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Published: 2004-12-03 16:09:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 41965; Favourites: 728; Downloads: 2754
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By: `artoxicated

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I have removed this story, as i have moved on and don't wish for such an intimate time in my life to be so public anymore.

Many thanks to all the well wishers up till now, and those that have expressed sympathy.

Very much appreciated.

`artoxicated
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Comments: 817

mX-4 [2010-04-07 14:55:05 +0000 UTC]

If any of you have a childhood TV show memory, Malcolm in The Middle would be mine. And this guy looks A LOT like Reis.

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nuggetams In reply to mX-4 [2010-11-13 09:08:46 +0000 UTC]

exactly what i was thinking bro haha

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mikaFrei [2010-01-30 05:33:33 +0000 UTC]

i almost forgot that i had this in my faves...sad story...my condolences

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XxXxDeathsChildxXxX [2009-07-13 00:30:45 +0000 UTC]

aww

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XxXxDeathsChildxXxX [2009-07-13 00:30:42 +0000 UTC]

aww

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FollowSharona [2009-06-12 09:17:14 +0000 UTC]

Waw, this is such a sad and hard story, almost can't believe it's real it looks like a sort of movie..
thanks for sharing it too is, and I know you'll see Mikey once again..

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DBZchick [2009-06-09 23:53:01 +0000 UTC]

This is so beautiful and so incredibly sad. It's almost surreal! I can't help reading it over and over. RIP Mikey

Featured: [link]

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exile-of-ashes [2009-06-07 04:27:45 +0000 UTC]

just wow...
that was such a sad, touching story.
i'm compelled to say thank you.

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UchihaNeSie [2009-06-06 17:54:42 +0000 UTC]

U made me cry...

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Ro-chan4488 [2009-06-03 20:39:01 +0000 UTC]

omg, this was such a sad story. Even though it was ten years ago, my heart goes out to you. I hope that you were able to find love again, and if not, that one day you will. God bless sweety.

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Senbi [2009-06-01 05:51:11 +0000 UTC]

this was...beautifull, and sad. I loved it so much, thank you for sharing this with us.

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lightningrose384 [2009-05-23 03:20:15 +0000 UTC]

This is beautiful. I'm glad that you could spend time with him like that. I'm sure you made his last days the happiest he could've ever had.

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MilkshakePhotography [2009-05-18 17:56:14 +0000 UTC]

Oh my god.. I don't know what to say.

Your story is so heart warming but so heart breaking at the same time. I can only think ''oh my god'' and cry. I cannot imagine how it feels to lose the one you love the most.. But it does reminds me how much the people I care about mean to me.

And I admire your your open heart, sharing this whole story to half of the world. Thank you for doing so

Love & Peace, for you

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Wolf-Fate [2009-05-17 17:57:09 +0000 UTC]

I'm crying now. Dang it.

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40DisasterPieces [2009-04-19 01:36:46 +0000 UTC]

Isn't this kid the model for the sample pictures of the old elementary school photos? (Just a question)

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lisaelle [2009-04-17 13:12:44 +0000 UTC]

I am so sorry This is extremely beautiful.
Oh heck i feel like crying :S

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SkullKid0130 [2009-04-14 23:20:17 +0000 UTC]

Ohhhhhh dammit i think im gonna cry. consider yourself in an eternal hug. he was a good looking kid, im glad he had you to spend the last three months with. it probably ment more to him than people could ever understand.

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deondeon [2009-04-14 14:14:35 +0000 UTC]

I'm sitting in my first period class at Humber College, bawling. You are an extraordinary man to have gone through all of this especially at such a young age. This is the most touching love story I've ever heard.
You're a beautiful person.

--Kaitlyn D'Eon

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Mr-Lecter [2009-04-06 22:24:51 +0000 UTC]

Wooooo To Sad ... i Hope He can Love again ...
It's too Hard when you died young and lose youre first love ...

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EricHatesYourFace [2009-03-20 22:13:13 +0000 UTC]

That's so sad, I wanna kill myself now. Well I wont but it's very upsetting. It must have been very hard for you and probably still is. Do you still think about him?

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Wolfythewolf [2009-03-09 01:50:14 +0000 UTC]

This is a beautiful story of love
Im glad that you got to spend time with he before he died
I wish you the best and i know that you will see him again when the time comes

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stephenb19 [2009-03-07 17:32:01 +0000 UTC]

This is really so sad To finally have your dreams come true then have them snatched from you in such an unfair way

xx

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SKIN-PILE [2009-03-07 15:01:48 +0000 UTC]

life gives and takes, and i guess when it gives you have to cherish each moment like you did.

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flying-hiphopapotamu [2009-03-03 08:31:21 +0000 UTC]

So beautiful and so sad <3

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DaniCalifornia-2 [2009-02-24 04:23:07 +0000 UTC]

Write a book.
It'd be a seller.

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lackingfame [2009-02-07 00:41:19 +0000 UTC]

Fuck, I'm crying. 👍: 0 ⏩: 0

Pansyxlivesxon [2009-01-31 23:50:53 +0000 UTC]

Aw, I'm in tears right now. This story is so touching and sweet, and its all true! I'm so sorry he had to be taken from you at such a young age. You could have been such a wonderful couple!

**GAY PRIDE**

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Zipp-babe [2009-01-31 07:57:26 +0000 UTC]

Ohmygoodness, I'm in tears... It's like the plot in a storybook, but in real life, it's so different. It must have been difficult for you to share this, but thank you :''''''

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RutterDarling13 [2009-01-24 22:23:41 +0000 UTC]

im crying like mad, oh god thats so sad

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Narenlith [2009-01-16 06:15:18 +0000 UTC]

so amazingly beautiful...

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BloodyButterfly-wp [2009-01-15 16:32:20 +0000 UTC]

I'm really crying... it was so touching

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Classical-Genius [2009-01-07 16:41:43 +0000 UTC]

I am so very sorry for your loss, and your story is so touching that I am still crying. It is so beautiful and I am so glad that you made his last months his happiest!

This story is definitely one to be shared with the world and the strength you have to share it is truly inspirational!

YOU are inspirational!

And I hope you live your life, knowing that Mikey would love to see you smile!

Thank you for enriching my life and the lives of others with this tragic and beautiful story.

In the words of Oscar Wilde:
"Behind every exquisite thing that existed, there was something tragic"

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littlemisssunshine11 [2009-01-03 04:04:25 +0000 UTC]

wow that really got me crying. thats just beautifull and horrible and just amazing all at once. your love was just true beauty...and your lost was great. it has to be hard because ive known that kind of love and well... i couldnt imagine losing that special someone. you are my new hero, because you survived that and kept the good memories and dont let them fade. its beauty at its purest.

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Keishi27 [2008-12-29 22:56:45 +0000 UTC]

Thats a wonderful, moving story, You should write a book!

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Mizukotsu-chan [2008-12-26 11:05:27 +0000 UTC]

Wow, this is beautiful. It made me cry. -wipes eyes-

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Westerberg [2008-12-26 07:36:36 +0000 UTC]

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rebecca-68 [2008-12-20 22:03:54 +0000 UTC]

oh, this is so painful....it made me cry!! I'm so very sorry! Don't worry, my grandfather will take care of him and so will my friends crush

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Funest [2008-12-19 15:00:07 +0000 UTC]

Whow.
The story...
I don't know what to say.
It's beautiful, for in a book.
But when it happens in real life...
It's totally diffrent.

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Voodoo-Poison [2008-12-17 11:51:02 +0000 UTC]


i just sat and sobbed like a little girl at my office desk! that is the most beautiful and sad story i have ever heard!

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Tedd92 [2008-12-17 11:17:14 +0000 UTC]

I love the picture and the story. It's sad though... At least you made his last days happy, right?
How are you today?

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TheEmotionalWreck [2008-12-15 00:29:48 +0000 UTC]

AHA! NOW I REMEMBER! Isn't this picture on one of those "examples" for school photo things, y'know, the one to have different backgrounds??? Correct me if I'm wrong...

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TheEmotionalWreck [2008-12-15 00:27:38 +0000 UTC]

I have seen this picture before...but I can't remember exactly where. I've seen it muliple times....(Has an urge to find out)

This story is just unbelievably upsetting. Life can be so unfair.

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SteCaliLati21 [2008-12-15 00:03:42 +0000 UTC]

Wow. I am really very sorry for you. It's hard to lose your first love.

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unlukky13 [2008-12-14 19:09:50 +0000 UTC]

wow. at the end i cryed a little. that is one of the sadest thingsive ever heard. thant you for sharing, it must have been hard.

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FabledLoser [2008-12-14 15:39:46 +0000 UTC]

What A Sad Story
And True?
*Sigh*
I Definitely Feel For You And Your Loss
For Someone To Have Experienced Love
And Had It Fall Away From Them
Is Just Heartbreaking...
I Thank You For Sharing You Story

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hEArts-Of-dOOm [2008-12-12 10:42:39 +0000 UTC]

Oh my gosh. That is so sad, and so sweet. I cried, honestly. I can't believe that happened. *cries uncontrolably* I can only sympathise with you, not empathise.

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Cock-Roach92 [2008-12-09 03:18:00 +0000 UTC]

oh my god...i cried...this is the most touching thing i read in quite a while...thanks for sharing...

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milkyshayke [2008-12-07 06:56:20 +0000 UTC]

This is such a touching story!

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Sangui-Moon [2008-12-02 23:09:04 +0000 UTC]

Oh..I'm so sorry about that..really, i mean it. No one should have to ever lose someone they love...and in a perfect world it would have worked out for you....
but still..I'm so sorry abotu your loss. I cant imagine losing my love...and I wish you didnt have to go through that pain. I know that he will live on in your heart and you will always love him....but I hope that one day ypu can find someone else to love and that will heal the holes in your heart...someone that you can love just as much as him who loves you just as much. I am terribly sorry you went through that...I hope you have someone to go to when the pain starts hurting again.

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s7409651 [2008-11-26 20:15:52 +0000 UTC]

I know its like, comment 819,
but I just want to put mine down here.

This is the only thing on DA that's bought me to tears, the honesty and way that you wrote without anger, but true appreciation for the time you had together.. the tragic nature of his death but also the purity of your love.. really, I cant think of a more beautiful story.

the first time i read it i didnt realise he wrote you a note before going to sleep and that literally puts a lump in my throat..

damn. if I ever meet you one day, I'm going to buy you a drink.

O

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