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Description EDIT: Do full-view. You'll like full-view. >=} Also! Tell me in the comments if you would like me to do a colored version of this, like how they colored old photographs back in the day. M'k??

Oh....I've...heh...so...

...so I did this photo-realistic painting of Erik. Does it give YOU stomach pangs? It gives me stomach pangs.

OF GLEE.

I think I've sufficiently outdone myself with this yes. This ISN'T a photomanip: I painted this bitch by HAND. Well, tablet but you get the idea.

I've only ever done two other photo-realistic drawings/paintings before, and they were given no where NEAR as much love as this was given. I wanted to do a painting, that would look like a very old photo, of a guy we don't even have a picture of.

Did I do it?

The idea behind this was: "What if Erik allowed himself at any one point to be photographed?"

I'm pretty sure he wouldn't have, but what IF? This is the result.

I imagine him being coerced into sitting for a nice, understanding and intrigued daguerrotypist (technical term for someone who does daguerrotypes...?) only to change his mind after seeing the resulting photo, killing the guy and stealing of with it afterwards.

So...does it convince your brain too that you're looking at a photo and not a painting? I have this set as my desktop background and I've been avoiding windowing out because his eyes grab mine and I end up feeling eerily like someone is actually staring back at me. > I SWEAR TO GOD late last night, I hallucinated while working on this and SWEAR that this fucker BLINKED AT ME.

Final note: I DID use old daguerrotypes as reference to get the general quality of one down, I spent around a week or so OBSESSING over this painting, studying every little fine detail about a daguerrotype that I could, in order to produce the most realistic picture possible. I wanted his expression to be pained, slightly angry and wanted his posture to indicate that he REALLY DID NOT WANT TO STAY A MOMENT LONGER, but at the same time he was restraining himself from bolting.

MY.BRAIN.IS.SPENT.

Hope you guys appreciate it. -wipes blood out of eyes-
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Comments: 32

Violane [2012-06-25 16:32:07 +0000 UTC]

Woo-hoo!! As usual, your artistic commitment and talent has paid off, Kilderok. This is seriously unbelievably impressive! I had to google Daguerrotype to understand what it was you were doing. I think this came out beautifully. It has that dark, almost film-like quality to it...like it's slightly opaque or something. i dunno, the words escape me now. But I really like it and I know you worked so hard on it. Bravo, bravo, bravo!
Of Erik, I like his lips, eyes, neck, and eyebrows. I freakin LOVE his eyebrows and how they're arched! His eyes are very realistic feeling. I can feel a million thoughts, feelings, and uncertainties coming from those curious, yet distrustful eyes. The clothes are great, too, and like someone else commented, you painted his coat so well that i can feel it. It looks like it would be a soft velvet if i were to touch it.

Ah, Erik. Had it not been for his lack of nose, sunken eyes, and general pallor, i would think you truly handsome. Am I strange for thinking that he is handsome here in spite of his deformity.

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kilderok In reply to Violane [2012-06-29 21:40:53 +0000 UTC]

XD Yeah, I have my hand in the antiquated. I know a lot about the 19th century and how FUCKING SURREAL it was compared to today. COMPLETELY different world in a lot of ways. So naturally, I've researched Daguerreotypes. Do you know about post-mortem photographs? It's where if they didn't have a picture of the deceased in life, they would make the deceased LOOK alive and take a photo of them before they buried them. ISN'T THAT FABULOUS?? Google THAT shit if you haven't already seen them---it's high octane nightmare fuel. Because the person staring back at you in those old photographs...IS DEAD. BUT LOOKS ALIVE. SOMEWHAT. JESUS 1800'S, JESUS.

XD You know, since it never describes his eyebrows, I took a little bit of liberty there, since I know all about bat wing eyebrows (my whole family has them), I decided to draw them like that, ESPECIALLY since I know firsthand how expressive high arched bat wing brows can be. THEY'RE PRETTY LEGENDARY YES. My dad has the BEST eyebrows ever, so I sort of based Erik's on his. It's even genetically accurate since my family descends from French folk, amongst a couple other nationalities.

I DO think he's handsome, albeit in a not-so-obvious way. I never look at appearances absolutely when deciding whether someone is appealing or not. As far as appearances DO go though, anybody who makes me say "WOW" for whatever reason, gains my approval externally. And internally if they're even MORE complex and deep a person---well that's an automatic A+. So yeah, handsome. I approve.

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Violane In reply to kilderok [2012-07-10 16:59:58 +0000 UTC]

I HAVE seen those freaky ass pics of dead people! They are so creepy and fascinating at the same time. I wonder what it must have been like for the living relatives to take a picture with a deceased family member. That must have been hard emotionally for them, or maybe not. Maybe they were used to it/expected it.

I have arched (or bat as you say) eyebrows, too! They are great and very expressive. I even have a small widow's peak as well.

I fully and proudly admit that I'm a sapiosexual Some sort of physical attractiveness is nice and necessary to a certain degree, but intelligence, creativity, kindness, wit, and general good health are so much more important features to me.

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kilderok In reply to Violane [2012-07-26 17:14:13 +0000 UTC]

Oh yes. I don't think they know that they're dead however. Hard yes, emotions and stuff. I would say that they expect it

I have the bat wing eyebrows! So expressive! I have more of widows hill. :3

Yeah, I go for what's on the inside too mostly. Much more important.

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AVthreads [2012-06-25 14:54:10 +0000 UTC]

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kilderok In reply to AVthreads [2012-06-25 21:59:29 +0000 UTC]



I take it that's a good sign?

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AVthreads In reply to kilderok [2012-07-03 03:05:53 +0000 UTC]

Most definitely!!

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primulatook [2012-06-25 04:15:08 +0000 UTC]

awesome awesome!

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kilderok In reply to primulatook [2012-06-25 04:39:20 +0000 UTC]

TWO awesomes?!

That makes it DOUBLY awesome. Thank you very much!

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primulatook In reply to kilderok [2012-06-28 05:51:56 +0000 UTC]

that's because it's awesome!

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kilderok In reply to primulatook [2012-06-29 03:55:49 +0000 UTC]

D'aww...you're too kind. :3

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GriffinPhantom [2012-06-25 00:43:53 +0000 UTC]

XD HE'S SO UGLY IM GONNA DIE!!! (just like Erik's supposed to be ) YAY!!!! I love you for drawing this!!!!

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kilderok In reply to GriffinPhantom [2012-06-25 00:54:02 +0000 UTC]

D:

Well I guess it depends on your definition of 'ugly', but yes. I WORKED SO HARD ON THIS DUDE YOU HAVE NO IDEA

Weird question but: What does looking at this drawing do to your body? I'm NOT being perverted, I just want to know if your stomach burns like mine does. Does it feel like he's ACTUALLY staring back at you? >8}

And THANK YOU VERY MUCH! I'm quite glad you appreciate my efforts.

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GriffinPhantom In reply to kilderok [2012-06-30 06:19:04 +0000 UTC]

Awwww don't worry I mean ugly in the nicest, erikest way possible I LOVE how you portrayed him!! SO PERFECT!!! I SQUEALED when I saw this in my message window XD
Well, this picture gave me the Phan squeals... And shivers down my back too O_o HE LOOKS SO REAL!!

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kilderok In reply to GriffinPhantom [2012-07-09 05:09:30 +0000 UTC]

Oh DUDE, I am SO happy to have caused squee. It makes me squee. :3 Have you seen the colored version I did of this yet? I really think THAT turned out lovely. I added further details to the vein work, it's my desktop image and it's made me jump a few times. MOSTLY because the after image of it lingered when I looked away from my computer and it looked like he was GODDAMNED STANDING THERE, glaring at me. So...perfection.

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GriffinPhantom In reply to kilderok [2012-07-09 07:39:09 +0000 UTC]

WHAT??? A COLORED VERSION??!! I wanna see!!!
XD BAAAAAAHHHHH XD

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kilderok In reply to GriffinPhantom [2012-07-09 07:45:25 +0000 UTC]

WELL THEN, TO MY GALLERY YOU GO! It's posted! :3 Sad that nobody seems to have noticed however. I have NOT outgrown my need for applause...just yet. -giggle-

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GriffinPhantom In reply to kilderok [2012-07-09 13:42:06 +0000 UTC]

WOW!!! It's so real!!!
BAAAHHH!! I HAD ANOTHER PHAN MOMENT
Sorry =_= It seems that I missed it in my message thingy

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kilderok In reply to GriffinPhantom [2012-07-10 00:32:55 +0000 UTC]

S'okay! Phan moment you say...? Elaborate. All the gory details if you will. I wish to know what my art causes.

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GriffinPhantom In reply to kilderok [2012-07-10 09:09:05 +0000 UTC]

Hmmm..... Well it's not that gory
I almost screamed cause I was looking at the picture at night =_= But ya know he *is* supposed to be REALLY ugly
The color of his skin was SO PERFECT!! I really loved his nose!! I mean... Un-nose!!

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kilderok In reply to GriffinPhantom [2012-07-26 17:15:23 +0000 UTC]

Well no...it isn't suppose to be too gory!

Oh ye gods! I hope I didn't scare you too much! Night is a good time to look at it.

Yes...almost inhumanly so. I am so glad I captured that! :3

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GriffinPhantom In reply to kilderok [2012-07-27 03:06:24 +0000 UTC]

I believe it was my sleep deprivation plus your really vivid Erik drawing that made me do that Sleeping in foreign countries lead to chronic sleep deprivation for me =_=

Lol don't worry I'm still alive XD

Yup... Night time sure is a good time to look at it

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kilderok In reply to GriffinPhantom [2012-07-28 02:46:04 +0000 UTC]

Foreign countries? Which I must ask?

Night time!!! <3

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GriffinPhantom In reply to kilderok [2012-07-29 01:21:30 +0000 UTC]

I've been traveling around and right now I'm in South Korea right now

XD NIGHT TIME IS ERIK TIME!!!

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kilderok In reply to GriffinPhantom [2012-07-30 00:30:48 +0000 UTC]

HELL YEAH!!! Ooh South Korea...sounds pretty! Wow...

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GriffinPhantom In reply to kilderok [2012-07-31 07:42:14 +0000 UTC]

XD Yeah....
Countries in Asia are really pretty :3 I really love their styles of architecture and art XD
Though that's awesome, it's pretty crowded here... SO many people EVERYWHERE!!

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kilderok In reply to GriffinPhantom [2012-08-04 00:10:51 +0000 UTC]

Sounds wonderful. I would love to go there.

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JurgenluvsBACON [2012-06-25 00:17:03 +0000 UTC]

WOW ._. You can feel the texture of his coat with your eyes, great work!

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kilderok In reply to JurgenluvsBACON [2012-06-25 00:22:48 +0000 UTC]

Danke! Very much appreciated! JESUS...YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH WORK THIS WAS.

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Sylent-Fantome [2012-06-25 00:13:57 +0000 UTC]

LOVE him

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kilderok In reply to Sylent-Fantome [2012-06-25 00:22:18 +0000 UTC]

Ooh...I know when YOU use all-caps, THAT'S A GOOD SIGN. Thanks a lot! Worked my fucking SOUL off on this.

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Sylent-Fantome In reply to kilderok [2012-07-05 04:36:05 +0000 UTC]

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