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revscrj β The Depth of Hatred
Published: 2004-06-13 09:02:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 874; Favourites: 6; Downloads: 129
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Once fallen, the fairest one, the morningstar, felt the cold now out of the presence of its maker. Then the fire of its new found home licked at its robes burning off the cloth to leave it evermore in unabashed nakedness so vitrolic of a driving hate that it became erect and has remained so these eons.Before its robes burned though, there was a moment that it realized its omnipotent creator must have known that this was going to occur since the day it was willed into existance. It had been setup to take the fall and in that moment was made, as literal as though it were a law of physics, the deepest that any hate can ever reach.
Hear as it howls and know, that since we are favored by the divine, it howls for us.
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-and sorry about freaking you out
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I love being freaked out by art, it's a rare and special thing
Yeah, the title is perfect and shiny too, adds to the depth...ahem.
The last thing to freak me out was how bad Van Helsing was, in a not good way...
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I never thought I'd be honored to be compared to VanHelsing 
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On the contrary, you're WAY better than Van Helsing (obviously)
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-whew, thats what I thought you meant, thus why I was honored
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Oh, good! I was like, "Oh, this dumbfuck LIKES Van Helsing? There is no God!"
Not that there is a God NOW, but...well, you get the picture
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To think: the existance of a God almost hinged on my feeling about that 'movie'... it boggles the mind...
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Well, if there was a God, there wouldn't be a Van Helsing...
....unless he'd have a cruel sense of humor about life in general...
...Wait, there's THAT kind of God then! That'd make PERFECT sense!
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Anybody watching anything but TV closely should note the unbelievable amout of irony that occurs constantly. To me this is part of the proof of a very funny in a selfamusing sort of way, kinda bastardly, but clever divine force at work. Its like when you are in a relationship that you have just decided is the "one" and youre going to fully commit to it a coven of drop dead beautiful wiccans want to use you as a sex toy in a ritual to celebrate spring, HOWEVER after that relationship is over they willl NEVER EVER ask you such a thing, in fact they wont even be around in passing.
Thats funny- but only if you are watching from a distance and not living it.
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LOL, yeah, you're a VERY deep thinker...
...took me a while to understand that...
and of course, I totally see the irony...what's even more ironic to me is how TV itself is fantasized about so heavily, and all things inside the TV are fantasies...
...worse yet, those many whom fantasize over what they see realize they'll never "be" what the actors and actresses are, and then become depressed and become fed, at times, the OPPOSITE of what is good for one (anorexia, bulemia, tons of inferiority complexes, etc). And the viewers continue to worship these actors and actresses for "what they are".
I just never take it seriously.
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>...worse yet, those many whom fantasize over what they see realize they'll never "be" what the actors and actresses are, and then become depressed and become fed, at times, the OPPOSITE of what is good for one (anorexia, bulemia, tons of inferiority complexes, etc). And the viewers continue to worship these actors and actresses for "what they are".>
That is why it is done. Keep people reaching at impossible goals or selfdestructive ones so that you are either a hamster running on one of their wheels or you are unintentionally martyring yourself for their cause.
>I just never take it seriously.
-which is truly the best thing to do to keep from being infected by it, consider yourself blessed.
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wow, our opinons are REALLY similar...
...but really, life is all about comlications and an buildup of fears and complexes until one reaches the breaking point and either goes insane or gives up.
I've sort of given up already, but I'm still angry about how many of my friends become tools to the media and to idols on TV, therefore I'm merely trapped in an OUTER, rather than an INNER, circle of the aforementioned "vicious cycle" of the media.
Music also frustrated me, since it's in such a sick state....man, thank God for Radiohead and NIN, they're fighting the good fight against Jessica Simpson and Co...
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>I've sort of given up already, but I'm still angry about how many of my friends become tools to the media and to idols on TV, therefore I'm merely trapped in an OUTER, rather than an INNER, circle of the aforementioned "vicious cycle" of the media.>
Good, you are far better for it. Habitualize it. When I see a commercial that tries to sell me a beer with a pair of tits I vocally, reflexifly go "Fuck you." to the magazine/tv whatever and put a black mark next to that brand in my mind. This is exactly the opposite of the effect that they want from me- they want the repitition of such ads to make me eventually over seeing them 1000's of times to associate Beer-X with Double-D-Breast but instead I have accumulated a deep hate for them by using their psychological tactic to my ethical ends- sure I am still letting the behavior modification tactics work on me but the direction they work toward is one that I have established not them.
>Music also frustrated me, since it's in such a sick state....
Always has been always will be (until the species enlightens and gives up money at the same time shunning the power mongers in all their forms). The greatest musicians have almost with out exception not been in the forefront of the popular trends except for a toke one or two per genre, the rest are hand-picked by accountant CEO types for "investment" reason because the token one or two "wouldve be great to have gotten in on the ground floor of" and they are hoping that ooo their band "Crib of dirt" might be able to ride that profitable wake. Almost invariably they are the shallowest obvious attempts at imitation one can find because thats what the CEOs want/can recognize.
>man, thank God for Radiohead and NIN, they're fighting the good fight against Jessica Simpson and Co... >
I make my own music these days. Most everything I listen to I have made.
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lol....Crib of Dirt! (IMAO!)
You're lucky you make your own music, I'm stuck with the little material that the few great rock bands have released
And about being part of the outer circle, you're so right. I actually am afraid that I'll become a member of a 'society against society' (a.k.a a LOT of Goths), I don't want to contradict the mainstream simply because it's mainstream...
...but as you and I know, we can all count on the mainstream to shovel out piles of shit each passing week...so there's a lot of hating to be done.
I have that problem with my art; I was drawing a dragon, I liked it a lot, and some girl said, 'Is that art?'
Pisses me off.
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Thank you- that was exactly what I was shooting for, it makes me happy to know that I am capable of getting it across in the art
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Oh, your art sure as HELL gets across, you really are extremely talented at digging deeper in what seemed already dug-up.
Muy bueno, hombre!
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Gracias
de nada de nada!
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Me parece que hablas EspaΓ±ol...ΒΏLo hΓ‘s estudiado?
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No comprende espanol y "No"
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IMAO, that's really funny....OK, no mas EspaΓ±ol para usted.
But you also have good spelling!
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Grazi
(but dont go thinking I speak Italian)
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Imao, I can't speak no Italiano either...still tackling English, I think
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talk about inactivity..
kevin.. i cant say what did it ..
whether it was my sequential viewing after "how dare you"
or was it just this image sole-ly
but hereon.. this is being proclaimed..
you've got urself a "fan"
bows to the reverend intellectualness..
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I have you as a fan? 
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ooops "rev" that was a serious error..
and no i dont know why ud want to bash me up.. wat were u talkin about?
and yes sir.. big fan of yours~
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>ooops "rev" that was a serious error..
>and no i dont know why ud want to bash me up.. wat were u talkin about?
The piece that the msg. was rooted to had in its artists comments "Jim Sweet revscrj please dont bash me up" or something of that nature... sooooo what were YOU talking about?
>and yes sir.. big fan of yours~
You honor me then, thank you- truly.
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This is scary... when I look it from afar, it looks like a beast.. but when I look at it closer, there is a man wearing a red hood.
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Excellent- both are applicable!
-and scary is exactly what it should be.
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This is a very wicked piece of artwork, if I must say. It does an excellent job of capturing the grisly nature of your concept. It's definitely dark, so I just have to love it!
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Many thanks! I was raised early on as a Catholic and so deep down I have a closeness to this subject. It always bothered me though that if the divine were "all-knowing" as the Catholics claim and "all powerful" how the rebellion could have possibly occured! I had heard things like God wept for the rebel host... well why didnt he simply twitch his proverbial nose and change it all to a more preferable state? I was like 7 or so and it was the beginings of what would eventually lead me to leave Catholocism.
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beautiful, i will write a prose piece based on this painting.
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Thank you very much, it is one of the highest compliments one can give me to be inspired to create from something I have done.
-to answer the question stated in your last stanza:
Well, I suppose if we did that then the expression would be:
"the way to a man's heart is through his chest"
REVSCRJ
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This is wild! It reminds me of a psychotic clown.
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happenstance - thomas hardy.
that's what this reminds me of.
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Never read it, but if that reminds you of it I find my interest piqued. The whole moralistic approach of Hardy kinda weighs heavy on me but you say you liked it or no?
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i enjoyed it, i think it's listed as "Hap" on some websites. talks about how if God hated his existence then he could die in peace, but since there is no God and only happenstance that decides his mortality, he cannot bear it.
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Interesting. It does make sense. In most western religions G is a security net/blanket. The concept that G isnt that or that there is no G puts one into the realm of potential death or maiming *for no reason whatsoever* at any given moment. This is frightening to people who dont have any grasp on the nature of Nature.
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Damnit it DOES make sense
I see now that is your new sig., well, you got me once with it.
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it's a very natural fear, to be insignificant.
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we're moving in to the print field i see. good luck
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Thanks. I figure since its a one time fee- why not? Cant hurt.
Dont worry you wont be receiving any "BUY MY PRINTS" journals followed up with "WHY ISNT ANYONE BUYING MY PRINTS?!?!" ones from me.
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Fiery the fallen angles fell... thats what the description and the picture reminds me off.
To know that all your glory was but a perlude to your demise, to know you exists only to fall, to feel such coldness, indifference in your maker. Endless hatred indeed.
The colors, the distorted lines, shatter face, jagged mouth, tattered remants of once glorious wings, hands red with blood. And that silent scream...
Nightmares captured.
Definitly
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To flip perspective and play.. uhm... god'd advocate (?)... if the univers was made by Its will in order to occupy the passing of infinite time then what moral apply to the "daydream" that is everything including the lifeforms? OR: if you are writing a story can you be cruel to your characters and still be a good person? How would your characters feel about that?
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If we live in the dreamscape of God(s), and we are selfaware to the level where we can question the premises of our own existence, then we decide what morals apply. These would be the morals we have developed. After all, we are selfaware (or are we really).
We havne't evolved to such a state of consciousness where our thoughts are sufficiently complex to become independ, to become, as we perhaps did, self aware, entities in their own right. As such, our characters, will never feel a moment of remorse, just as a scupture will never feel pissed off if its creator created to portry a message it didn't like.
It begs the question: does self awareness grant free will of choice (morals, ethics)?
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Hehe, fear not. With the current state of technology, it will be DECADES before we even have AI approaching that of a cat.
You can no express irrationality in a system of equations.
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These are questions we will need to answer VERY SOON as we are nearing the AI age.......
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Reds and Greens, the colors of passion and envy according to some. I like that. Very nice how you have depicted an emotion rather that a conception of Lucifer.
Oddly, this also reminds me of a very angry Donald Duck in a way.
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