'm hoping for the best, ST. Please don't let your light be extinguished. Not for a second.
Sincerely,
Naivax-Maundrell (aka. XMS)
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adanarama [2009-11-21 02:10:16 +0000 UTC]
I don't know if saying this will mean anything to you, but your secret made me think of something my therapist told me:
Yeah, you're not in a great place right now, but you know that not everything you think is always accurate. You know that you're being hard on yourself. A lot of people spend the majority of their time in therapy just learning to realize that not everything they believe about themselves is true just because they think it. The fact that you're aware of your thoughts puts you a huge step ahead of a great many people in learning to love yourself.
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GreenFaerie13 [2009-11-21 00:37:21 +0000 UTC]
aww I know how you feel ST.
for the first time in my life though, I am beginning to like myself. I'm 17.
maybe you just need to give it time?
I wish you the best of luck<3
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girlinlove-93 [2009-11-20 22:17:58 +0000 UTC]
I can agree with this. But, maybe coming to love yourself, comes with learning to love someone else to start with? I've always hated myself, until i met my current partner. Now, there's certain parts of me i love.
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briative [2009-11-20 20:30:21 +0000 UTC]
I'm exactly the same. I take compliments as lies and insults as truth.
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Spiro-Fly [2009-11-20 18:59:50 +0000 UTC]
I understand, I feel the same.
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Casey7890 [2009-11-20 12:58:39 +0000 UTC]
Me too ST.
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Ophelia-Nymph [2009-11-20 11:43:53 +0000 UTC]
Oh my gosh ST I'm exactly the same! I know how tough it is! Feel free to note me if you wanna talk. HUgs
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