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Published: 2017-06-17 15:36:16 +0000 UTC; Views: 10417; Favourites: 560; Downloads: 0
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So you may recognise this, if you're an old follower of course! I've updated quite an old piece and thats because it is a re-do of depression:
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I really like this piece, but all I could see were the issues so I thought I would go back into it and see what I have learned since the last time this was done! I've got a video of the stream I did while doing this so feel free to have a peep and see what you think! 

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So this piece, or at least the previous piece caused a bit of a ruckus over the name. I stand by the name, and the piece. I could go on and explain why it is as it is and the imagery the style it is, rather than the over used crying person in a corner, but I won't. What I will say is, depression sucks. It sucks the love and joy out of everything, and you become this hollow shell. 

I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy, and the most frustrating thing is that you can never tell when the end is, or, if it ever will come. Unlike a broken bone, you know eventually you'll be able to walk but with depression. Will you ever come out of that haze? 

I would love to hear what you think! 

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Comments: 83

Ilyaev In reply to ??? [2020-05-05 04:38:07 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much Kayyy <3 

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RainyCloudWalker [2019-04-14 16:52:29 +0000 UTC]

In this simplicity I find all the complexity of the Universe...It's Art like this I live for and that I look Up to...Something that makes your heart jump through the skies....up above the world and into another frame !!!!

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Ilyaev In reply to RainyCloudWalker [2019-04-15 10:40:48 +0000 UTC]

Aww thanks :3

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RainyCloudWalker In reply to Ilyaev [2019-04-15 10:52:38 +0000 UTC]

You're so very welcome..... !!!! You're one of the  first FIVE artists that I started following here when I first joined....I listened to my intuition and I wasn't wrong..... You're incredible !!!!!!

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Ilyaev In reply to RainyCloudWalker [2019-04-15 12:11:45 +0000 UTC]

Awww, it really means a lot to me. Sometimes I struggle with feeling good enough, y'know? It really is nice to hear of such lovely comments, thank you Rainy <3

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RainyCloudWalker In reply to Ilyaev [2019-04-15 13:47:18 +0000 UTC]

Oh Yeas I know very well.....I'm never satisfied with My Work but I love Yours !!!!!

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Ilyaev In reply to RainyCloudWalker [2019-04-23 06:13:18 +0000 UTC]

Aww thank you!!

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Madrono [2019-02-17 04:42:13 +0000 UTC]

This is so lovely~ The black lips clash a little, but, they match her eyes. The soft colours are very beautiful. "What I will say is, depression sucks. It sucks the love and joy out of everything, and you become this hollow shell. " Ugh ... yes.

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Ilyaev In reply to Madrono [2019-04-14 09:14:54 +0000 UTC]

I'm a fan of the dark lip, but thank you

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Madrono In reply to Ilyaev [2019-05-03 23:28:56 +0000 UTC]

Ah, it looks fine ^^ That was just my personal opinion, but coming back and looking at it, it has it's own aesthetic and makes the piece more unique/eye catching. Keep it up!

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Ilyaev In reply to Madrono [2019-05-04 02:36:57 +0000 UTC]

Actually saying this, my newest piece has the same type of lips haha. I really do like having dark lips apparently.. 

  <- see, lol

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Madrono In reply to Ilyaev [2019-05-05 02:12:13 +0000 UTC]

The lips suit that perfectly. I love the composition and aesthetic of that picture; your style is so unique and pretty <3

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Ilyaev In reply to Madrono [2019-05-05 02:45:34 +0000 UTC]

Ah thanks

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Redwolfey1 [2018-11-26 03:29:04 +0000 UTC]

I understand this, and can relate to this. I have severe depression, but I don't always feel like crying in the corner (sometimes I do) but mainly I just feel....dull or numb, just empty. No emotion, only haze and grey. I like your way of portraying this. Also i just love your art style, nice work!

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Ilyaev In reply to Redwolfey1 [2018-11-26 08:35:54 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I call it a yellow haze

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chrome-rose [2018-11-14 16:23:46 +0000 UTC]

I myself suffer from depression, and it always intrigues me to see artists and their image of it.
Personally, I relate to this piece more than the ones with people crying, because this mood honestly captures it a lot better. Even beautiful things feel dull; there may not be absolute darkness, but there is no light either. She has a distant look about her... there is just so much more that I don't know how to say, so I guess I'll summarize with - thank you. 

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Ilyaev In reply to chrome-rose [2018-11-15 16:05:34 +0000 UTC]

That’s exactly it! I would get home after work and have no energy. And be like, I would love to paint. But I can’t.

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chrome-rose In reply to Ilyaev [2018-11-15 19:02:41 +0000 UTC]

Yes! Some people don't seem to realize that it often just manifests in the inability to do things we want to, even if it would be something that fulfills us / makes us happy.
Right there with you.

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Ilyaev In reply to chrome-rose [2018-11-22 14:25:00 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, it reallly realllly sucks D:

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chrome-rose In reply to Ilyaev [2018-11-22 18:03:37 +0000 UTC]

It does.. but we are survivors! We just have to try to remember that, though it's really difficult on bad days/weeks/months.

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Devilblood13 [2018-11-04 12:27:16 +0000 UTC]

So impact!
Very beautiful art.I love how you use a color to describe it!

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Ilyaev In reply to Devilblood13 [2018-11-04 14:58:23 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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Nickelnicker [2018-11-01 19:02:08 +0000 UTC]

This is absolutely gorgeous! I can't express how much I love it

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Ilyaev In reply to Nickelnicker [2018-11-02 01:51:52 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!!!

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MercenaryBlade [2018-10-29 12:37:35 +0000 UTC]

Love this piece 

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Ilyaev In reply to MercenaryBlade [2018-10-29 14:13:13 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!!

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EleLibe [2018-10-28 01:29:49 +0000 UTC]

I love this piece, and colors, and combination and all ! Keep up the great work !  what programme do you use bythe way? 

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Ilyaev In reply to EleLibe [2018-10-28 04:09:15 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! I use photoshop

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Shadow-Walker-22 [2018-10-26 18:56:50 +0000 UTC]

 

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Ilyaev In reply to Shadow-Walker-22 [2018-10-27 15:41:17 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

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Shadow-Walker-22 In reply to Ilyaev [2018-10-27 17:15:08 +0000 UTC]

   

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KuroNekoKeef [2018-10-10 13:15:06 +0000 UTC]

This is beautiful !
Anatomically, i think her nose and her rigth cheekbone are little bit too bigger related to the rest of her face ....
About the emotion who emanate from her, she looks angry or irritated more than despress ... but depression can made hate in your heart (i think so) but in this case, i like very much your style of roses  who's aren't blossomed, that accentuate the emotion here, depression is an obstacle for the personal fulfilment, undoubtedly !
And your colors used very accentuate this state ... who give an atmosphere little bit fade, like a life without personal fulfilment !!!
A special love for her haircut syle (so "strict") and the her color, and for her look/eyes.

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Ilyaev In reply to KuroNekoKeef [2018-10-10 14:39:38 +0000 UTC]

ty

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KuroNekoKeef In reply to Ilyaev [2018-10-10 15:21:44 +0000 UTC]

It's my pleasure !

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KatieRosprim [2018-08-12 06:31:39 +0000 UTC]

Alright, alright! Hug time, Ma'am            (Wonderful job once again, friend! ^^)

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Ilyaev In reply to KatieRosprim [2018-08-13 07:41:45 +0000 UTC]

Thanks <3

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KatieRosprim In reply to Ilyaev [2018-08-13 21:32:50 +0000 UTC]

T'is only true, wonderful job as always   

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Bushaqua [2018-01-07 17:45:52 +0000 UTC]

I love your art style, it's kind of like loish but it is original and your own. I've seen that old piece of yours a long time back and it was in my fav. You paint beautiful roses, stems and leaves I like your new version too but personally I liked the old one more cause it had a lot of things going and I really liked the pearl string and the flowers in the back ground. You make prettier faces now and your color blending has improved a lot.
She has a sadness about her and you have captured the feel of depression well, and I really like her black lipstick
I would like to suggest you one thing though, you can refer to the artworks of charlie-bowater.deviantart.com… and loish.deviantart.com/ , and your style is like loish.
You have made a semi realistic nose here and all her nose bones are visible, when I see nose like that then I would expect shoulder bones to be drawn too. Just be careful about your art style and maintain a consistency that looks in harmony with the rest of the drawing.
Keep up your good work!
Hope this helps! Good luck!

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Ilyaev In reply to Bushaqua [2018-01-07 18:46:26 +0000 UTC]

That’s a valid comment! My noses are a bit weak! Thank you!!

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Stranger011105 [2018-01-06 23:45:00 +0000 UTC]

You are good at faces. 
I can’t say the same at all. 
I have no idea what depression is like, but it sounds horrible. Is it like a disability to feel joy? Sorry if I am intrusive, you don’t have to reply. 

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Lolirue [2018-01-05 10:26:57 +0000 UTC]

Wao I love this piece of art !   

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Ilyaev In reply to Lolirue [2018-01-05 15:27:40 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!!

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Lolirue In reply to Ilyaev [2018-01-06 07:03:58 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome  

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Elisa2B [2017-12-26 15:07:06 +0000 UTC]

"I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy, and the most frustrating thing is that you can never tell when the end is, or, if it ever will come. Unlike a broken bone, you know eventually you'll be able to walk but with depression. Will you ever come out of that haze?"

That's EXACTLY what I've always thought about this issue. Great work girl. Love it.

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Ilyaev In reply to Elisa2B [2017-12-26 15:25:46 +0000 UTC]

Yeah depression sucks. The haze is brutal too. D: 

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Elisa2B In reply to Ilyaev [2017-12-26 15:42:41 +0000 UTC]

Yep, definitely. I wouldn't know what is worse. 

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minty-deku [2017-11-28 23:37:42 +0000 UTC]

i agree but I don't have that much to say I've had a rough day

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RachBurns [2017-11-23 00:47:13 +0000 UTC]

I agree with your image of depression. You can't always sit in the corner away from people, there will have to be interaction. And most often, none of them will want to hear it so there a person is, stuck trying to pretend nothing is wrong and trying to make everything pretty. All so that no one can easily see the shadow behind the beauty.

...I hope that this makes sense, it's hard to phrase things well. 

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Ilyaev In reply to RachBurns [2017-11-24 16:29:48 +0000 UTC]

Interesting perspective. My intention was more about being surrounded by wonderful things but being incredibly apathetic to it.

But depression means something to everyone. We all have our own black days.

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RachBurns In reply to Ilyaev [2017-11-24 16:34:46 +0000 UTC]

Depression is never the same for every person, yeah. I like your intention, that's also something that happens pretty regularly when someone's depressed. They're just not able to care.

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