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LadyLotte — I will tell you tomorrow

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Description And all that we built,
and all that we breathed,
and all that we spilt, or pulled up like weeds
is piled up in back;
it burns irrevocably.
(we spoke up in turns,
'till the silence crept over me)

Bless you
and I deeply do
no longer resolute
when I call to you

But the water go so cold,
and you do lose
what you don't hold.
from 'Sadie' by Joanna Newsom


There are always things happening that I wouldn't like to happen. And they happened. I wouldn't like to be too enigmatic about this, but you don't necessarily need to know about these things, I just always feel like explaining and excusing myself for the things I do. (and for the things that I don't, for that matter. I'd like to be back and active here, as always! But I know better than to make promises now.)

But of course we are loosing things on the way. And it is all right, it's just hard cope with it, that's all. I love Joanna's words so much.
It's okay and I am fine, but it does burn irrevocably to think about all the things that I will never have again and faces I'll never see again and voices I'll never hear again.


Paper texture from: [link]
... do you think it would be better without it? I never know, paper always looks so pretty
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Comments: 16

giokru [2012-02-01 12:15:10 +0000 UTC]

...i'll hold this image in my eyes, so i won't lose it.
i'll keep this feeling inside of my, 'cause is such representative of something breathing (or burning) deep in my thoughts, in my soul.
i really do like it, and maybe more...

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LadyLotte In reply to giokru [2012-02-09 08:57:16 +0000 UTC]

Wow. Thank you so much. It makes me so happy that the meaning could get you this well but if it did I know how you're feeling, so I hope that it gets better for you.

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giokru In reply to LadyLotte [2012-02-09 10:53:44 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome, really welcome... thank you, indeed, for sharing this.
and for your sweet wishes..

have a wonderful day...

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hannah-dora [2010-11-18 16:37:14 +0000 UTC]

Nagyon-nagyon-nagyon szép. És a textúra tényleg nagyon megdobja, amúgy is tökéletes lenne, de így még inkább.

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LadyLotte In reply to hannah-dora [2010-11-18 17:54:28 +0000 UTC]

Köszönöm, örülök, hogy tetszik, nagyon örülök Tök jó, hogy ez a papír jó választás volt, ezek szerint

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Fixa [2010-11-18 08:29:47 +0000 UTC]

So beautifiul... I wihs I could somehow cheer you up, though...

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LadyLotte In reply to Fixa [2010-11-18 10:31:55 +0000 UTC]

Thank you There's this little feeling in the back of my mind all the time, and sometimes it surfaces. But I'm fine, I mean I am better, a lot.
I will see you in a couple of weeks, right?

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holdcsepp [2010-11-18 06:44:00 +0000 UTC]

Oh my. You drew what I feel exactly. How rare is this? This is incredible.

The texture adds a lot to it, especially as it is a bit torn.

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LadyLotte In reply to holdcsepp [2010-11-18 10:35:51 +0000 UTC]

Wow, is that really so? :3
It was such a nice thing to read a comment like this, though if you are feeling what I drew, than that is not good news at all
And yes, I chose that texture because it was torn on the right place, actually. Thank you so much for your comment

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holdcsepp In reply to LadyLotte [2010-11-21 21:11:21 +0000 UTC]

Well, of course, if you know what this drawing is about, it means you know how it hurts to lose someone/thing that is precious to you... Though, it also means that you've learnt to appreciate what you have. Which is a great thing. I try to think about this this way.

Thanks for drawing this.

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LadyLotte In reply to holdcsepp [2010-11-22 14:18:37 +0000 UTC]


...
Yes, well that is a good approach, I'm not sure I'm quite there yet though. I have lots of bad mood-sketches right now and I don't if I should flood my dA account with them or not

Anyways, I guess this doodle is pretty vague, and you can see whatever you want in it, really. Strangely enough when I started with this sketch (a long time ago) it was going to be something else entirely. Strange how it still fits, in different ways.
I stop myself, sorry, I think I'm in a rambling mood today^^

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relax-gal [2010-11-18 00:46:22 +0000 UTC]

Yea, I think it looks great with the texture! I think it adds to it. And this is pretty.

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LadyLotte In reply to relax-gal [2010-11-18 00:53:48 +0000 UTC]

It's good to know that you think so too
Thank you for liking it! <3

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relax-gal In reply to LadyLotte [2010-11-18 00:55:18 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome! I only like the best. ^^

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fmaXfreakX586 [2010-11-18 00:32:48 +0000 UTC]

i love the paper texture! it adds to the whole feeling of the pic
and of course joanna newsom is amazing<3

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LadyLotte In reply to fmaXfreakX586 [2010-11-18 00:53:04 +0000 UTC]

Yay, I'm glad you think so too, thank you!
(Joanna Newsom is such an inspiration :3)

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